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My mind's kinda in a whirl now.

Bio was surprisingly manageable considering the fact that i've not bothered much about it, and that i'd intially met up with kw to study but we ended up talking till the very last minute when we went up to th hall. Dont get me wrong, i'm not confident of scoring well, just that you know, never rly study but it was still a can-answer kinda paper. Glad it's over anyways, dont wna be bugged by the thought of having to force myself to study bio.

Come to think of it, i'm so lazy that i suppose there havent been/wont be any exams that i will rly give my best. I'm a rly rly last minute person, i wonder how i managed those last min stay up till 3, 4 am coursework nights. The most contradicting thing is, i tend to behave like a perfectionist when it comes to work. I think those around will prolly know what i'm talking about.
I'm always lacking this sense of urgency. I'm actually feeling quite lax i dont rly feel like i'm taking o's.
Maybe that's why i never find myself crying over academics-related stuffs. Dont think my effort ever matches to that of everyone around me.

I tend to be affected by very very minor things, i rly think so.
I think to be able to earn someone's trust is rly impt, i like to be accountable to others when they put their trust in you. A small incident made me realise how hard i try to be like that.

I'm quite anti-social, haha kw you should realise by now you're far from it.
Sometimes i wish i'd a flair for talking and i'd be able to talk very well to people even if i'm not that comfortable around them. Okay i dont think it's as bad as i make it sound, but, yeah.
And i gta admit, i srsly lack confidence, quite alot of it. I tend to put myself down so so much at times.
&I dont know if it's a smart move to write this down so openly.

All that aside, today was quite a very happy day. Thinking back at all the impossible things that we did back in lower sec, it's rly impossible not to laugh. All that about th relief art teacher having pointed boobs, caroline spilling a waterfall of water from her Mouth onto kw's head when she burst out laughing (haha picture water dripping from kw's face as she innocently sits there), melissa and her omg super bimbotic acts: Eh where's my other shoe!!, goes on to rummage thru all shoebags on floor, and it all ends up with someone telling her she's wearing it on her foot. And so much more.
I'm rly happy we have such memories with us, no matter how we've all changed.
Rly random, but i'm rly thankful for the people in the clique.

Eh to kw: Dont think i've properly said this, but i rly love the times when you can tell me your dirtiest secrets and i can tell you whatever i feel no matter how stupid/noob it makes me sound. How we are actually so different but how i can accept everything about you, cos it's just you. However boring i may be, i know you still love me. Right. :D I dont know what will happen next year, and i think i've said this before, but it's gna be sad not meeting you/taking your car to school anymore. (Eh shit, tears welling up haha) If you go AC and ever change so much, i will still like you and listen to your crazy stories, like always.

Okay i'm gna be off.
Dos this post sound very emo/sad? Actually, it's not supposed to be, it's just my thinking selfffff.

Bye world!

Oh, and Happy Halloween



























Hello Faith, Mel loves you. Thanks for everything. Remember this picture? We had lots of fun that day at your place & had our favvv N&B soyabean at night.








Someone make me study pleeeaseeeeeeeee. Only 16more days, so near yet so far, this is annoying. ): I yearn for when I can wake up at 10am and like, just watch dvds the entire day. WAAAAHHHHH damn shiok.

Physics is tomorrow but I am studying Bio now. Heh. Excretion is the process by which matabolic waste products are removed from the body of an organism! Betcha didn't know that.

I want to watch the Sound of Museeeeec. I don't know whether to be happy that nobody's msging me so that I can study properly, or feel like a loser cause, well, nobody's msging me. HAHAHHAA I DONT WANNA STUDY ANYMORE LAHHHHHHHH.

Eh btw, Liverpool totally thrashed Chelsea HAHAHHAHAA. Aqila did you watch the awwwwwwesome match! :P Alonso's free kick that hit the post made my heart go WHAM, it should've gone in. Gerrard's shot too. So therefore it should've been 3-0 instead of just 1. And Gerrard shouldn't have been booked cause it was a completely legal tackle okay. Ahh whatever we'd still be first yay I luurrbbeeee Liverpool. <3

Bye.
J.








Oh my god i've been feeling daaaaaaaaammn lazy thse whole weekend, i wonder if the other sec4s feel the same too omg. After the first week my brain feels fried and i keep pampering myself these weekend which is bad. And like keep procrastinating my hist cos thrs like Deepavali hol and everything..... And now it's like one day to the paper i'm djhfapuhgpudhgpihdughauihdps scared but i'm sleepy this very moment :( I've 3 chapters to cover or sth. Shiiiiiiiiiiit. Laziness kills. O's is not going well at all, for me. With high expectations bring greater disappointment right? I guess i'll keep my options open now. All the 'could have/should have utilised my hols well' thoughts

AH WHEN I THINK ABT THE CARELESS MISTAKES I MADE (which is like almost everynight) I SWEAR I FEEL V V V SAD AND STUPID. :( I know i should totally like get over it alr, but it floats into my brain and damn it makes me feel v depressed. I need a filter !!!!!!!

Hehe random but i wanna watch HSM3. I think it came out last fri! Who wanna watch with me? Haha i wanna watch HSM2 & 1. And and and i wanna TRY watching SAW! I heard that like it's v intelligent and like it's more than just severed body parts. Haha Nura and Nair were desciribing the scenes and it's frickingggggg gory like that. Like someone's hair is attached to this machine and when it's turned on, the hair would be RIPPED off the woman's head.

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyz yesterday was great fun!

There's this quite nice movie on right now called Bollywood Queen on ch5! Btw okay i'm gotta go for lunch soon! I'm gonna eat Lor Mee frm Old airport Rd.

Hopefully i'll stop my laziness and learn my history and MAKE HISTORY! Ok corrrrrrrrny. Hate it when i'm in one of these zzzz moods. I wonder if anyone is feeling the same asI am now cos it's very frustrating but it cant be helped. Ok i've like abt 10hrs from now.If i'm gonna mken things work tmr, i've got to make full use of it and stop slacking.

Motivation- ABT 16 MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM.
So near yet so far. I can alr taste the sweet, sweet liberation. OMG. Sorry i realised my post is abit irrelevant and im ranting alot so sry for bearing w me.

Feeling blue
When I'm trying to forget this feeling
That I miss you

Feeling green
When the jealousy wells and it won't
Go away in dreams

Feeling yellow
I'm confused inside a little hazy but mellow
When I feel your eyes on me

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours
Creeps into my mind

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

Feeling red
When you spend all your time with your friends
And not me instead

Feeling black
When I think about all of the things that
I feel I lack

Feeling jaded
When it's not gone right
All the colours have faded
Then I feel your eyes on me

:) Bye!
Melisssssa
refuse to study ss. hate it to the core.

i love big bang loads. like damn lot.






I'm feeling, outrageously mediocre.

Today has not been productive at alllll. I went to the physics thing in the morning, 2 1/2 hours i wonder how I survived. And then when I came back I just slept the whole afternoon away. ): Therefore I shall stay up late to do work today. Okay I know my late is like super early to alot of people, but today really will be late okay.

Liverpool vs Chelsea tomorrow! :D Can't wait can't wait.

I want M&Ms now.

The past week was kinda, tiring? But not as tiring as normal school exams. Math, and AMath, was, unexpectedly hard. Like, how to prove midpoint! Aiyoh. And then next week is Bio, have to really mug for that. ): never mind, few more weeks only, JIAYOU PEOPLE.

It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, but I don't think I'll make it a habit. Yay this feels good. (:

Okay bye gotta read through peeemat.

J.
Alright, the seemingly horrible first week is over. :)
I can switch back to my usual lazier self for, a while.

With all that cramming going on for the past few days, today's finally given me some quiet and peaceful time to think more about everything- people, myself, everything.
Sounds weird, but i think thinking's a rly wonderful process. Reflecting about almost anything makes me find out more about what i perceive about stuffs and recognise myself.

That's prolly the reason why i enjoy solitude quite abit.

People change, situations change. Some have been quite drastic, i cant bear to think about how and why they're like that. I think we're becoming more evil(haha) as we grow older. I feel so sad cos I think we're all becoming nastier and putting on more facades. Maybe this is all part of growing up. I miss how i feel towards certain people and issues, cos i cant get those feelings now.


I'm convinced anyone can/will talk about anyone else. It's prolly just inevitable, to me it seems.
Tell me when you(whoever) bitch about me, please? I want to know.
Haha maybe not, after second thoughts. Ltr i become depressed and run away from the world lol. :(


Shall take a break from introspection for now.

Looked thru random photos, and the Malaysia trip photos made me miss those few days alot.









Okay i'm done, since blogger's a lil screwed, and cant write the stuffs properly.
Bye world.

/i think i am quite unsociable, which is baddddddddd.
& i've noted that i feel a weee bit weird when i'm the only person talking and people are listening, cos i prefer being a listener a lotttttttt more. aiyah, bottomline is, i dont like to talk. :(
Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry


Sorry:(
/Melissa

'Till the day she laid her eyes on me
Now I'm jumping up and down
She's the only one around
And she means every little thing to me
I've got your picture in my wallet
And your phone number to call it
And I miss you more, whenever I think about you
I've got your mix tape in my Walkman
Been so long since we've been talking
And in a few more days, we'll both hook up forever, and ever

And here I am, on the West Coast of America
And I've been trying to think for weeks of all the ways to ask you
Now I've brought you to the place
Where I poured my heart out a million times
For a million reasons
To offer it to you


Feeling lazy to hit the books and really, really empty somehow.
Someone fill up the emptiness in my heart, pls?

Because......i don't know what else i can do anymore.

Not emo.
Mel going off to bed.

recently in love with music again, and thus in love with sheena rinngo again, liked her since primary four. wonderful music she makes, distinct style, talent. good voice, and realised tt hocc loves her too. proves my music taste haha.

shes wonderful, she even had a character created for her in a game i used to play called guilty gear XX. ok i may sound foreign to some ppl now but ppl w common interests, good!


there you go, one of her music vids.







I love love love this song. It makes me rly happy. :)
,merilyn
Esther we have known each other for superrrrr long already. I'm glad that we're friends for so long!
Amirah!
Kleggy wanted me to post this so here it is! :) :)

Everyone's flooding their blogs with stuff and pictures bout Graduation.
I'm feeling pangs of sadness that make me feel like crying, how how how.
Esp after reading your post. :'(

There's so many things & people, we all know, that're gna leave us one day.
I've so many things to tell all you friends, classmates, teachers, but i cant get down to it now. :( Thank you so much for everything.

(That was about an hour ago)

I figure, we've all grown so much in 4 years. At least, i've learnt to speak what i feel(truly) to people whom i feel comfortable with.

I guess i'll just get used to keeping memories close to me.
I'm convinced i'm a rly rly lazy person, but i'm gna things things done i'm sure of that! Need to stop being a last minute kid. Sometimes, i wonder if i should be thankful for the freedom i get from my family. Nobody ever bothers me about studying, both Mr and Mrs Potato never ever nags at me to study. I should have some sense and self-discipline yeah.
O's, i'm gna kiss you Goodbye! (soon)




Wednesday-Hari raya at Nura's :)


I have a crazy monitress (Self explanatory)
Double chiiiiiiiiiiiiiin Lin xiiiiiiiiin
One of the reason why i <3 Math so much
Nurul the crazy girl & Xin yi!
Ghost
Milissa/Sonam: I'll definitely miss you all alot, alot a lot! Sitting behind y'all has been greaaaat

Last time meeting fcxy at the bus stop :'(
Lee: Thanks for everything all this while, you've been a superb junior! I love the pink carebear! 8) Luv you.
(Okay my skirt looks so screwed and crumply)
Meet Melee!

Bbbbbbbbbbbbb cutie! <3
She's damn strong i swear
NAIR. ILY curly wurly girly!








Jiatian, the greatest Chinese lesson tablepartner. You make me look forward to the lesson i hated the most and you've been really sweet thoughout this year, i won't forget you too :'(

Mas selamat alert!!!
Compare and contrast :D
Kl the Al/weirdo! Ha ha i twisted my ankle after this shot
Stop calling me Al ok! Look at yourself!
:D Miss taking bus70 with you anyway
Ellaaaaaaa i hope you still remember those crazy and fun times we spent together in lower sec!
The Machiams: Hsinyi/Zhenna. <3
My favourite person in the world
Mokky! You have a heart of gold and thanks for helping a lot in Home Econs in sec2 if not i would have failed terribly. Motherly Mok!
Malleable mouth/face, you have a face made of dough
Nballers Nair, Kl, Anooja! @Longjohn's!
Teammmates luvvvvv
Happy birthday Aunty Linda! <3
<3 <3 <3 (Daryl's missing)

Hellllllo i've finally learnt how to load photos on the comp (no longer a camera noob alr!) So here they are!

The joys of having a digital camera, alas. I've been spent the whole morning uploading and blogging.

Anyway! I love the song Lucky by Jason Mraz/Colbie Caillat!

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Bye! Off for lunch :)
Mel