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I want to be a Secondary 3 student, forever

This year passed too quickly.. Actually i wanted to dedicate this post about all the Highs & Lows about this year, but the urge is gone. Instead of partying in town or going out today, i think i'll be spending New Year's Eve at home. Grrr i'm superrrrrrrrr not looking forward to school nextyear omg, the thought of it makes me feel all Grumpy D: I bet most of yall feel the same way too. O levels means more mugging, to think that i thought sec three was stressful enough. Homework is not complete, i'm left with Humanities, Chemistry paper, A Math (not planning to finish), alot of Chinese. And i've this bugging feeling that i'll give up because i can't finish it anyway. This is the end product of Procrastination.

Where's Merilyn? Ah niu, you have been Missing In Action for a longgg time. I miss you Pyack Come back and play with me!

I must say that 2007 taught me alot of things, it also made me more aware & less ignorant. And and and, i want to say this before the new year starts:

I really cherish every single one of my lovely friends. Although i may not have told you this before, but I'm so grateful to have such wonderful friends & teammates! You all make me feel happy & complete, loveeeeee all of you :D

And,
You are one in a million.

Have a Happy New Year one & all,
Mel mel
OMG! our blog has soooooo mnay posts i cant believe it. 500+? gosh! so many! lol.

Ahniu when u come back? i think you come back, 60kg pyack. HAHAHHA. then u dont come to me and tell me you wanna JF. jf= jianfei. iam not only using shortforms now, i will be SAYING IT OUT ALOUD. shortforms are funny. etc, bz= bazhang. lol!

today was SO FUNNY, omg went to tammy's house after '' trng''. oh ppl! bdiv 2008 will soar! you guys seriously improved SO MUCH! those passes were unbelievable! like my dearest joey! she is like a flying mario. so cool so cool, joey can u be i OX? - ouxiang. ok so went to tammy's house. man its like a non stop laughing session. first, ddr. so funny melissa looks like a chicken escaping for her life on thedancemat. the thing is so difficult to play ok! dont underestimate it. its very tiring! then we got bored of it and played tomb raider. omg so DAMN FUNNY. the damn raider cannot be controlled properly. but i sswear, i WAS very good at it, just that... my memory is failing me? but seriously. i was a PRO in it last time. i could do EVERYTHING! I COULD EVEN.. pick up a piece of meat from the kitchen! so funny. then , we took stupid photos of ourselves, with my zp style. - ZHAOPAI. (ugly faces). cant believe we were doing that. thanks tammy, i love your house. :D

then went over to wilson's house to collect something. and i have something to present to all of you. thong, dont blame me. you were asking for this. i told you to check out the promotion fujitsu thing for me.



there's a reason why what happened, did.


i am in bit of a nyeh mood (hurhur, what's new?) and i think it's because my vision is super blur now, and it's becoming quite a pain to look at detailed stuff without my specs. bleah.

anyways, i just spent like 2plus hours at the eye clinic place, grrr. they're kinda disorganized, which is pretty bad cause alot of people were there waiting to get their eyes checked. i just about fell asleep there, it took so long.

so, it turns out i have two infections in my left eye. yes, you read that correctly, TWO infections -.- basically i have a lump from a previous infection that doesn't hurt anymore, and an existing infection in another part of the eye that hurts.like.hell. and it's getting rather annoying because it really itches and i wanna scratch it but if i can'tttttttt cause it'll hurttttttt.

and apparently the nerves in my eyes are abit larger than normal, so i gotta go back for another appointment that will probably cost as much as the first. which cost a lot. bleah. don't ask me what 'enlarged eye nerves' mean, i have no idea.




ahhh, there are so many good movies coming out next year! and there's like, next to zero chance of watching them! ahhhh!

-mrsG,

stevie g is so darn cute, he makes brad pitt look... well, worse. :D

Geeeeeez.
First time falling terribly sick on X'mas day.It sucks so badly, because it was s'pose to be a Joyous occasion but i felt too sick to be all high & hyped up. Felt quite stoned and dead. And i couldn't taste the delicious food my Popo cooked, how awfully sad. I know it sounds whiny & all, but this is one sickly xmas for me D:

Sorry teammates, I can't go for trng today or join y'all to play match today during Seniors' Day because 1) I'm really sick to travel around. 2) Even if i wanted to, my parents surely wouldn't allow. Anyway, I hope everything went well & you guys had fun (:

Meanwhile i should get some needed rest till my brother comes home with my lunch.
You'll always be my number one

Mel
merry christmas people! :D
'tis the season to be jolly, fa-lalalala-lalalala.

christmas day, makes me so pensive & thoughtful. 2007 has been eventful to say the least, and i'm not exactly looking forward to the year ending. '08 is knocking on my door, but i ain't opening anytime soon.

and for anybody thinking about watching i am legend: it is not as good as it's hyped up to be, so prepare to be... not really disappointed, more insulted. hahaha. you'll get what i mean when you watch it. will smith is a really good actor though, should watch it just for him. he really looks like he's all alone in a big big world. which made me get into a bit of a nyeh mood after that, cause his expression was all like lonely & stuff. but! he is goooooood nehx. very very good. but! the ending sucks nehx.

okay, gotta go, buhbye world. enjoy your christmas!

-mrsG.
To me, you're perfect

Merry X'mas Eve, everyone! Woke up early for school today to try out jersey size & trained abit under the sun. Geez, the sizes for the jersey is quite screwed up this year, there's no M size so like many of us have unproportianate jersey sizes D: I'm feeling really sick these days, and i can't seem to get better. Lunched with Tammy and Yz, did a little bit of shopping but nothing much. Oh! We collected the bball tees too. And it'll be given out on Wednesday (Meaning i've to lug the enormous plasticbag full of tees to ccab aaah) But, it looks mighty fine! I'm feeling hardworking today, did my Trigo Identites tuition homework and updated my Friendster profile. Dinner gathering later with my Family Friends at this Hong Kong Restaurant, i'm excited because the food's good. I have to stop being such a glutton.

I'm missing some people now, like Ira Musfirah whom i've never seen for months.
I'm missing Tay Hui xin badly.
I'm missing you Mag Lee because you are away for god knows how long already!

:( Here's one big sad face!

Mel
i don't need to hang my stocking
there upon the fireplace
Santa Claus don't make me happy
with a toy on Christmas day
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for christmas is youuuuu.

my absolute favourite christmas song! ((:




ohkay, the special day is like two days away (only!) and i'm soo excited.

had a family gathering on saturday night, the cousins from australia came back and ohboy, did we have fun! laughed like mad, it's been ages since i've seen them. like, 2years i think. wow. miss them alottttt. i like, no lurrrve, family reunions.

then tonight, or last night, okay whatever sunday night, we had sort of a block party. except i technically don't live in a block but whatever. hahahah, didn't realise how much i don't talk to my naighbours anymore, how sad. but we have alot of memories growing up together, and yes, the story about me fracturing my arm playing soccer NEVER fails to come up during gatherings like this. pshhh. & someone actually said it's like the most famous story of all. -.-

okay i wanna go sleep now, i'm going out with the family tomorrow to get christmas prezzies! :DD yay!

i think, you're in really bad shape now huh. this year hasn't been good for you, and i think it just got really really worse. have faith okay? everything will be alright. you helped me get through it when it happened to me, & now it's my turn to be there for you. be strong! <3

-MRS.STEVENGERRARD/


p.s. MERILYN HOW IS AUSTRALIA OMG I AM SO JEALOUS.
p.p.s CAROLINE MY SHINY FOREHEAD IS ALL ANYBODY CAN SEE IN THAT PHOTO. YOU SUCK NEHX.
I really, really luv Crystal Jade!

:D

Today's a lazy Saturday. Went out for lunch with Daddy and did nothing for the rest of the day. I guess i'm going out soon for dinner, hungry. I hate sore throat.

Mel
'Cause it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off you


Had a great time at Grace's church, camwhored quite abit and the photos will be uploaded soon. I've nothing much to say, just that i really enjoyed myself. Great food, great company. I luv my teammates! Today's Survivor final episode and i'm watching it right now, i don't like Amanda! D:

Gonna have milk with cereal now for supper, love!

Mel
hello all! long time since ive blogged. (: i will change this boring blogskin soon and add in the missing archives.. soon. life has been... err. normal for me, but for you all. i will support you all morally! GO BDIV 2008! fight like, you're fighting for the olympic medal for beijing 2008? lol iam not making sense lol.

niuster fly aust, go go go go tiao lou there. it'll be fun! oh gosh ive been so addiced to bull fighting ( dou niu yao bu yao) a drama showing in taiwan now. ITS SO NICE CAUSE THERE'S MIKE HE JUN XIANG IN IT! and... i fell in love with someone.. called. leewei! <3333 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-size:78%;" >to learn from these lessons in life, they will mould me into a better person with a higher tolerance rate. I'll know how to behave in future, and if i have done all i can and things still remain the same, i will act outwhat ive promised, and im not afriad of it. sometimes this is how things go in life. some things are fixed to the norm, and we have to go by it. i understood today. i will remember today as well.

anw, i want to join in the fun! let me share some old photos with the public... and remind us of the past k! i have older ones, willscan in soon.. the ones with the CHIOBUS.. LOL!


Oh man,
Food Poisoning :(


Mel
Hello world, i'm as busy as a bee today! I know this sounds completely loner-ish, but i kind of went to town Alone! To like collect some reserved items and buy some presents. I'd so soo many missions to accomplish this afternoon.

Aah i know i bet yall are like, 'omg loser', but honestly it's okay you know. Haha it's actually quite nice to have some quality time for yourself & you can really concentrate on what you need to get done. In fact, i don't mind shopping by myself in the future. Seriously.

Going to Grace's church on Friday for some fun event with some of teammates! Quite excited about it somehow, looking forward to it. Haha i love my teammates welly much. I luv this word, how did i come up with this i wonder. It feels good to know that i can stay up late tonight and wake up uber late tmr morning, i need to rest. My legs are jell-o after 3 consec trngs. Omg i need a masseur please! After trng was so so so slack. Me Caroline Ngteng Ann had lunch at Joo Seng, had bubble tea (yum), and really Chilled Out at a foreign place.

Oh man i'm suddenly reminded of my Wallet that i left at Ccab the other day! Collected it from Hui ling at Wheelock, and i found that my money is gone. Someone must have meddled with it before Hui ling found it, but at least my cards & keys are still in tact. I am still saddened by the thought of it, argh :( How careless.

Merilyn Loh is flying off tmr! Haha no worries pig, you will be missed, have fun. Oh just don't pig out too much, later you come back 70kg oink. Hee hee.

And Jeanette, Don't You Dare!


Okay i blogged alot today,
bye!
Mel
we don't need to go that far
let's hold on to where we are
if it's real we'll make it through
cause all i need is you.

all i need is you, theclickfive.
(:

tammy wong, revenge is sweeet. and i didn't wanna drag anymore people into this fiasco so i very nicely decided to erase their faces. and add abit of detail to yours. :D i know you love me.

dang i have no seriously ugly photos of melissa to mutate. somebody send me!

-nettttte.

Today, Me equals welly welly welly happy cos I finally got an adidas watch that I really like. :D I'm reeeeally happy cos I've waited reeeeeeally long to get a nice watch! Thanks the father! :D but I do feel quite guilty for spending now, wanted to save up for it initially (which is almost impossible).

Yesterday, aft looking at alot of bball related stuffs on the net, I'm very sure that I really love everything about the game. :D

And I think I should sign in to my long-abandoned msn before I leave for australia tmr night, but I dont think I'll be talking to anyone &at th same time, no one will talk to me haha. I think deep down, I'm a really anti-social person, I really do not fancy talking. Sometimes, I think I hate to talk. It's so tiring, I'd prefer being a listener anytime.

Okay, I'll be gone for quite a longgggggg time, I highly think I'll miss lots of stuffs/people over here. Haha and who'll miss me! (scully no one, I = :'( )

Time for me to go! Byebyeeeeeeeeee. : )
,merilyn

(who's Cy Jang?)
and maybe someday we will meet,
and maybe talk and not just speak.
same mistake - james blunt. (aka the dude with the voice gayer than justin timberlake, who is btw one of the hottest guys on planet earth.)

-

i am addicted to points.

1. bad night, good day. no scratch that: HORRIBLE night, good day. i still love liverpool, but i am pissed with them for missing so many chances. enough said, nobody should talk to me about football today.
2. 'when life gives you lemons, spit them into christiano ronaldo's face.' :DDDDDD my life motto hohoho.
3. le hair is cut, le fringe is short, i feel like i'm balding cause half my hair got cut, but i like the hairstyle woot.
4. i tend to exaggerate. alot.
5. i discovered today that i kill ants with a vigour and ferocity unknown to many.
6. one sentence: 4days, 4 feasts. reason: CHRISTMAS. result: a fat(ter) but very happy jeanette.

tata world.

-nette.

edited: HAHAHHAA MERILYN, JJ SCARED OF TOMATOES HAHAHAHAHHAA.

Ohkay sth light-hearted! :D



HAHAHA, it's hilarious. JJ cant stand tomatoes. LAWL. He's so cute in there! from 02:11 onwards, gosh he's damn cute.

:DDDDDDD

,merilyn!
Yoohoo.
Thought alot from Friday to Saturday, feeling like things really do not matter that much, really. I really, really felt so, even before knowing the outcome! So even though it's like that now I'm still fine! I'm quite surprised that I wasnt really affected when I heard, just went along doing my own things and passing the day just like any other one. So peeps, just to reassure you guys, I'm totally fine. :)
Instead, I feel more relaxed now. Cos of th upcoming trip, if the outcome was otherwise, I think my days spent overseas would be horribly un-fun, having to worry bout everything while I'm away, and imagine everyone's reactions, about leaving so quickly and for so long right aft announcing. I think it'd be rather unfair too.
I feel like a whole load's off my chest now, it's like an undescribable feeling.. Like there's alot less stuffs for me to worry about. And more importantly, less stress and more time for me to catch up on my horrible studies. :/
But of course, there's this bit of sadness deep down, about not being able to be a part of it. But it's not enough to bring me down. :) It's not end of the world yo!
Guys, I'm not trying to appear strong but I'm really okay!
So no matter what you guys are still the love! <3 esp Dear sec3s!
Jiayou real hard for this period alright! :D

Love all of youuuuuuuu. Thanks for everything!
To Mel: Dont be silly, I didnt even feel like crying until you gave me that call luh you pyack. Stupid, everything's okay! Dont worry, i nv cheng3 qiang2! :D
I'M OKAYYYYYYYYYY! No Worries!

,merilyn
Thought quite abit, I realised, things do not matter that much actually. (i think)
Perhaps, everything's meant to be? Dont seem to be that bothered as I used to always be, maybe I would be taking back these words one day.
The feeling's going away, maybe the time's just not right for me to feel anything.
Everything doesnt seem to matter that much, anymore.
Hope I'm making sense, cos I dont think I am. But I think I do know what I'm feeling deep down..

Anyways, j8 opened till 12 tonight (yester-night?), and we decided to drop by after dinner at amk (since it's on the way and so near home). Gosh it was bloody filled with people and horribly crowded at like near 11, a total contrast from the usual j8. Shocking indeed. And there goes,
my hatred -Crowds. (like totally)

I hate crowds, alot alot alot. It's just such a turn-off. Hate it when everyone's squeezing and shoving one another, and who hasnt had a taste of typical kiasu and impolite ones (sporeans)? And I have to say, I Hate (with a capital H, haha) prams, Urrgh. They drive me crazy.

Anyways, saw Michelle Chia and Daniel Ong rather up-close. & she said hi to my dad cos she knows him (the father works at Mediacorp). Cool, hahahahaha. She's really slim and prettyyyyyyy!

Horrible incident of the day: Apparently if you spent 80bucks or more at j8, you could get some bottle of bird's nest at just a buck. While me and the sister were happily walking away and enjoying our Iced Milo (going back home rather) after stopping by at The Body Shop, we got stopped by this SA (Stupid Aunty).

(Following conversation in Mandarin)
SA: Girl, can help me go get the bird's nest, just queue there.
-looks over, queue of about 2-3m long.
-looks at sis with HUH expression. damn lost.

And the worst thing was right before that when we saw the disgustingly long queue, I said to sis, "Wah so long, I would never do this man, hate queuing up and filling up form this kinda shit."
DANG.

SA was very impatient and impolite, I think she already redeemed once or sth, so she couldnt get another? Who knows.

Sis: Err, will it take very long, we want to go home...
SA(very urgent tone): Wont luh wont luh, a while only, go there go there, faster, faster.
-hand pushing us towards the queue, refusing to let us say No. : ( already forcing the receipts and $1 worth of coins into sis' hands.
-i look at sis, damn pissed, cos the way she spoke was waaay rude and she kept rushing us. Like helloooo, you need a favour. : / quite obvious i didnt want to help and she started assuring me it wouldnt take long.
It was sooo obvious that there was no way she would let us off and my sister was being kind and felt that she was kinda pitiful so she just went along helping SA.

Fine, so I refused to do anything and let my sis fill the forms and stuff. Sure it didnt take toooo long, but the SA was just plain rude and pissing.

After redeeming,
-Walks over and passes the bottle of bird's nest to excited &thankful SA.

SUDDENLY, OUT OF NOWHERE,

SA Number 2 appeared right beside SA, with a bunch of receipts in her hands. As in, I totally did not see her in the background at all. She totally sprung out of nowhere. : O
-in my mind, I was going SHIT, not another one. damn reluctant already, second one some more leh!!

SA No.2 : -tries same tactic, forcing us to queue and redeem cheapo bird's nest.
- two of us stare at each other, wondering how lucky we were to meet so many irritating SA in such a short time. sis sensing my displeasure, cos I was horribly irritated during the queuing for first SA, was a lil appalled herself also.
Sis: I already went once, sorry, cannot help you.
SA No.2: Nvm, -points at me. She also can! (rushing us again, persuading profusely)
-the shop owner at the side was laughing at us! i think cos he saw us being bullied twice, Haha.
Sis (comes up with idea) : TA HAI SHI XIAO HAI ZI. -.-
SA No. 2: BU YONG JIN, STUDENT PASS YE KE YI! -trying to move us towards the queuing area.
-Gosh, how desperate.

Then i remembered the guy saying 'last one' while we were walking back so I said no more ready to my sis. SA No.2 dont believe, still ask us to go.
Dang, no more people & security guards packed up and left alr.

Us: Sorry.
AND WE FINALLY LEFT. WHOO.
SA No.2 very disappointed.

That was horribleeeee, cant stand SAs!!
New abbreviation to use, even in front of them, heehee. Learnt that from my sis. : D

Okay, i'm tired I wna zzz. Byebye world.

,merilyn
just so you know,
i hate how i want to write everything out here but always stop and hold myself back because i just don't want shit to happen again. you're not here anymore, i wonder how long i can last. most of the time i understand we're both really busy and accept the way things are. but, like now, when i just need someone to talk to, you're not here. and then i'll be reminded again that i guess, i'll always only have myself.

pffft, damn mood swings.

today was better than yesterday but that's not really saying much, since yesterday pretty much sucked.

okay i shall go sleep before i infect everybody with my mood.

nette.
Just for laughs, ripped from Tammy's xanga. Since we were talking about this photo at Cafe Cartel, why shouldn't we post it right here, right now. Jeanette's posture & facial expression is simply a classic...
Jeanette, i admit you look like some Hot Stuff here

>:D

Oh by the way. Cafe Cartel does not have Service Charge which explains the mediocre service.

Noob waiter: "Can you pass it down?" (rudely)
Jeanette & Me: -Glares-
Niu & Tammy: -Shocked expression-

;Melissa
Today is a better day, right everyone? (nods) Well, seems like the mood is not that Angsty as yesterday. I guess the we'll kinda feel the same way now, like about alot of things. In a sense we bonded, yes? And undoubtedly we feel tremendous pressure now....

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(

Now, it's abit too late to prove anything. But i can't help but feel extremely nervous about the outcome. The final decision means alot.

The anticipation kills,

Monday

Go ahead say whatever you want. Be angry with me if you want to, since i already made you fucking pissed. There are so many of my troubles i wanted to tell you yesterday...
But seems like it's all too late now, isnt it? Sorry, since it seems like i'm the root of the problem

Mel/
today is not a good day at alll. ): don't like.
i am troubled with a capital 'T', disturbed with a capital 'D', perturbed with a capital 'P', annoyed with a capital 'A', and goodness knows what else. oh! frustrated with a capital 'FFFFFF'.

ugggh.

i want to sleep and make everything go awayyyyy. don't wanna think about it anymore.

pfft, just when everything seemed to be going fine, something totally bleahhh had to pop up and ruin my day.
i don't think i'm looking forward to next monday.

nette.
Goshhhhhh, today was rather unpleasant.
Feeling sooo unsettled. &We all know why.
Words just cant describe everything now.

I just hope my tummy wont hurt and I wouldnt feel like puking anymore for tmr,
and pray for the best.

Oh yes, I wanna thank all the bballers for taking care of me on Tuesday! I think I would have died without you guys around. Love! :D

&I'm dreading the trip, like totally.

: (

,merilyn

I don't know what's going on.. With you.

Mel

Ah well.
There are so much emotions i'm feeling right now. How should i put it....?

I am irritated.

I think Girls really bitch alot.


Ok whatever bb.
Mel


Hello everyone iam back from hk, but iam too lazy to blog. after u ploading so many photos, its kinda sian u know. but ok fine, i did miss you all lawl. too lazy to blog man,. i just explain some of the photos k. lol.


this is my mad cousin and my.. erm, uncle.


i love leo ku? she does not ):

mwahhh. nepprints in hk are not very cheap u know.same price.

i am lame. nothing to upload.

oh and leo ku looks so cute here. muscular lor! leo ku damn cute, must watch leoku magic moments live! it rocks! he is like everywhere in hk, so big shot right:D even in karaoke, he is number one! :D
Shatin shopping centre. Jeanette u angry? i purposely took this photo for you! :D

Do i fit in with the kids? they're all my cousins btw. except for my 2 aunties and one ba zhang.

She is the cutest i love her, she looks like Kary.I suspect shes abit mad. but i like.

Just you look at how mad she looks here.

and she even stole my cap to act as me. madgirl!

hehe, greenbox and mongkok.
sang ALL MY LEOKU SONGS! RTHERE ARE SO MNAY MORE AVIALABLE U KNOW. MORE THAN SGP! AND ITS SO CHEAP! s$10 FOR 4 HOURS! OMG RIGHT:D


do i like possessed?
:D

buaysong ah!

I likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

lying on my mianbaochaoren, on my lap.

Damn cold!


ocean terminal with christmas feel!

SEE THE SCARF!

Papparazzi or paraparazii, haha my mum and bak.

Mianbaochaoren!

homeeeeee~
HAHA OMG LOOK AT HER FACE!

muuuuuuuuah.

universal studios@ japan.

with no one.

Tokyo.

Shopping spree,

Like our brother, tony our friend made during the tour.

Huskies in hk has more fur.

Not forgetting my Leoku. he is the ambassador for Watsons ffor his charity bear!

Mad face.

Mel this is for you! your drive in?

Hot right this car.

Damn cute this stupid thing.

My, erm . cousin's son. chock leh. i love.

Cousin!

sai kung.

Saikung's fishermen. lol.

that s all. damn lazy. lol.