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i am quite happy today :D

chinese o's were quite okay, i think if i get B3 i'm just gonna sit there and wail in the hall. like, i really really want an a1, it's like one down, (just) five more to go you know? but if i don't i think i really will cry. ): okay, shall not think about it any longer, it's over alr anyways. and good riddance.

went to ps with kw, teng, melissa & caroline, ohmygosh and because of the fact that we left school at 1plus and i reached home at 7plus, you'd think we went into every shop at ps? WRONG. we sat at bk for like 2hours bitching/crapping/gossiping/complaining/just plain heart to heart talking and it felt realllllyyyyy good. (:

realised that 2007 has been one hell of a year, many many memories, both terrible & wonderful. learnt alot about other people, and about myself especially. it's amazing how much can happen in just what, 10 months, which can make the year pass so damn fast it's like zooom across your face and it's gone. damn, i sort of wanted to experience sec3 life, but then it just exploded and before i knew it, ta-da, i'm almost sec4. now that's a scary thought =/

i'll probably post something philosophical like this on the last day of this year, and that will most likely be a reflective account on whatever has happened to me this past exciting/fulfilling year. but i just wanna say a few things today, before i forget it totally.

some things, will never be forgotten, cause memories can't be erased. but i'm beginning to understand that, hard as it may be, i don't really want those memories erased at all, cause as cliched as it probably sounds, they really made me stronger. life's like that, full of memories. some embarrassing, some heart-wrenching, some hilarious, some retarded, some cringe-worthy, all quite wonderfully mine.

and also, i've learnt how to think situations through before jumping to conclusions. of course, i get weak at times and think so much, too much, that everything seems to be going wrong again. but then i realise, that no matter how wrong it can go, it will always turn out right again. and hurray for that. (:

and of course, sometimes things don't go your way, and you start to feel like shit again, but hey, just remember that there will always be people here for you, and sometimes just standing up is an accomplishment, so moving forward is something you shouldn't even want to try.

and i suddenly feel so loved :D

and even though i might not say this much, but i love the people in my life. every single one of you, i love you guys, and i thank God for putting you people here on earth to brighten up my life. awww, now how sweet was that? savour it people.

okay, this has been a rather long & reflective post, and i haven't even bathed yet. and i'm supposed to pack. and start on ngteng's band. and the cross-stitch. busy busy me.

and, i know i've said this alot of times, but i think this time i really mean it. more than the other times anyways. it's all up to you now, for you to do whatever you want to do, just as long as you leave a space somewhere for me. cause no matter how small a slot i have, i'll still be here.

we're going to malaysia tomorrow i can't wait! :D

-mrsg.

edited:

it's 11.28pm, and i'm still packing. and i know i was all 'i love the world' just now, but i just thought of something & someone who has been kinda giving me the creeps for a while alr, so here's what i wanna say: stop bloody staring at me. i know i very pretty prettier than you but you don't have to stare so hard for goodness sake's look at the person you're actually talking to and not me thank you very much i'd really appreciate it.

and isn't it scary? after our weird conversation about death and how we've been thinking dying at bk today, i just found a lump in my eye. and it bloody hurts like a bruise. =/ scaryyy. and so the mama says no more contacts for me for the next century or so.
today, is not one of the good days.

see, the kind of songs i'm listening to:
bent - matchbox 20
whole again - atomic kitten
take me away - avril lavigne
miss you - westlife

ahhwells. i think i rock at detatching myself. not that it's a good thing, but who knows :D

-nette.
i fell in luuurve today :D

with this beeeauuuuuutiful liverpool sweater slash pullover thingy that is so absolutely gorgeous i can't stop thinking about it i want it NOW. i've alr asked my mama to get it, obviously first thing she said was no, but today's only the first day of persuasion muahahahaha. i'm so in a shopping mood, can't wait to go to malaysia woohoo! shop shop shop till i drop. :D

i'll be reaching sch at a super crazy hour tomorrow, like, 7am. wth right. cause SOMEONE has alevel chinese tomorrow i feel overwhelming pity but at the same time i'm like wahlau 7am is insane. when my lessons only start at 8.30 ): hai, shall go there and (finally) start on some assesment papers.

i'm so ponning next week's tuition.

i have a shitload of holiday homework. bleah.

i desperately want liverpool to win tonight. i don't wanna stay up just to see arsenal go stomp stomp all over their midfield.

-mrsg.
/edited

:D

Hello, it's been longggg

I really wanted to blog just now, but now that i'm here, i lost the mood to suddenly.
I think my life is boring. Sleep, eat, training. It's quite a mundane cycle actually. Oh chinese o's in three days, i've officially given up doing that stack of revision papers on Friday. Plus wu lao isn't gonna mark them. It is insane, really. I need to get into mugging mood. Tomorrow shall read through some compos, i guess? (nods)

My afternoon was boring. Neopets is currently my favouritest game! Played Neopets for hours & i gave a spelling test to my family friend :D I wanna be a multimillionaire like Faith Cheah! Realised that Primary 5 vocab is not as simple as i thought it would be. Irrevocable etc, i have no clue what that means.

Mama's birthday is coming soon. And it coincides with Yizhen's!

I'm starting to scare myself with the thought of O's next year, its insane. Seeing the sec fours mugging their brains off during this period of time, its scary. Sheesh, i don't wanna be a sec four. I can foresee that next year is gonna be mighty disgusting already, so not looking forward to it.

And i'm gonna adopt a NONCHALANT (Charlotte's favourite word) approach from now on. I'm sensitive and easily affected by trivial things, which is bad. So from now on, i'll not let all these little things get to me, like what Merilyn suggested. She says that i shouldn't be so weak & should simply don't care. Though it's definitely easier said than done, i'll try my best to shake it off. Come and think of it, some matters are such a waste of time, energy & tears. I seriously shouldn't let people/things ruin my mood, because it's not worth it.!

Merilyn, are you reading this? I love Rolling ! :D

Okay my mama wants to use Yahoo, so bye for now.
Mel
HELLOOOO !

How rare, I'm blogging. A mixture of sianxzxz and happy and excited at the same time, I wonder why :/ okay, long time since i blogged, so many things to say. first things first.











okay, i know it's me again, but i just wanted to do something really lame/fun at the same time. saw this on kw's blog first (is it? or has my memory failed me), then wj's xanga, and i've been seeing alot of similar stuff, like the one where i write the first line of every shuffled song, but i think this is more interesting heehee.

to make this whole thing more interesting, i shall write down only those questions that got funny songs.

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. Put the last title of the song as the subject.
4. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

what do you like in a guy/girl?
when it all falls apart - the veronicas [like, wth?]

what's your life's purpose?
i love the way you love me - boyzone [hints hints]

what is your motto?
can you feel the love tonight - the lion kind [ahhh, i see. that's a good one.]

what do your friends think of you?
made me glad - hillsong [ :D ]

what do you think of your parents?
sweet dreams - air supply [HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT'S HILARIOUS HAHAHAHA]

what do you think of your besties?
the way you look at me - christian bautista

what do you think of the person you like?
when you come around - westlife

what do you think when you see the person you like?
the best damn thing - avril lavigne [heh. heh. heh. heh. heh. heh.]

what do your parents think of you?
big big girl - emilia [HA YEAH RIGHTTTT.]

what will they play at your funeral?
mirror mirror - m2m [okay, that's kinda freaky eh.]

what is your biggest secret?
confrontation - les miserables [ooh.]

okay, this has been kinda boring and i kinda lost interest in it after a while but ohwells, some of them were kinda funny. i think i shall go read somemore chinese and watch MIAMI INK WOOHOO I LOVE THAT SHOW :D

and, i've been doing quite a lot of thinking today? i guess, i've been kinda selfish. -smacks head. think more about other people & how they feel, jeanette, sheesh.

-mrsg.
okay, first things first:

8.30am - 9.15am
Jeanette, Yilei &Wanjun

9.15am - 10.00am
Yizhen, Melissa &Lynn

10.00am - 10.45am
Annmarie, NgTeng &Audrey

10.45am - 11.30am
Charlotte, Joey &Jiamin

11.30am - 12.00pm
Caroline, Merliyn &Mag

wear the black &orange jersey!
if you wanna stay back/come earlier, don't crowd around the booth.
grace, he ran & tammy have other duties on that day!

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methinks, yesterday wasn't the most fantastic day at all.
methinks, today i will do shit.
methinks, 'methinks' is a nice word :D

i've been spending alot of my free periods (okay, maybe all) at the canteen stoning at the sec4s table watching them sweat blood & tears over their o's. and then yesterday someone decided to go MIA somewhere around in school and got me so damn worried i thought i'd just breakdown there but thankfully i didn't though the day was already so bad i might as well have and joined the club.

okay, something's on my mind now but it's so small compared to everything else, so i shall like totally not bother about it cause i bet everybody will laugh and if i'm correct someone will get hurt if i say anything so i shan't and anyways i have other things to think about.

look at me up in the sky
i watch the world just pass me by
and all my feelings give me away
it's happening more everday

i think i have split personality disorder bwahahahaha. most of the time i don't know what i'm doing and what i'm thinking and suddenly when situations arise, i don't do the things i thought i'd have done. instead i just sit there and shut up with so many thoughts going through my head. and in the end nothing gets said, so the words all stay in my head until i finally shake myself awake and wonder what the hell i've been thinking/doing for the past who-knows-how-many hours. and then i realise i've been a rather complete idiot, and i start laughing silently at myself.

okay, after reading that last paragraph again i think someone should just check me into woodbridge and be done with it ha.

OH OH OH OH! i just founded a club! :D
it's called the VCC (vertically challenged club) and i'm like super proud of it cause it's exclusive. meaning it will only take in those who stand 1.6m and below. SO FOR ALL THOSE WHO ARE TALLER THAN 1.6 YOU ARE SO NOT WELCOME AND YOU CAN'T GET A MEMBERSHIP INTO THIS ELITE CLUB BWAHAHAHHAHAHA.

this all came about cause i was getting so damn irritated when people block my shots even when i'm jumping how annoying is that ohmygosh. grrrr. ngteng's the namer of the club, i'm the founder, merilyn's the vice-president and i just made jerusha the president WHAT AN HONOUR. and we're still recruiting members so as long as you're 1.6m and below you are very welcome.

okay, this has been a long post. seeya people, i'm off to do chinese. ):

loving you could be so easy
loving you could be so great
maybe a change would keep me high
stop me thinking and wondering why

PS: i want busted songs now now now. someone send them to meeeee.

-nette.
I'm really pretty tired out.

I know it's me posting again, but I've so much to say about today. But, I dont know how to say. Emotions are jumbled up, at a loss for words, and certainly reality's been unable to sink in totally.

I kinda hate today. But today is one that actually made me realise nothing could actually mean more than the love or friendship we share among our class. When those tears came flowing, my heart was freed from all hatred it used to hold. Might sound so dramatic and all, but these words exactly reflect what my feelings actually were.

Gosh, I dont know how to continue.

Today was when I could feel all 21 of us being bonded together, we knew how each other was feeling and understood the pain each of us felt. The sadness and all, is really overwhelming. No amount of words can describe today enough.

Being in 3P, is probably one of the best things that have happened in my life. We played together, pissed teachers off together, had fun together, laughed together, got angry even with each other and love each other. Today, the memories we shared as a class all replayed as we laughed and cried.

We cried and cried like we've never done before. I'm really tired now. And meimei's gonna leave us too. 3P will not be complete next year and the whole idea sucks alot alot. The 2 of you, I love you all so much, I badly detest the idea of not having you guys with us. It really does suck alot. But, 3P will not be complete without everyone, neither will 4P be. Now, next year, anytime, 3P/4P will always consist of the 21 of us. No more, no less. Promise us you guys be strong! And I'll miss meimei too, though she did so many crazy things, but without her, it wouldnt have been 3P too. I hope no matter where she goes, she stays happy. And I do hope she comes back to see us?

Nice place with beautiful surroundings. <3

Yay, enough for the day. :D

Yay, I'm really in a mood to blog today! : D

Though I was really really tired when I woke up today, my eyes really refused to open and I was so dreading school.

Day started off pretty normally with the maths games day whatever you call it, had fun loitering around second level, and irritating some sec2s (oops, hahahaha, we didnt mean it! okay maybe we did, lol.)

Then came boring lessons then training, which was the crazy and fun and exciting and scary part of today.

Oh I'm listening to the Firefly song, which Firefly (well, stupid kw forced everyone to call her that -.-) asked me to. Quite nice, same tune to the chinese one!

Today's weather was fine fine fine! : D Aft trng, we ran with music to make up for th rounds we missed and I loved it. If only we could blast some nice music whenever we run. Melissa and me then lied down flat on the middle circle after we finished running and I think we remained there for the next 40 min. :D Things arent perfectly fine for everyone at the moment but the nice weather and sky made up for everything. Kinda talked bout many stuffs, love how we can say almost anything and everything to each other! It was just damn relaxing luh. : )

Talked and talked while everyone else left or continued training. Dont know, but just plain lying down there and talking crap made me feel really happy and relaxed, really! Laughed alot, for no reason, hahahaha. : D Had damn alot of nonsense pls. Then we finally realised the sky was really dark and grey and we were among the very few souls left at the court.

But we were too tired and lazy to move! I suddenly had an idea, learning from korwoong's retardedness. I started to roll from the centre circle all the way to the sideline and Melissa followed beside me. The whole process was bloody hilarious and we couldnt stop laughing, esp each time when I stopped, she would bang into me. EH quite a feat okay, we rolled quite a distance you know.


Omg, then when we finally changed, we walked to the toilet door, walaoeh it was damn freaking dark, it scared the hell outta us. Then we ran out and after the turn the stupid i-cedar portal machine crap freaked us out agn. Like damn big, and the huge block was like blocking our way in the dark. Ahha, quite funny but we were damn damn scared lol. Threw our things into the locker and rushed off to the carpark. Phew. Luckily there were the instructors and people around, or I think it'd be much worse. : /

Ahh damn scary, goosebumps. And heard some ghost stories from Mel on the way out. : O

I liked today alot alot, I was really happy. : D Love! If only everyday could be like today.

Chinese olevels next wednesday, cant wait for it to be over, then we'll be off for the trip the next day. Yay! Last day of school, no feeling, not like how we were feeling last year. I hope things are going fine for them. : /

People, let's quickly arrange a stayover to watch vcds okay! Cant wait, can go crazy together!
: DD
Saw kw dance today, and it looked damn fun to be dancing and I almost wanted to. But I dont dare now, it's so awkward. Haha I wanna laugh at ourselves for the stupid dances we all did in primary sch. Lol, I miss!

Shit, I'm talking alot today.

,merilyn!
she's no you, oh no
you give me more than i could ever want
she's no you, oh no
i'm satisfied with the one i've got
cause you're all the girl that i ever dreamed
she's only a picture in a magazine
she's no you,
she's no youuuuuuuu. (:

this is the sweeeeetest song ever. for those who know my weird fetish about canon in d & sarang heyo, i think this song is about to join their ranks. hehs.

and btw, i'm like so screwed for the o's next week because i havent done a single assesment paper bwahahaha i'm dead i shall start tomorrow no more procrastinating i won't screw that paper up no way. and jiayou to the sec4s, who are probably tearing their hair out now. i know at this time next year i'd really much prefer cleaning up dog shit than sitting for the o's.

and this year's post-exam activities are by far the siannest of all post-exam activities i've ever gone through. lessons all the way like wth. ): two hours of chinese and two hours of amath can really kill people i'd seriously rather be like, washing dishes. seriously.

i was about to post another volume of jeanette's dirty dark secrets but then i kinda had a mind block and i think many of you are kinda sian of seeing my posts so i guess next time then. (:

methinks, jesse mccartney looks like aaron carter.

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
because you live girl,
my world has twice as many stars in the sky.

from now on, my posts shall be happy. :D

-mrsg.
yo people here are the shifts!

8.30am - 9.15am
Jeanette, Merilyn&Wanjun

9.15am - 10.00am Tammy
Melissa Yilei &Mag

10.00am - 10.45am
Annmarie, NgTeng &Audrey

10.45am - 11.30am
Charlotte Joey &Jiamin

11.30am - 12.00pm
Yizhen Caroline &Lynn
OKAY SORRY I'M DOING THIS SO LATE CAUSE I JUST CAME HOME FROM CHURCH AND DINNER AND I RUSHED UP HERE TO THE COMPUTER SO YEAH, HERE ARE THE SHOES.

firstly, this is the opinion of 8 of us who dragged our butts to queensway today, so the comments and stuff will be our own, and if anyone wants to check the shoes out themselves they are very welcome to do so.

no1.
nike, $95, size range starts from UK 7.



this one is the best one we found that was relatively cheap compared to the other crazily expensive & hideous shoes. it's comfortable and looks kinda nice too. it can also come in the colours red, black and white if you don't like the black and white design shown here. it's kinda high-cut too. however the thing is that the range for the shoe sizes starts at a humongous 7, which would mean it would only be able to fit like a quarter to half of the entire team. those who wanna have this design please msg tammy.


no2.
nike, $84, size range starts from UK 4.5



okay, this was the ONLY pair of basketball shoes we could find that actually had a size starting from below 5, so for those who have really small feet i guess this is the only one you can choose. it's kinda filmsy, as in the side right, where the nike tick is, that part folds really easily. so it doesn't really protect the ankle. it's cheap, but doesn't look as nice as the other two and sort of defeats the purpose of getting bball shoes to prevent injury. for those who want (or have no other choice cause your feet are too small, you poor things) this design please msg grace.

no3.

adidas, $121, size range starts from UK 7

okay, this pair is the most expensive one of the three choices, but it was adidas (which was what mrlim wanted but then due to unforeseen circumstances we looked at other brands too). it has a hard base, which is quite uncomfortable but makes the shoe very sturdy; it looks nice too, but is horrendously expensive. it's high-cut though, and looks kinda cool and shiny hahaha. but! the shoe range again only starts at 7. for those who want this pair please msg ME.

so therefore, the adidas and the first nike one looks the nicest, but only has shoe sizes starting from UK 7. the other nike one has the smallest shoe size to fit those with.. eh, smaller feet duh. so yeah, choose wisely please. and when you msg us please tell us who you are cause we don't have all your numbers. you can go to tammy's xanga to check out her comments before deciding; she's linked to this blog. AND! most importantly please inform us by SUNDAY NIGHT so that we can collate the numbers before monday. and i apologise beforehand if this post hangs your computer. -smiles.

-nette.

boy, do i feel stupid.

i just spent like, 10min on the computer doing my usual stuff while wondering why i couldn't hear anything coming out from the speakers. i thought there was something wrong with the speakers, so i bent down twice to check & re-check the cables. and then i decided i'm okay without sound.

and then i saw the MUTE button switched ON. -.-

and i just realised something that i forgot in the next second. i think i'm kinda going crazy today, there's something wrong with me. (read: lack of beauty sleep)

my teeth hurt. and brilliant me went to eat a 300g piece of new york steak last night right after going to the dentist. well, okay, they felt perfectly fine chewing the beef last night (though my jaws ached like don't know what after that) and i thought nothing of it.

until i woke up today with the horrible aching sensation in my entire mouth, and i couldn't even eat bread. ): and now they're still kinda painful, sianz.

going to find shoes tomorrow wheee~! (: okay, so i haven't exactly asked my parents about it yet, but i'm quite sure they'll agree. i hope.

ladidadidadida.

currently reading the historian at a mega slow pace, i think i'll finish it in about, oh.. the next millenium? hahahha. bet claudia's tearing her hair out now, hehs. it's a good book, i'd like to savour it thank you very much.

oh baby baby baby
when all your love is gone
who will save me
from all i'm up against out in this world
and maybe maybe maybe
you'll find something that's enough to keep you
but if the bright lights don't receive you
you should turn yourself around and come on home





this is like the normal-est post i've ever written in a long long while. (:

-mrsg.
I feel kinda lost, like I dont know what I want to do. Overwhelmed by mundaneness.
Life has very much turned into a cycle, just repeating day after day as each goes past.
Dont know how to express myself further.

Just a sense of 'I dont know what to do (in life)'
Tired of many things, but no, I dont think I'm sad.

-shrugs.

Great, I decided to delete a huge chunk of what I'd typed earlier.
Ohman , I dont like this post. It makes me sound a damn bloody senseless and childish kid. I dont like.

Not anymore, cos I deleted almost everything that was here. : D

Irritated with my dad, the house.
I wna get out now!

Sth's wrong with me, being a non-reader as I usually am, I picked up the five people you meet in heaven last night and started reading. Remember myself chucking it away like, last year cos I was tired of reading?

Weird. : /

,merilyn
felt like MIA-ing today, but.. ohwells. decided not to, think i'll miss people too much. and i kinda like my phone too. my computer as well. so here i am.

my heart went thump in my chest when i saw that, but then it became like, ohwells, kinda expected it. maybe sometimes you don't want to believe something so much that you get a shock when it really turns out that way, but the next second you realise, hey, what's new. i suppose nothing's changed, and maybe i should just start believing the worst cause then i won't get a surprise and then a sudden revelation again.

but then when you think about other stuff that's happened, you can't help feeling that things'll get better real soon, and somehow you can't wait for that day. weird. my thoughts are flying in all sorts of funny directions, and they never meet at the same place.

bleah.

i think i've like, lost the heart for many many many things. suddenly just going down to the canteen for recess is a chore, so yesterday, for the first time in my entire life, i ponned recess. okay, it might not sound like much, but... yeah. just didn't feel like going down. sorry guys. it feels like nothing really means anything anymore, ohmy, have i become so numb alr? shiat.

i've got to get some more feeling back into my life, it's become rather black and white. and monotone, cause there's nothing new.

and my posts haven't been happy in a long long long time. i wonder why.

OH OH! watched something on E! last night, it was so so funny. the show was called something like dont-know-how-many fashion do's and dont's. HILARIOUS. things like: muscle teees, alien green eyeshadow, having your fats tumble over your pants in a sort of doughnut of lard around your waist.. the list was endless and superbly funny. HA.

no 1 fashion dont: VPL. buahahahahhaha.

-nette.
Dear Hair, please hurry grow back?

Hello people,
Songs at the moment:

Hate that I love you (Rihanna ft Ne-yo)
Inconsolable (Backstreet Boys)
Stronger (Kanye West) My brother is currently in love with this. Influenced.

And, this is my current favourite. It's absolutely sweet.

You're a falling star
You're the getaway car
You're the line in the sand
When I go too far
You're the swimming pool
On an august day
And you're the perfect thing to say

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute
When you smile at me you know exactly what you do
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true
Cause you can see it when I look at you
And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
Your every line
Your every word
You're everything

You're a carousel
You're a wishing well
And you light me up
When you ring my bell
You're a mystery
You're from outer space
You're every minute of my every day

And I can't believe O' that I'm your man
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can
Whatever comes our way

We'll see it through
And you know that's what our love can do

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
Ya make me sing
Your every line
Your every word
You're everything

You're every song
And I sing along
Cause you're my everything
Yeah, yeah

/Micheal Buble, Everything

Aw.


Bye everyone. Tomorrow: Train up my stamina. It pretty much sucks now.


Mel :D :D :D
No more emo-ness, everyone!
Ohmy the weather today during trng was a killer.

I felt like we were pieces of human potatoes being baked in an oven at 500 degC.
Wahhhhh, it was seriously damnnnnn hot luh. : (

My cheeks and nose are red now. :O

At least, it's over. And there's no school tmr! : ]
though the reason for a day off tmr shouldnt be a happy one.

But heck luh, hope nobody gets retained.
-cross fingers.

Scarly all 16 people get retained (other than those 5),
I Laugh. (all thanks to meimei)

Okay it's time for dinner and I'm really hungryyyyyyyyy.
And I've been less of a pig today, with the commencement of my save-money-cum-jianfei plan Haha.
I'm going broke cos of all the $$ I spend on foooooooood. :(

Hope it can go on for long though.
No determination to eat less luhhhhhhhh.

I'm off. : D

,merilyn
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEDI!

hope you had fun, though i dont know if it was very fun.
haha, i sound like i'm talking nonsense.

but hope you were happeeeeeeeee today!
Stay happy okay! : D

,merilyn!
miserable miserable night, wonderful wonderful day. loves! (:

today didn't start that good though, sort of mood carried forward from last night. but it got better, alot alot alot better yay! hahaha. okay, zi high.

rotted at home the entire day, whoopee.

realised that sometimes, we can't change circumstances. and we definitely can't change people. and the more we try to change things to suit ourselves, the more unhappy we get, cause we never can. so we'd all be better off either ignoring everything, or just accepting it. and, i guess, just do what you're supposed to do, and if it doesn't all turn out according to plan, well you've tried your best. but hopefully, with all the effort put in, at least a few parts turn out okay. and that's that.

ohwells.

p.s. i want some chocolate ice-cream.

-nette.
wtf.
okay, go ahead. screw everything up why don't you.
like sometimes, shut up. the world doesn't revolve around you.
you have problems, i have problems, we all have problems.
your issues might not be my issues, mine probably aren't yours either.
do you not think i wanna vent as well?
just because you're pissed doesn't mean i'm in the best mood to entertain you.
don't use that effing tone, it's beyond irritating.
ahhhh. sometimes you really, really, piss me off. i've been swearing in my head for goodness knows how long alr.
maybe finding _______ to rant isn't such a good idea after all.
this doesn't apply to one random person, it applies to quite a number?
distances, distances. between me, you, and everybody else.
damn, i want my own bubble.
wtf.
everything feels screwed now.
okay, just shut up shut up shut up.

-nette.
It's the period before recess and everyone's kinda in a sucky mood. Dont like.
Shouldnt have come to school, I badly didnt want to.

Someone, bring me away please. : (

I'm really really dreading every moment. I wanna run away. Badly.

And the bloody com's being irritating. Urrgh.

Nyeh.
I shall go watch Ms Swan on youtube and try to make myself happier.

,merilyn

I HATE SCHOOL
and ____.

I seriously would not mind living in my own world. At least I wont have to see people whom I do not wish to see. :D

I wanna run awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. : (
For people who are buaysong about what iam going to say, go away. you know, sometimes i dont really give a damn to everything already. I know it has been a long time since ive post, but this time i seriously need to. i totally second merilyn's post. it rocks alot (:

This shall be a rant post.

Firstly, it was a f-ing bad day. The people around me were being bloody irritating.

I cant stand you and you. The things each of yall does, does perfectly well the job of pissing the hell outta anyone and everyone. Kinda had enough of all these and I would gladly run away from yall if I had a chance to. One of you, your actions make me just wanna go up to you and say f.

I'm really disappointed in you. I dont know what has things come to and sometimes I feel like a fake piece of shit when I talk to you. I really dont know what will it be like in the future. Promises, are they actually being kept? I think it's rather obvious now.

And, i really hate you.

And i cant freaking stand that. I shall not elaborate. Makes me just wanna shut off from the whole world and escape. Cant stand it when people do things that are ultimately pissing.

And that, i badly hope that it does not happen to any one of us. If it does, i would really cry my ass off. Please, please, please. I really really do not wish to see that happen. I will not be able to stand seeing anyone go through that, imagining how bad things are gonna be if it happens.

Right, getting back results has never spelled anything near good for our class. Anyway, we've been labelled ever since day 1, isnt it, my dear respectful teachers? Dont ever deny, cos your words and actions tell it all. Right, we're notorious, noisy, lazy,or even stupid. Okay, we might suck in behaviour, attitude, but i can freaking swear we're the funnest class any one can get. Too bad if you disagree. I love the crazy things we do, even though it might be stuff that some other people will not even try doing. I love my class and go ahead, compare us to the rest, if you think it serves as good encouragement by putting us down real bad, it shows alot about your integrity. Whatever, you might think it's crap but nobody's asking you to read.

Our results do prove we suck, but kw, jedi, dionne, line, i have faith that we are able to take that step and show it to them (dont try to guess, you might not know who i'm actually referring to). For now, i really hope that will not happen.

And for now, I very much wish to remain in the comforts of my classmates. I would definitely not be in the mood to entertain any 'omg, i screwed up blah', 'oh man i got like blah blah blah'. Seriously, if yall do not realise, your bad(s) and lousy(s) amount to nothing in comparison with our class'. If you do not know what bad is, or simply that 'bad' has different relativity with regards to different people, I suggest, just leave me alone. I'll be just fine, since I do not enjoy talking a lot in the first place.

I'm sick of many people and many things, I really am. I would gladly run away any moment.

People I'm thankful for having around today:
Caroline, Kor Woong, Jedi, Dionne, Wai Teng. :D
and others like Hannah, Hsin Yi, Zhen Na(maybe some more, lazy to think).

I apologise if anyone feels offended, but I am not actually in the mood to bother about anything else.

I badly want to escape.
To you, i dont know how much longer i can withstand everything, though they say it's only awhile more.

Urrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Life's bloody irritating.

I wanna live in my own world, plus a few more others, of course.

And what, I just heard my neighbours are having some problems with their health.

How sad can this world get.


,merilyn
amazing.
i felt like running away from you today.
but i couldn't, so i just turned away.
and turned back.

today, was a good and bad day i supp. stupid geog, don't wanna even think about it. chinese too, ohmygosh. ): yes, even triple science people can fail, it's not that bloody impossible.

sec4s graduation.
and suddenly i don't know what to type. no words are forming in my head, just images? yeah. saw them taking so so many photos of the school, heard them singing in the hall. i don't think i wanna attend my own graduation.

okay, i feel a bad mood coming, shall go off now.
-mrsg.
Had the first trng ever since we started the exam break this morning. I think all the stamina had been replaced with fats and oil during this period. :/
Glad NY came. :] Made trng much funner.
And at least i feel more fit and like i know the excess excess energy from the never-ending piling of food is being used up. :D

I smartly went to skip a few days ago without stretching or whatsoever and i ended up having my calves perpetually in a cramped state after waking up the next day. Today's running definitely made it much more unbearable. : (

Ate Subwayyyy aft that and slacked the afternoon away. : )
I feel damn free, like there's nothing for me to do at all. No worries, haha. : )

Decided to go rent vcds to watch at my house cos we were dying from fatigue and sleepy-ness. I bet i yawned more than 20 times today, wait maybe 30. And i just yawned agn. Spent damn long at the shop trying to figure what to watch, wanted horror but Caroline didnt want at first, then also wanted some sweet movie which could make us cry. Didnt want any comedy cos we were just too tired to laugh.

Finally settled on Alone(thai horror film) and this super super nice Korean movie. It's quite old I think, and they've alr aired it a few times on teevee. It's the one where the stupid grandson treats the mute grandmother super badly then the story becomes super sad and touching. Lovelove!

Stocked up on some snacks and off we went to my house and we started on Alone, not bothering about Caroline's resentment towards horror, Haha. Okay film, quite nice! but quite gross at certain parts. Then came the part after the movie, we went youtubing on Ms Swan and (secret), our energy levels hit the bottom scale. Damnnnnnn tired and sleepy and we kinda slept on the floor for awhile, before nette had to leave.

Okay, i cant freaking stop yawning.

Ahh spare the details and fast forward to now, i think i'm gonna zonk out any moment soon.
I miss my bed already.

Okay byebye and tmr i have to wake up earlyyyyyyyyy.
-yawn yet again.

to mel: it's really fine, dont worry! : )
to kw: where're you going agn! dont scare me. haha. cant go zooooooooooooooo tmr, find another day soon okay!

My eyelids sliding down now.

seeya pigs
,merilyn









Muahahahaha.
-evil laughs.

Had Seoul Garden with Tammy, Jeanette, Annmarie, Charlotte and Caroline and i think i just put on 5kgs. Then we settled at Starbucks after what seemed like a whole day (okay, our shopping stamina sucks. we get tired damn easily. : ( ) spent walking around.

Ah but tmr will mark the start of shedding those extra fats, i hope. Haha.

And there,

Our Plan Begins.

It shall remain highly and strictly confidential.

Haha, we're great Masterminds. Heh.

Anyways, the stupid brat actually flew to hongkong. : (
At least there's sth to be happy about! Trouble-free. : ]

Make me damn jealoussssssssss. I miss Hongkong like dont know what. : (
Love everything abt it, the food, the shopping, the people, the dramas, the language, the people!

I'm gonna master Cantonese one fine day.

I want I want I want I want I want I want I want I want.

Haha, I should stop dreaming.

Time to go.

seeya pigs
,merilyn!
"Our love is like the wind... I can't see it, but I can feel it."


Caught A Walk To Remember with my daddy. It's really really sad towards the end, when Landon found out that Jamie had leukemia. But the whole story is so sweet, it makes you wanna cry and smile at the same time. It was really hard not to tear during the movie.. But i absolutely loved it, especially this.

Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends;


Haha and and i'm in love with Cry, by Mandy Moore. It's stuck in my mind. The whole show is still stuck in my mind too. Its based on a book, and I think i want to borrow it soon. (I'm currently indulging in my Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, and i'm at like only at chapter 7!)

I love reading, i really do.

I think i'm in a oldie mood! Okay, maybe not that old. Dad was playing his collection of oldies and i heard "Through the rain" by Mariah Carey. And it's really really nice and meaningful, you should go listen. Okay, random.

Yesterday was Aunty Linda's birthday party at her place.
It's been quite some time since i've been at her place. The last time was after Daddy's birthday dinner, we went over for mahjong sessions. So Dar dar bluetoothed me so many new ang moh songs, haha I realised that i'm so outdated already! Haven't been watching mtv because of the exam period, anyway i'm happy because i've new songs in my phone (: Felt nice to see all the families gathering there having fun, especially when we played blindfold & mini bball.. Then I felt deja vu, like we were back to th times when we were kiddies at Aunty Linda's old home in Tampines, doing the exact thing. When we walked home from school, and played catching every evening. And how i'm always the first few who got caught hmph :( Haha. Now we're in secondary school&jc already, Dar dar & Jean are already p5 too. How time flies.

Come and think of it, we've known each other for around 7 years. Those Sunday mornings spent running kilometres after kilometres, seriously ran our asses off. And i guess it did benefit us, in some way. Like how the chuas are amazing at cross country now. Not for me now though, my stamina wasn't like how it was in the past. It sucks so badly now, i'm so easily exhausted. After footwork i'm pretty much drained already. I doubt i'd be able to even finish half a 10km run, i'd probably walk after the 3km mark. I wonder how i did it in the past, i must be insane. It depresses me sometimes, to think that how uncle joe wanted t train me real hard so that i could join xctry in sec school like his sons. He thought i'd potential. And now, i feel like a lump of lard. Pathetic.

Anyhow, i'm glad things haven't changed much despite the loss of a great man. We are still one big happy family, and will always be <3


"I'm sorry she never got her miracle."
"She did. It was you."

Aww. I'm in such a sappy mood now leh.


Bye!
Mel


Boys Like Girls -Five Minutes To Midnight

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
Fast lives we're stuck in the undertoe
But you know the places I wanna go

'Cause oh oh oh,
I've got a sickness
You've got the cure
You've got the spark I've been lookin' for
And I've got a plan we walk out the door

You Know You wanna just let go,
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh oh
We got all we need
So here we go

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough, shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright
At five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive

We could pack up
And leave all our things behind
No fact, or fiction, or storyline
'Cause I need you more than just for tonight

You're oh oh oh like air
I can't stop my breathing in
I'm weak and you are my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin

No you wanna just let go,
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh oh
Yeah all we need
So here we go

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough, shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright
At five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive

And when the clock strikes twelve
Will you find another boy to
Go and kiss and tell
'Cause you know I never will
I think we should strike a match
And we'll hold it to the wind to
See how long it lasts
We can make the time stand still

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough, shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright
At five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough, shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright
At five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive

lovelovelove this song! :D

,merilyn

Okay i'm bloody exhausted now i can fall asleep any moment soon.

My Bestfriend!

so. end years ended today for me.

was almost delirious with joy when mrsgay went "you have 15 minutes left" to us, and when the whole paper ended i was like giggling uncontrollably to myself. hehs.

spent the rest of the day in a completely relaxed mood, i love having nothing to do. i know it's probably gonna get boring after a few days and i'll be yearning to get out, but for now i just wanna enjoy being a lazy bum. it feels fantastic to not think about books or whatever for once. (but when this mood goes away, i'm gonna be calling everyone to go out with me. hehs.)

okay, i bet those who are still studying are like, staring at me with daggers in their eyes now. maybe i should shut up.

i'm in the laziest mood of my life.

but then again, i think i'll miss the exam period. no, i mean the having-exams period. when all you're supposed to do is study, all you're supposed to think about is the paper you're having the next day. takes your mind off alot of stuff, and i think this exam break has done alot for me. cleared my mind, started thinking straight again. not that i wasn't, but the road just got a little swampy for a while.

ghosts of the past, please stop haunting me. i've kinda had enough.

suddenly feel very free now, like, i've got a whole lot of time on my hands. time, that i can spend on people. (:

goodbye textbooks. and good riddance.
-nette.
Ohkay i shouldnt be here now, but cant control. Haha. Tmr's bio but i really cant get to memorising. Btw I'm really glad chem and geog's overrrr. : ]

Random: I'm starting to like chem alotttt. : D

Looking forward to thursday, last paper fnn! : D
Yoohoooooo.

Ohkay boys like girls' really nice. Go listen ohkay!

Go-back-to-bio time! : ]

seeya pigs
,merilyn