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Thursday, January 29, 2009
11:47:00 PM -

TV is getting reaaally boring nowadays, I think I've watched too much. This afternoon I watched 3 episodes of CSI back to back. =/ Eh but I tell you CSI:NY is the best. *cough*EddieCahill*cough* :D

Tomorrow is D-Day, quite exciting/nerve-wrecking. It's like once you get your posting you have to finally wake up and realize that there's still 2 more years left to slave away for MOE. & I really cannot imagine what school will be like. As in, I cannot imagine being in a school that is not Cedar. I guess I'm just so used to the culture, it scares me to think that there might be a whole new environment waiting for me, lurking behind that corner that is Sunday. And I haven't bought my shoes yet. I want nice ones.

You are officially pissing the shit out of me. Seriously dude, back off. >:(

I know y'll have heard this manymany times but MY FITNESS LEVEL REALLY STINKS. I think tomorrow everybody'll run circles around me until I crawl up and die. And it doesn't help that CNY brings nice food. Nice, UNHEALTHY food. ): I want to get my stamina back but I know the process is gonna hurt like #%&(*^%# and that's not exactly very appealing.

Random but I would like my guy to be eloquent please. (: IN ENGLISH, I must make myself clear.

Australian Open, the highlight of my life now. :D It's gonna be a Federer-Nadal final again, so cool. No prizes for guessing who I wanna win. Eh but I like Roddick alot. Okay but no I will always support Federer, to the end of his career and beyond. & sorry Ah Tong for ponning dinner, I'd forgotten that they were playing. And of course there was the little problem of me not being able to get my fat ass off the sofa. No wonder I'm shrinking. Grrrr.

My retainers hurttt, they're cutting into my tongue. I don't care I'm so not gonna wear them 24/7 unless you want me to stay at home everyday. They hurt and they're tight and they make me feel like a rugby player.

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away

Oh boy, this is gonna get awkward. =/

As you can see, fellow earthlings, my mind is not functioning properly nor coherently. I shall retire (not in the Djokovic sense) now, ta ta.

J.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009
3:09:00 AM -

Hello i gta like post at this time cos i know by the time i wake tmr, bro will be hogging the com t play dota. Which is terribly annoying cos he hasnt done so in a long while ever since he deleted the whole program some time back(tell me what's the fun in it pls) and i dont like t use laptops t blog w photos.

Haha anyways this year's new year's so weird cos it doesnt feel like one at all. I actually woke at 4pm on chu1yi1 and said hi t relatives in my just woken-up state. Sometimes, i pity my parents cos i'd wonder why my kids behave like such pigs haha. My sis woke later than me omg yay. Okay luh it's not that i've no sense of propriety okay!! Since ahgong passed away some time ago, this year we arent rly supposed t celebrate, it totally feels like a random family gathering. Everyone's like so chill, i was like in t-shirt fbts pls. Anyways i feel quite sad cos i always dont get a chance t go proper visiting, relatives/family friends always come over. The only houses that we'll prolly visit are a few blocks away so it doesnt rly make sense t dress up and all during these times.
Okay i've no idea why i am typing all this kinda unrelated and pointless stuff.

Anw being sick sucks cos i cannot eat alot of bakkwa prawn roll wtv i'd want t stuff myself with.
:(
Random, i rly dislike concert/live versions of songs. Damn annoying one such song just played, just doesnt sound as nice as the recorded one and the fans' screaming damn noisy. Urrgh :(
And :( agn cos i havent gotten itouch. Didnt have stocks the previous time and now i'm persuaded t get iphone i still dont get why.
Haha i secretly want it just cos i can play dactyl all day long(and try to own all of you, including the one who can score 800+ while on the bus hahaha). Anw annmarie, that's the game you're asking about! :)

Caught The Wedding Game and it was quite good actually, contrary t what i'd expected. Haha ngteng i was so afraid we'd be watching Love Matters after reading your post you know!

Alright i'm finally feeling sleepy, pictures on Sat before going off. :)
Fun day hanging out and doing nothing but talktalktalk heeeeeee.
Melissaaaaaa, btw i have no idea which to post cos thr's just so many and either you/me/both of us look fugly in many :/
Haha this mode in my cam apparently gave rather unique effects(though blur), made the background look totally different from what it actually looked like, quite cool.

Haha evil twin?

I'm supposed to look like some msn emoticon here?



I feel like making a drastic change to how my hair looks like.

,merrr

Thursday, January 22, 2009
4:55:00 PM -

HAHAHAHHA I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PRINT SCREEN! :D CHARLOTTE TAN YOU DIE. Okay shut up people I am a techno idiot I don't know how to do anything on the computer except iTunes. Why did they short form the Print Screen button, how would anybody know what it stands for aiyoh.

2:18:00 AM -

Hellofolks, :D Today, okay yesterday, was quite possibly one of the happiest days of my life. :D Okay I've had many happy days but yesterday really, very shiok. Becauseeee, 1. I got my braces off, finally! and 2. I got my new laptop! (which I'm currently typing on now so it's still feeling kinda surreal.)

:D Nothing can make me sad now, seriously. NOTHING.

I have a webcam here so I am camwhoring ttm and I shall put some up to show y'll my new teeth. Okay technically they're not new but they certainly feel very naked and foreign. I thought the dentist was tearing my gums out when she cleaned my teeth, it hurt so bad it went numb after a while.

I feel like pasting stickers on the laptop. :D
I shall stop gloating.
Anyway I think I'm really like gonna die when school starts because I cannot for the life of me sleep before 1. ): I went to my auntie's house the other day and the first thing she said when she saw me was, "Oh my goodness, you never sleep ah? Your eyebags are terrible." Or somewhere along those lines. )))): I don't want to end up like those aunties with curtains under their eyes, but I. Just. Cannot. Sleep. Early.
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I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
The Script is currently my favvvvvvv band. :D

I think this post is full of crap, ha ha ha. If you have read till here I applaud you.

ANYWAY I NEED SCHOOL SHOES! IwantedLiverpoolonesbutaiyahthestupidshopdon'thavethemingirlsizes,soannoying. Iamveryhungrynow! Butcannoteat, Ifatalready.

Shall stop rambling and let you see my pretty face instead.




Don't ask me why that one is yellow. I dk. :D I am just in a very camwhore-y mood now. I am actually twirling my head around in front of the camera to see which side/angle is better for me. I know everybody does that (don't deny it you vain people) but I'm doing it in front of a computer at 3am in the morning while my brother is playing Chocolate Factory beside me. Heh.

J.


Sunday, January 18, 2009
12:05:00 AM -

I was just digging through my sharing folders and i saw these, i think they're damn sweet. haha if only we could go back to those good old days..




a very cute, and loving 4P!


and i dunno wtf i was doing..


Really love this picture


our favourtie pastime..


being really broke and surviving only on coins haha..


again..


this picture is like filled with words, haha it always happens. like, ALWAYS. iam always so amused with cheong zhenna and she always finds me irritating. i think thats what makes her so lovable. this picture reminds me of,.....


this? stealing her specs and annoying her at the same time. haha look at her face, she is holding her laughter already.





just you look


stop it lahhh!


dong hai long wang manx!


and sometimes i feel like starting anew somewhere but then i dont always wanna be someone else's shadow and fear to shine. i tremble with the ball on my hand just knowing that i will always be lousier than someone. i really got to overcome this fear before i stay stagnant .
i need to tell myself that iam not born to feed balls and to jog behind, i do have the right to shoot and have the right to score and defend well. i need to get rid of the thinking that she is always there to back me up and iam always and only there to give her chance to do things she has always done. Iam not angry or anything with anyone, i just feel that i need to do something to myself to do better. I need to feel good about myself, and i need to tell myself that i have the right to be just as good as anyone, and iam not here to feed balls. I mustnt tell myself that iam lousy. i have the right to shine. contunue running !!




Friday, January 16, 2009
2:14:00 PM -

I am quite looking forward to CNY, I don't know why. Maybe cause my life is now like zzzzzz ttm. Although I don't really mind staying at home all day, but.. I like having something to look forward to. I think I've said this before, my life is made up of a series of events that I look forward to. Like after CNY I'll look forward to school reopening (?), then my birthday, and so on. Ha ha ha ha ha.

American Idol is ridiculous, there are so many insane people in America, seriously.

THE METAL IN MY MOUTH IS COMING OUT NEXT WEEK I CANNOT WAITTTTTT.

I have stagnant for sooooo long that I can't imagine exercising again. Like, the thought of it is abit daunting. =/ I think I'm the most unfit person on earth.

J.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces


1:54:00 AM -

I am still a lil undecided on exactly what choices to fill in for jae registration, which is badddddd.
Am always so indecisive. :(

Anyways, i need to say this: A freaking cockroach dropped on my head and left me traumatised for a few seconds earlier in the night. It was so damn grossssss, my head felt so disgusting i wanted to like shave off my hair or sth. :'( These creatures rly love me cos a lizard landed on my head once also, i feel very sad that my head attracts such stuffs you know. :( Like sad ttm. But i was so brave i didnt scream or anyth i'm so proud of myself, and i seriously do not understand how i remained so calm.
(haha sry just ranting)

I think i rly wna go vj and i'll just have t get used t the journey. (Okay if i rly do get in!)
Took a bus down and it took like around an hour? :( 13's gna have t be my best friend, until i figure out some possible alternative route.
No more waking late at 7am and running down and still have nice friend plus nice uncle in car waiting by side of road; &the greatest part Never be late for sch! :)
Anyway, is there anyone out there who is interested in china studies(in eng ofc!)/india studies at all! Cos i think, of all the people to whom i've mentioned of my interest in these subjects, most didnt give me a v v positive feeling. It's more of raises eyebrows, 'why you so weird'.

Oh and i've been dropping my outdated ttm phone almost on a daily basis(i rly cant be bothered w it anymore), i think it's taking its revenge on me now by screwing up and erasing msg/photos on its own. Dont think i'll be getting the sonyericsson flip one that i rly liked though. :/ The father bought this new htc touch screen one cos the mother's plan's ending so thr's some discount blah, and i conveniently claimed ownership over it heeeeeeeee. Okay aint the coolest phone arn imo, but definitely beats my current one and the functions arent that bad.
&I definitely hope i'll be getting itouch in the next few days! :D

Okay bye i need to be less fat!
,merrrr

Thursday, January 15, 2009
5:34:00 PM -

I'd be the reason for your pain, and you can put the blame on me


Today's one of those stay at home alone days. School choices..hmm. Seems like many people around me submit their registration already. I just hope people around me cheer up and I feel genuinely happy for those who surpassed expectations or improved :) Very, very happy.


Went to Rj's open house yesterday. It was my first time going to a jc open house, was really impressed! The school and people there seem really nice. AndI realized that I'll miss my teammates, hearing the funny stories from em...haha i'm sure they'll be happy in wherever they go. :)

Realized that I really don't know what I want in my life. Never gave much thought about my future, like going overseas to study etc. I never ever had an ambition and never expressed any interest in any line of work. There's no particular course I wanna pursue...just cruising along quite aimlessly.

Quite zzz that school is starting soon. If only we could have a longer holiday, feel so unprepared for school. So need to tune my body clock back to normal, my days and nights are completely mixed up!


I guess it's inevitable to feel a little disappointed initially..but i've grown to accept things as they are. Let's be contented with what we have, and move on from there.


Things are not so bad, after all :) Life is good.


I think i've learnt to become a much more optimistic person now, than ever before. Ah i'm running late hopefully my cousin will give me some direction. Ok bye I suck at English,
Mel

Wednesday, January 14, 2009
12:14:00 PM -

while everyone is celebrating, i feel that life really sucks for me.there are times i really feel like ending it, and feel like telling everyone to farkkkk off. confidence level dropped to minus minus minus 10, i just feel very useless now. iam so sad, and emo. even felt like giving up the only one i had. i think everyone is so dissappointed in me, especially myself. iam sorry, and iam really really sorry. 就算全个世界已都失去,她也在这里..
i dont want that to be true now. because i feel that iam not good enough for anyone.


woodsy poots.


1:27:00 AM -

So, the whole O Level saga is over, I am glad and very extremely thankful. God gave me what I wanted, I asked and He answered my prayer. (: I am totally overwhelmed by His faithfulness. My God is great. :D

My parents like Cedar alot, they are donating a huge sum. They say Cedar is better than Cat High, AND I TOTALLY AGREE MANZ. 9.0, we totally own everybody. My brother has to shut up about his oh-so-high 9.6 now, heehee victory is soooooo sweeeeet. My sister says she's gonna beat my score, I think she can do it. (:

All I have to say is that my Biology betrayed me. But I am happy all the same.

Rj open house tomorrow, going there for fun heee heeee. Then heading to Cedar to help out at auditions, but the timing's totally off so let's see how things go.

Went shopping for school supplies today, I got my bag! There's still shoes to buy, but there's a few more weeks left. I wanna go all-out shopping!

Awwwwwwww, I feel so touched. (: HAHAHA.

Byebye world, till next time.
J

Sunday, January 11, 2009
2:43:00 PM -

It's been long

Happy New Year everyone! Really hope everyone's had a good start this 2009. Mine's been bittersweet. Mostly sweet, though.

Just my luck. Like when I garnered the enthusiasm to blog, my comp had to die on me. Hotmail refuses to allow me to compose new emails, either on this laptop(that I dug out) or my phone. How timely.

Is it just me, or does the Chinese New Year spirit feel kinda non-existent this year? Somehow the CNY goodies my parents stocked up on don't seem to entice me...the regular jingles on repeat and bright decorations in malls don't seem to liven up the mood. As for new year clothes...let's not even go there.

Holidays have been good, overall. Spent more time at home than expected, which is not that bad actually. Ha ha so much for job hunting, the initial zest of getting a job died down after awhile. Hearing the downside of work from my friends made me realise that its not all fun and joy.

Ok this is abrupt but i've gotta end here, off to my grandma's.

Oh I love prosperity burger + twister fries :) :) :)

PS. I miss you. Can't wait for tomorrow

Love,Mel

Wednesday, January 7, 2009
3:55:00 PM -

hello everyone iam a waitress now haha and i like-key this guy he is called satorno cause he smells nice, and very nice. so cute he is :D

bye! \
-caroline

Sunday, January 4, 2009
5:24:00 PM -

Hello friends, yay I know I is IT noob but I finally have the camera and I shall upload pictures of Swizzyland. :D First of all I don't think I'll put any photos of mountains/scenary unless it's really nice or has me in it (HAHAHA) cause photos don't do justice to the place. And I won't put them in order cause I'm just too darn lazy. (: And I might just give up halfway cause my computer is on the verge of hanging.
The one on the right's our ski instructor, he's like 50 years old. And he can lift me up from a sitting position by himself. o.0 He's crazily fit.

This is the bruise I got from ice-skating, made worse by skiing. I have many many bruises on my legs, they're like war wounds. I even have a huge patch of purple on my thigh from all the snowball fights with Mario, he's one of our tour guides. The dude throws snowballs that fly at the speed of light. I'm wearing like two, three layers and I can still bruise.




We're on top of the highest mountain in the area, so we're getting all the wind. Meaning it's super freeezing cold. But the view is really, wow.





Yah this was on the top of the mountain. Cause Switzerland is a Christian country, that's why they have the cross on their flag.


We hiked up this super steep hill and sat on the ridge.

Photo with Mario and Andrea, our tour guides. They were super nice!

This church tower is buried under a frozen reservoir. It's actually part of this entire village that got drowned because of the dam further down, but you can only see the tower cause it's so tall. We're standing on the frozen lake.

See the ice is so frozen that you can stand on it, but it's so clear you can see right to the river bed. There were air bubbles in the ice, very cool.


The second hotel we stayed at, the entire building's handpainted. Inside and out.

Okay, we hiked up a mountain in subzero temeperature so that we could sledge down on those wooden sledges. We walked so much we started to sweat real bad and so we took our outer jackets off. It's super quiet up there, you're like above the clouds.



We're on the ski lift up to the mountain top so that we can have lunch there, and it's freeeeezing cold so his face is frozen but he still wants to take a photo the vain pot.






We're on top of the mountain now, 2325m above sea level. Awesome view.





Having lunch!

Standing outside the first hotel we stayed at, the White Cross. Don't ask me why he's is standing like that, he's probably feeling very cold.


We sat on a train that took us through the mountains and into Italy, then we had lunch there. Real Italian pasta, how cool is that!


Imagine looking at this scene every day for 10 days. You just don't get sick of it, it's beautiful. God's creations are perfect. (: I wanna go back in the summer.





This is outside the Einstein museum. I mean duh, look at the wall.



This is on New Year's Eve in Zurich. It had started to rain really heavily and we were all getting into quite a depressed mood cause you know, being cold and wet isn't exactly fun. But then in like 2s the temperature dropped and the rain became snow. I am serious, it just turned into snow. :D And so we had like our last snowball fight there on the roads, it was fantastic. We'd prayed for snowfall and it came during the first few days, but we wanted a blizzard, you know? And we got it on the last day in the least expected place. Thank God :D I realise my vocabulary is like pittance now, bear with me.


Zurich in the day. Oh btw, we spent Countdown on a bridge over a river here, but before y'll go waaahhh so cool, it was nothing actually. Cause the fog and smoke from the fireworks was so thick we couldn't see anything. ): and there was booze and crazy drunk people everywhere. Not like Singapore doesn't have, but I think the people over there are crazier. But anyway, yah, that's how I spent my last moments of 2008. Quite fun. Oh and I think it's a custom or something, that when the clock strikes 12 you kiss someone. Yah like in that episode of Friends. There was this couple in front of us who were totally biting each others' faces off =/


This is apparently the largest fall in Europe. It's not that big in real life, hahaha. Largest, not highest or widest. 14,000-17,000 years old, yes I remembered. :D

These were handpainted on buildings like, 400years ago. Seriously. They're in fantastic condition, and we saw many many many many houses like this. All hand-painted. Cool right.

Oh this is the coolest part, we met Djokovic at the airport! :D He was flying to Australia for the Australian Open (btw he's defending champion) via Singapore and we took a picture with him. Okay for all those who don't know, he plays tennis and is world no3. And he is super tall and skinny, I don't know how he gets his power. Of course, by going to Switzerland I should have more chance of meeting Federer right? But I didn't ): But oh well, I quite like Djokovic too. I was starstruck for a long while after that. His eyes are damn nice. HAHAHA okay shut up Jeanette.


We met our cousins/auntie at T3 just in time, cause they were flying back to US on the same day we were coming back. The person next to my mum is my cousin who is like a year younger than me but she's already taller than me yah I know I'm gonna be the shortest in my entire extended family go ahead and laugh people I know you want to.

Okay this is like my sister's permenant position because she kept falling asleep in the van while we were driving from place to place. Like, within 5minutes of driving her head would be on my shoulder. -.- My brother says it's not that she can sleep anytime, anywhere; it's that she sleeps everytime, everywhere.

My grandmother was so wrapped up during the entire course of this trip that she looked like a ball. Seriously. She wore so many layers that she waddled around like a penguin. HAHAHA but I've never seen her so high, it must be the air there.

Okay I'm sorry if the post is really random cause it's not in order at all and I can't really be bothered to put it all in order heh heh heh. I'll bring the camera when I meet y'll so that I can tell y'll more stories! :D

Jea.