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I have no comments about this giraffe. :D except maybe, HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, this here's my neighbour. He's called Lucian and he's freaking cute. Please grow up quickly, I want you to be my boyfriend.

jeanetteeee.
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?


Yesterday night was sooo fun! :D ahahaha we ate in a cage and took many many photos and I felt like a naughty girl cause it was like the latest I've ever been out without parental supervision. But I so totally do not regret because it was funny like sheeeet, especially when Caroline danced in front of the line of mannequins HAHAHAHAHAHAHA laughed until stomach pain. & Merilyn I definitely enjoyed last night. :D

I need to go running. I hope it doesn't rain later.

Did car-washing for the church's mission fundrasing event, omg I think next time they should just give me all the small small minis where I squat also can wash because I cannot reach the tops of the cars at all. Hahahahahahahaa, tiring but funnn. :D

Dk why, but I've been thinking about the past alot. The past and the future, because I suppose the present is so sian diao. I find myself looking forward to events every week, just so that the days will pass quickly. Like, going out for birthdays :D , going to see matches, Fridays then Mondays, even Speech Day, definitely Sports Day.

Thinking about seniors, I suddenly miss them; trainings, I still remember my first one; old times at the old school. About sec1 & 2, sec3, graduation omg, studying in Australia(?). About people I've met in Cedar that have changed me, for better or for worse, I don't know. About life after O's, I can't wait. About how time really flies, and before you know it, it's our last year. Friends, can you believe we've known each other for 3years plus alr, and what we went through together nobody else will understand.

I want the O's to be over asap, but suddenly I don't want it to come.

I think this year my stamina for studying has become jilo, it seems like I've been going out so much more this year than last year.
Okay, whatever, homework time.

nette/

It's alr 11.33pm and I am not asleep yet even though I have to wake up at the ungodly hour of 7am tomorrow. I do not want to sleep because I am having a heart to heart with my brother now and everything's coming out.

Everybody, stop being emo! There really are good things in life, even if they're being suffocated by the bad.

Okay seriously like, whatever. I tried to be nice and ask you what really is going on and you say I don't understand. Okay, I don't. I tried to, but you're just perpetually stuck in your own little emo world where you're oh so misunderstood. Do you seriously think other people haven't gone through what you're going through? Please. Okay fine, don't listen to what other people have to say that could help this situation. I'm sure you're gonna be damn happy.


My paragraphs don't link.

It's past midnight alr, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERILYN. :D

Bye world.
-jeanette.
Guess what, I just came home about 15 mins ago and not for some reason like i went out to play. Got home in the evening and slacked for a bit, and my dad wasnt feeling exactly good about his arm/shoulder. I could tell it hurt terribly, like alot alot. I felt really sad about it. Like even when sitting back on the chair, i could tell the pain was agonising. He wanted to go to tantockseng for a thorough check and insisted on gg alone at first, obviously didnt allow that. Reached the hosp and mom arrived not long later. 
I am not supposed to be online but I am very high and I miss the computer anyways and I want to post even though it will be very short.

1. Two words: NEW WARDROBE. :D It is soooo damn gorgeous I'm just gonna stare at it the whole day.
2. Cedar Badminton C-Div just beat Nanyang, which means they're in nationals Top 8, which means my sister won't be able to sleep tonight cause she'll be grinning her butt off.
3. Why do I have so much work to do.
4. Because I don't have to be, or want to need, that one.
5. Inseperable. <3
6. Go and Die, Midyears.
7. I am a hardcore stoner, and that is what I'm doing now.
8. Liverpool baby, I still love you, but please redeem yourself.
9. I don't like Biology lessons now because it's on genetics and I hate that word because I always think the teacher's calling me.
10. Stress Analysis Test results: 52.
11. I don't like empty tables.
12. You're Beautiful is actually a very nice song.
13. I tend to edit my posts like 52613763819543 times.
14. Where is your blog! I can't find it anymoreeeee. ):

J.

Just came home not long ago, feeling stoned and dazed plus tired. Kinda really tired now and like there's still some work to do, much less talk about revision. It's annoying how I get reminded everywhere that there's blah days to mid-years. Urgh, i know it's inevitable. I totally totally dread the day where everyone will finally say 'tmr's mid-years'. Yay.






i swear mrs r.w looks likethe girl in the blogskin when she was 18. she showed us her photograph. omg, you cant believe your eyes, shes like the hottest babe ever. SO DAMN HOT, and she was a model. omg..... so damn pretty like i think millions of guys will just go gaga over her.
i fl like blogging today. lawl. shall number my thoughts.
1) mid yrs is in 34 days time
2)i dont know anything abt plane geometry
3) damn confused abt alkanes and alkenes.
4) tuition hmwk is FREAKING FRUSTRATING I WANT TO TEAR IT APART.
5) tmr is wed iam happy.
6) my mum is coming back tmr ! :D
7) charlotte will be back in sch tmr ! :D
8) i love csi
9) i dont wanna go speech day
10) unless i walk sideways upstage
11)I hate vectors
12) i dont get it why we are nto allowed t train when i want. what if i get too fat and die during Os?
13)this is bloody random but i miss jason chan, my cousin.
14) i miss him alot,
15) my nails are so long omg
16) i want to spend my birthday in the zoo
17) i think keat li is cute
18) why do i always fail my ying yong wen
19) if only i can be 12 kg lighter
20) what if i say iwytbmo, can or not?
21) i dont like boys. at the moment.
22) i want a pet dog
23) i dont mind being ssiyedan forever.
24) dont try breaking the codes, cause i myself forget what they mean. ok, done.


A big Thankyou Caroline Jeanette Merilyn for the surprise at Marina Square, i loved it more than words can say. Sincerely wished that we could spend some time together but anyway, I loved the cute cake, balloon & Jake The Nerd.

Most of all, you three babies light up my life. Especially in Cedar.

Thx everyone else for your warm wishes, Wo ai ni :D The day is going to end, feel abit sad but hey, i guess life's gotta move on. Besides i've enjoyed myself quite alot this long weekend. Going off to cut cake with my dearest family now, gotta say hi to a mundane tomorrow.

I luv birthdays.

Melissa


Happy Good Friday people. :D
Just came back from service, yay it was so goodddd.

so i'll stand, with arms high and heart abandoned
in awe, of the One who gave it all.

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• I is trying to think of nice nice things to post but all I can think of is Can Rick And Mary Pass Shit. Uggghhh.
• Eeee, don't ruin Sunday for me lehhz. Tskk. You is kind of annoying now. bleah.
• AIYAH. I dk, dc, dgas alr. :D I'm just gonna take things as they come, because everything's just about as good as it will probably get alr. yayz.
• I am z and x-ing alot todayz.
• Liverpool Liverpool Liverpool Liverpool + Sunday Sunday Sunday Sunday = Eyebags Eyebags Eyebags Eyebags. :D but of course, very willing to sacrifice sleep, I am.
• I am not making sense today, byez.

limyehui nehx.

Feel like blogging today, after not having the chance to do so the past few days.
Start of the week was rather hectic, sleeping times were really ungodly. 2 plus on sunday, 2 plus on monday, 3 plus on tuesday, then finally no more cw and not much work and slept at arn 12 last night. :D I'm gonna die from lack of sleeeeeeeeeep cos i'm such a pig.
I'm happy cos there's no school tmr. Heeeeeeeee. : )
But yet agn, not exactly that happy.

Suddenly dont know what to blog about. : (
Mrs Woo gave us Easter eggs, i'm so happy. Love our class and loveeee her! : )

Ohoh I remembered sth that I wanted to blog abt. That day I took this clothes peg after taking down some shirt, I tried to be funny and tried to test my aiming skills to throw the peg into the pegs basket. I got ready then throw, aiyah MISS. Then i didnt want to give up, so 1, 2, 3, throw again! And it flew out of the window. : (
Then i pretended nothing happened and walked backed into my room. Heeeeeeee. :B

Sigh, hate exams. Lazyyyyyy to study. How, I damn lazy. Helppppppp.
And I hate you almost to the core already. Bloody hell. Give me the respect I deserve. Efffffff.
Today was fine. Cos there wasnt ( ).
Okie-dokie dont feel like typing anymore, too lazy. And yes laptop's here, stupid bro wont have to snatch with me for the com. :]

,merilyn

Look at this Caroline. Orhor, sleep during reading period ah! Still wna pretend to read, tsktsk. Haha someone told me eh look at caroline she sleep until like that haha. Then haoyee ask me to check my phone got bluetooth file transfer HAHA.
NAUGHTY GIRL.
(grace and tammy please pretend yall went blind while reading the last paragraph, sorrrrrrrry!)
: )

OMG Caroline I can't believe you really went to post that HAHAHAHHAHAA omg really look like HAHAHAHAA.

Watching Ryan Higa on Youtube again, omg this guy made my sister & I laugh so hard we fell off our chairs. PEOPLE, GO WATCH HIM. :D

I don't need to sleep on Sunday night alr.

I thought I'd have alot to post since I haven't been online since forever but actually there's nothing to talk about. Except that it's annoying when the teachers keep on going 'oh your midyears are coming better start studying now' blahblah. Cause it makes me feel guilty HAHAA.

Bye people,
Jeaaanetteeeeee.
i promised i will blog this tonight, and i am serious abt it! someone in cedar looks like her. discriminate me for all you want if you hate me for saying that, but sexies, you all agree right!

wah sian life so hectic nowadays, everything seems to be damn screwed up.
lazy type.











Can we bring yesterday back around,

Photos all jumbled up, in no particular order. Some of the 80 that we took. Yesterday was the best surprise I've ever had in my close to sixteen years of existence, thank you all for making it no less than perfect

-Melissa
melissa you siao lah that one is jin not hwoarang. this is the real man! he damn hot i damn love him. anw, cw sucks. ):








Hello everyone, it's me Melissa again! I tried this online awhile ago and it's quite fun. So go ahead and give it a try (:

56 words

Speed test

Isn't this the guy Caroline & Merilyn think is hot? Oh no what is his name, I forgot already! H--- something.
Haha anyway this is our current favourite: Tekken 5 on Caroline's Playstation.
Hey Merilyn! Caroline & i look ridiculous in that photo playing it you know. Went over to C's house after slacking the whole day with the founders of this blog and we stayed there till 10. That was Wednesday.

March hols coming to an end, yesterday was blissful. School is beyond irritating. I've this bugging feeling that i may oversleep tonight. School is such a dread.

How?

Melissa

Holidays have never been so boring I am so bored I could eat my table why is there nothing to do at all except disgusting holiday homework ahhhh so sianz.

Oh and guess what, I might be going to Aussie land as early as next year! OMG right! :D cause the mother went for this seminar today about studying in Australia, and then she came back with all this info and shoved it into my face and basically told me I'd better start studying now if I wanna go there next year after my O's cause if I'm going I think I'm applying through my prelims. And apparently there's a specific course I can take in this college which will prepare me for the course I wanna take in the Uni of Melbourne.

:D

hahahah but it's not really confirmed yet, there's still a few more months to go. It's like, now that there really is a possibility of studying there, I'm suddenly unsure. I mean, I'll be all alone there in some strange hostel while all my family and friends will be here. I hate being alone in a foreign place. I mean seriously, who doesn't?

Ahh, I just know I sure as hell don't wanna study in NUS. Especially after that reading disgusting newspaper article today about RJC and how many people got 9distinctions and yet don't know if they can go in. I mean, so what if you send the highest number of pupils to the Ivy League, you're just encouraging them to migrate isn't it.

Ahh wells, let's just concentrate on midyears first. =/


SAM ROCKS. :D
Thereeeee. ahhahahaa ziliann freak. ((:

I thought you had training today? Why'd you bathe again?
'I bathed again cos all the homework made me dirty.'
Huh, why?
'You see, I moved my hand to write and my brain to think, so I perspired and I was dirty and wet.'
LOL. x 654651023869 times.

jeaaa.
Warning: It may be really boring for you!

I realise I'm deeply attracted to world history. I am really intrigued by what took place in the past and even what is taking place right now at all kinds of places.

Okay I've deleted one whole long chunk that I've typed a few hours ago. Just about that, during Chinese lesson some time ago, Wulao talked about North Korea to us and it sparked off my curiosity to find out more. And I'm certainly happy I spent my time finding out. I feel so rich with knowledge now haha! There's so many stuffs I wanted to write down abt it, but don't feel like it anymore. Just that the life there seems kinda outrageous. Horrible and pitiful, in some sense. The whole propaganda thing's just overwhelming. Everyone should go find out!
Only scheduled tours are allowed and individual visits are not permitted. I wna visit the place some day! Though i'll most probably not get to see the ugly side of the NK anyway. Propaganda!
Hahah, i think some people're thinking that i'm damn boring.

I'm more certain as I grow up I'm really inclined towards finding out more about countries, their past and history, wars etc. It's such a joy to know all those stuffs that happened. I wna travel around the world and gain all these insight to different places. I wish I could step into a time machine and go back to times where places looked like we never knew.

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Okayokay, I believe some people are bored!
So 2 days off from school, at least. :D Had a breather, but Monday's gna come sooooon. :(
Spent alot of time reading up on countries, watching cooking videos HAHAHA.

Random:
Ohoh btw i think superstitions about moms being advised to avoid doing certain things/do more of certain when they're pregnant, so that their baby will turn out like what they want may not be entirely untrue.
Cos apparently, my mom was watching Martin Yan's Yan Can Cook on one fateful day and she laughed so hard that baby Merilyn urged to get out from her tummy and take a peek into this world.
MAYBE that explains why I'm so into food and even the cooking/preparation lawl. Like I've enjoyed cooking/baking shows since young and seeing the ingredients being prepared into wonderful meals makes me really happy. :DD

Anw, went to Caroline's house on Wed with the Melissa after going out all together and we crapped so much and gossiped(:P haha). And Tekken5 was so super-duperly fun. We should fight more eh, Melissa damn zai!

-Look at how intense those 2 were. :)

And i've such a huge collection of Caroline's unglam pictures I dont know which to put! HAHA. Bit by bit, day by day okay? :D


so boring life is so boring iam so freaking bored. so so so freaking bored. so bored. so so bored. can anyone understand how bored i am?

thus i need to embarrass people. and myself as well

best right, center parting. :B

merilyn with teh hottest hair

now sam, is jeanette RWEALLY the hottest?!


kiat kia.

and a wonderful me with wonderful hair.

bye. sian diao.
Alpha, Omega, beginning and end.
Saviour, Messiah, Redeemer and friend.

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I, Jeanette Lim Ye-Hui, in all my 16 years on this earth, have never met someone more zilian than Samantha Tan Si Tong, who can ask me outright to post about her. Your skin is like elephant butt. -.- hahahaha.

Ohhhkayyy, what to say I wonder.

Oh, she is forever munching on something. Like, 24/7. And on stuff like, sotong balls. Which she eats like 6 at one shot. MINIMUM.
She doesn't like Spongebob (collective GASP) because quote, 'I never understand what they're saying.' You poor, deprived child, Spongebob is quite possibly the funniest cartoon character ever created can? hahahaha.
She trips on steps that are 5cm high. And as far as I know, that's twice alr.
Ummmmmm.....
She wants me to say she's very nice.
You're very nice. (:
Because you're gonna do a tribal dance around a fire to get the rain to stop so that I won't be so cold.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
She uhh, likes to call people animal names. Meaning, animalize people. :D
If she sleeps later than 10pm, she cannot last through the next day without looking like a zombie. Meaning she's gonna have one hard time in upper sec. If you can still sleep at 10pm next year, I admire you.

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My sister is skipping around the whole house gleefully as if someone just gave her all the DVDs to every Korean drama serial there is. And she refuses to tell anybody what's going on. Tsk.
I'm on a quest to find out why she's so estatic.

Merilyn! Takecareeeee of the throat. Even though your voice is like damn sexy now. :D

Liverpool, quarter-finals of the Champions League.
Yep, life is goooodddd.

Okay, byeeee.
Heard the gossip, wasn't exactly gossip per se but some rather pissifying stuff.
Actually took the trouble to go find out what happened exactly, but couldn't finish cause even that small bit pissed me off like sheeeet so I just closed the window and fumed. And so here I am blogging again.

Arggghhhh. So annoying. I am thoroughly irritated. Bomb everybody.

I need to listen to a soothing song. Or else smoke will just come out of my ears.

j.

P.S. I saw that video in church, ahhh it is so good. :D
YOOHOO. :D
I shall type in points so that I can organize my thoughts.

1. God has been very good to me. :D
2. Arrived back here at 5plus this morning, hit the bed almost immediately.
3. Stupiak Tammy says she has something to tell me but she's not replying my msg and I am annoyed cause I want to know what gossip she has to sayyy. EH WONG, MAKE YOURSELF AVAILABLE LEH.
4. STST's not replying either cause her phone went MIA. HAHAHAHA. Faster find it back and make yourself available toooo! :D
5. After going to the beautiful, the-water-is-so-damn-clear Melbourne beach, the sister and I have decided we're gonna migrate there and join the cousins and study at the University of Melbourne. :D I am being perfectly serious. We're gonna have to go after the brother finishes his army, and then it's HOME SWEET AUSTRALIA. I feel so un-patriotic, but the beach is soooo niceeeeeeee.
6. Study in Melbourne = can go to the beach like every weekend = get a hot bod + hot Aussie boyfriend = :D hahahahahaha.
7. Okay I think I'm just deluding myself cause we were only casually talking about it, but Melbourne really is a niceee place. We went on a full-day tour thing and it was so funn. ((: oh and the people there are like foodies so my family would totally fit in woohoo.
8. Plus the accent is like, so COOL. Totally cannot understand, but nice to hear. LOL.
9. My mind has gone blank, so I shall stop here and go study for SPA or sth. SPA is being extra and irritating.
10. I LOVE the new blogskin. :D

jeaaa.

I was born to make you happy

Edited/
Thinking about the past never fails to make me happy. But the present just makes me feel much more contented

Celebrated Mag's 17th birthday on Saturday, every single moment of it absolutelyyyyyy fun! Ecp, Vivo, Yummy beehoon goreng etc etc. I loved it and you did too, right? :D

I passed her Looloo & Feimui too. Haha oh yes and thank you caroline and merilyn for shopping for the 2 terrapins with me! I love spending time with you both. Friday night was hilarioussss (need i say more?)

It's past midnight and i'm not asleep yet. There's quite alot of work to be done, i guess i'll get started tomorrow? I hope. D:

No words can describe how happy i am to know that there's no need to wake up early for school tmr.


Luv,
Mel


love,
GraceNgS.
Leo ku's newest song is out!


Insecurity.

About everything, people, relationships, myself.

Sometimes, you wonder. Is there anyone else out there who really understands you, other than yours truly. I think I'm a person who finds it really hard to feel happy, it's kinda unexplainable. It's that feeling deep down inside and tell me why, cos I dont know why either. There's this certain discontentment with almost, everything. I imagine alot. I think so much no one probably knows. I observe alot and I really think alot. I read alot into simple things and I do not actually show it, I think. I dont think I'll be able to get the fact across that I really think that much. No one will really know. Sometimes I find myself gathering conclusions about people and things based on my own perceptions. Perhaps it's in the lazy nature of mine, I dont like to talk. Okay not on most occasions where everyone's busy indulging in gossips and what nots. I mean times like those very normal days, where you feel very.. I really cant find a word to describe that. If I was given a choice, I think I would have chosen not to open my mouth and utter a single word. I could say I hate talking at times. I could jolly well just listen to everyone and their stories and reply with 'Ohs' and 'Ums'. But I'm happy doing that. I prefer listening relatively so much more. And obviously if the topic isnt crap. Recently, I think I realise I do not like to smile either. When it's not that I'm unhappy, I just dont see the need to walk around hanging a perpetual curve upwards on my lips. I guess it's easier? I dont know. I guess it's tiring.

I think I'm just a very tired person.

I chanced upon Amadea's (yes, just a little random) post about her mission trip and the true happiness you get when you offer help to those really in need, and the intangible things in life that are really precious. It made me think as well. And after seeing my brother volunteering a few times makes me want to do the same. He brings back those hand-made accessories and souvenirs made by the local people there, random and little notes from the people showing their gratitude, and those pictures taken with the little kids. Now, I really feel the genuineness in people and their feelings. The environment's really bad from the pictures but I think the little kids and their families dont even feel as unhappy as I do sometimes. They know how to feel contented. I deserve to be smacked. I think that kinda thing is what we really lack here. I believe things that one will bring back from these will worth much more than anything else. That's happiness, i guess.

(stolen from bro)

Ah, what self-reflection.

Fallen sick lately and ended up losing my voice quite badly over the past few days. And I've gotten a sexy/gay voice in return. Then there's dry cough that's making me sound like a lao ah-pek. Damn annoying to cough in public. And it's happily disrupting my wonderful sleep. Get well soon to myself. And I think I wna go down for a jog, a first proper exercise since I dont know when. Ha trngs hven been so not trngs with everyone barely perspiring. I need to feel healthier. (and less fat lol)

And I do not actually feel like talking now.

Byebye.
,merilyn

Edited:
"We are all profoundly affected by light. For example, it is now a medically accepted fact that some people become chronically depressed when deprived of adequate daylight. They suffer from what is called Seasonal Affective Disorder (S.A.D.)."

I think that's why i get moody whenever I see the sky get gloomy and when it's raining.
Ohwells.


Haha i loaded our blog url and i thought i ended up at the wrong site. Yay we have archives now, i'm welly happy. :D

Today i was quite welly happy cos the Jiellys (mel, line, me) had a really really happy time talking our hearts out. Last trng didnt really feel like it and i hope the plan to get together during one of the march hols trngs works out well. :) Every time the 3 of us are together, outrageous things happen. But i will laugh my butt off each time i'm with yall <3333. Jeanette Lim quickly come backkkkkkk!

Shoutout: Jiellys, thanks alotalotalot for today!

Talked about almost everything, alot about the past, the ridiculous things we did. If yall could see all those things we did in the past, you'll realise how retarded we were, esp lower sec years. Lmao. I feel even kinda embarrassed to name some of them hahahaha. BUT i'm really sad cos we have been wanting to put up spas/retarded pics of ourselves during those times to let everyone have a good laugh, AND i cannot find my stupid neoprint collection which contains like a million memories. Pray that i do cos then you shall get to take a peek at how retarded we were. Come back to me now. : (

And i really miss the old times. When Mary was around too. Quite.

School's been a bore and real drag, just waiting for each day to pass. And i bet march hols will be gone in no time. Siannnnnnnnnnn.

I shall look forward to PHS funfair tmr. :))


,merilyn