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You, doing that thing you do!
The school's computer is actually faster than the one at home -.-
Papers today were Chem and Geog, I'm just glad it's over. And omg tomorrow's a holiday! Which means I can watch the Liverpool match tonight :D But I think I will die on Friday. Ahh whatever I want midyears to be over noww.

I have a confession and it's beginning to eat me up inside.

The Liverpool match is the quite possibly the only thing that's making me happy today, which is quite sad but whatever.

Eeee I am so emo today, I don't like. I think it's cause I haven't trained for so long, I WANT TO RUN/ PLAY BBALL NOW.

& rock with AINSLEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D
Okay, guess who wrote that. -.- Okay lah, I take over her post and she take over mine, hahahaha.

j.
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii world, haha i've no idea why i'm online now either. Realised only 1 Cedarian on my Msn checklist is online...omg. Aaah 8( I bet everyone's muggingxxx. I think i've no life.

This is for all Sec4s taking Mid years:
Happy Mugging :D Let's do our best for mye's and hope we get below 20, yes?

All the best, to one and all muggers out there. (If you're reading this, please get your butt off the comp and bury your nose in like your Chem tb)

It's going to be over, soon.

Melissa who is going to do SS now.

I am very very very very bored and beyond sianned and I don't even know why I am here when I should be burying my head in a textbook.

-

/I could go back to every laugh
but I don't wanna go there anymore
and I know all the steps up to your door
but I don't wanna go there anymore

/hold on, baby you're losing it
the water's high, you're jumping into it
and letting go, and no one knows
that you cry, but you don't tell anyone
that you might not be the golden one
and you're tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone

/vindicated, I am selfish I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
swear I knew it all along
and I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

/and I don't know
this could break my heart or save me
nothing's real, until you let go completely
so here I go, with all my thoughts I've been saving
so here I go, with all my fears weighing on me

three months and I'm still sober
picked all my weeds, but kept the flowers
but I know it's never really over

and I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
at the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me

/you have a way of coming easily to me
and when you take you take the very best of me
so I start a fight cause I need to feel something
and you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

you never did give a damn thing honey
but I cried, cried for you
and I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you

Past tense much?
Sometimes only songs can express everything.
Thinking of what could have been, might have been, but I don't suppose it would have turned out any different huh. You should appreciate people when they're there beside you, not when they've already left.

j.
exams, feelings? no. school, feelings, no? everything, feelings. no.





Here I am, emotionless. day by day, i lose what i am made of. day by day, everyone around me got to accept whats left of me. confession: i lost what i once had. fun, a word that is lost together with the winds howling tonight.

I almost lost all I had today. I was near to the brink of death. I would have lose all that i had. its tonight, my final fantasy appeared. they were like racing scenes flashing across all that i could see with my eyes. & i loved all of them; would it be suprising if i told you, they were all curved? makes me wonder too..

i bet you ppl dont know what the heck iam talking about.because those words are so deep and random, they are really words exsiting within me. sometimes, you dont get to show who you really are deep within. Iam sorry if i am quieter day by day, this are just effects of being 16.





I just finished doing the stupid survey which consisted of like 6 questions.
Layeng says CESC. -.-

Anyways! What I want to say is that for the record, YES I DID SHIT IN MY PANTS IN SEC 1. There, it's out in the open so people can stop coming up to me and saying:

Random person: Eh Jeanette! Did you seriously shit in your pants?!
Me: Yeah.
Random person: Wah lau! Still can admit until so happily somemore!
Me: Oh I sincerely apologise, I meant to say that I excreted pink flowery stuff.

So yes, I shat in my pants, and no, I didn't do it again. If I do I'll be sure to let you guys know. :D And therefore I officially win the unglam competition and Tammy no need to fight alr. wheeeeeee.

Bye, I have bio remedial now.
j.
I am so utterly ashamed and embarrassed.
jeanette lim, i swear u will get it from me. and i will get you back, NOW.

attention to all readers: i have a secret to share about jeanette. want to know? ( jeanette you gonna die now)


JEANETTE LIM YE HUI SHAT IN HER PANTS IN SEC




1. IN SCHOOL. DURING TRAINING.






as quoted from lim, 13 back then " i thought i was farting so i farted on happily



but who knows when i went into the toilet, got some brown brown thing on the




panty ok! wahhh..., damn bloody smeelyyy lor! ''









and to jason, if you are reading this, you just got to know your cursh a little bit more! i hope you are glad to know more about her! if you are, you can always add me on carolineliu92@hotmail.com for more pictures of her. i can send them to you!! dont be shy, just add k!

love me jeanette :D

Where is your blog lehhhhh! ):<

The sister & I, kekex I know I cuter luh. :D

Sorry Charlotte, I abit cannot resist. HAHAHA.

Omg this picture's too small, tsk.

HA! I know how to upload video alr! :D

JEANETTE.

edited/ eee, okay the video thing got problem. Blog post successful, my foot. ahhh, but at least can see can alr :D

I'm lazy to talk yet again tonight.

Today was a rather cute day. Or rather a period day. Haha, almost half the class' having menses (haha is this like information overload).

During Amath lesson,
Me : Mrs Chia, 我可不可以去换 pad?
Then Dionne : Mrs Chia I also!
Then Charlotte : I also, you having is it? I go with you! Then another side of the class chatter chatter so many ppl have ah!. "Who having menses today raise hands", and like almost half of us. Haha, like seriously damn lot of people at the same time.

Then Dionne started waving pads like mad in the air, it was damn funny. And she gave me one for 'birthday present'. (show yall ltr haha) :) And she tried to offer Mrs Chia hahaha, Mrs Chia chock. "Dionne, go jc cannot like that in front of boys ah!" Before assembly we like mass visit to toilet then that dionne was holding her pad and a roll of paper for everyone to see while walking around, and Mrs Chia like sneaked up to her and asked her not to hold until like that, male teacher see how! :>


I'm rather happy today, so i need to note down this not so latest news.

Yesterday! During last double fnn period mrs woo gathered the whole class, even the art people and it sounded so scary i thought we were in big trouble and she was gna yell at us or sth. Then all of us reached the library she asked us to go out to the table/bench area and there was this HUGE box of cake. And the cake wrote like Happy Birthday Jan-April babies.. (i dont know, i forgot :( anyhow say one) and like got cute picture of cheerleader and girl running in BLUE. Ahhhhhh, it was damn abrupt but sooooo sweet. Like omg super duper sweeeeeeeeet. Lurbe lurbe Mrs Woo to bits. The cake cho big and cho fiat cho thick cho miany cream, each person's slice cho big! But yummy! :D And then my urge to cry came to visit me, I dont want to cry at sth small! And like chock, annette say 1, 2, 3 Thiangew Mrs Woo, Mrs Woo, YOU CHOCK.

( :D + <3 ) x 1000000000000000 = 4P

Latest Goal: JF.
Jedi, tmr how to dont eat?! Hungry howw.......
Jf plan sure will not succeed haha.

Let's all stare at people's ............. (Haha damn fun)

Eh i think what i type abit hard to understand.

MEET MY NEWEST FRIEND, TWIGGY-NAYA. IT IS SO CUTE AND SOFT AND FIAT YOU KNOW. I LOVE IT. IT IS SO SOFT YOU HUG ONLY CAN FALL ASLEEP IMMEDIATELY. THAT'S WHY I AM QUITE ANGRY WITH IT COS I STUDIED WHILE HUGGING IT AND I FELL ASLEEP DAMN SOON FOR A FEW TIMES. BUT, IT IS STILL SO CHOCK.
I LURBELURBE.
(thiangew teammates!)

Ohman i'm on the phone with caroline, and i really miss jiaolian alot.... I hope he not cho siad.
He chock.
I miss... everything.

,merilyn
I am currently quite annoyed.
Don't you get it? Seriously.
Stop haunting people alr.

/Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know, you knew.

You had a way of coming easily to me
And when you took you took the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted./

You are an annoying prick and today I felt really angry for the first time in a very very,very long time.
Edited/


At this time yesterday...


-

I'll pack my bags and leave, if that's what you want, I'll do.

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

-


If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me

-

................... Tell me, what's going on in your mind?

This can't go on, I feel like I'm losing my sanity every passing second. The worse thing is that it seems like you're going on fine..am i being thinking too much? Maybe this is what I deserve. Spending the whole day not doing anything, waiting for a response that i didn't ask for...am i being foolish? You sound happy.. Ya, with that, why should you let me hinder your excitement? And do you expect me to study for my exams pretending that everything's going well..? I'm sorry, I can't. Oh wait. You said if i want to study or not, it's up to me.


Current status: No productive work done in past 2 days.
Messed up.
I don't feel like talking.

I can't take the wait. I'm going to switch my phone off now.
Now I know how it feels like to be ignored and very much neglected.
A wonderful feeling, indeed.

M.
smtimes whn i lk up in e stars at night, i tend t ask myself abt wat ive done f th day. in fact, i do tt everyday. i guess ppl might nt knw tt im som1 lyk tt. cos no one actualy see e other side of me, (mayb except u ). whn i make a mistake, i knw, tho i might nt show tt ive regretted it.

its tday tt i've came t knw, somthings arent wat they always r. its tday ive came t knw tt simple things we do in life evryday counts. its tday tt ive realised, life is rly fair.

its tday tt i've came t knw, life is real.


similies- comparisns.

haha, iam too busy to think too deep into this. time? i nd more. (tho dey seem t come agn even tho i had enuf of it)

if u'd ask me wat exctly is e other part of me lyk. i guess only 1 person in e world has seen it. n i will only limit her to seeing tt.

tho uve jus seen wat i wont ever type in a public blog. :/
Today i learnt how inappropriate usage of words can kill.
I shall kick my own ass for that, Sorry.

,merilyn
Wellwell, i'm alone at home and i'm welly welly bored!

No more sports day alreadyyyyyy!
The ending of Sports Day didnt just give the cheerleaders a moment of realisation that everything's over.. Kw, jedi and chan were being ultimately emo yesterday evening when we saw them, it's saddening how nothing can really cheer them up, other than replaying the few months of cheer preparation again? Sigh, i hope you guys cheer up, though yall were saying in back in school and class,the lil lil memories will start to unfold. Well. i'm in no position to speak much bout that, but i guess all the memories are priceless to them. I guess i'm the millionth and 27th person to say this, but you guys were wonderful, the encore made my nose and eyes act up and i remember everyone around me saying that was damn sad. It was touching and it's amazing how people in the house who arent directly linked to cheer feel for yall. Many many thumbs-up sign for you all okay? :D

Also caught vball nat finals ytd, and messaged peishi when i was back to realise that yesterday gave us many other reasons to feel sad about many things as well. Many finals coming up, sports day ended. It was like only chinese new year celeb some time ago. Like many events are getting stroked off the school calendar, there's nothing much to look forward to anymore. Other than olevels. Which also means byebye cedar in dont know how long's time. Like this year almost everyth will be the last we'll get to experience already. And many things are considered, in a sense, wasted. Sigh ohwells.








Melissa Ngteng you all dont think we dont know what yall doing at the track ah! hahaha.
(they were really really farrr awayyyy)
You know the camera from my cousin is damn scary its 10megapixel i think i can go be PI. Could zoooooooooom in like mad and i took SOME pictures of someone for someone. Haha.
I'm sucha noob i forgot to reset the resolution of the camera and the files are sooooooo big whoohoo stupid me.
Man i think i havent taken photographs in ages i forgotten how to smile, i look really weird in some photos. I look disgusting in some they cant be shown :>

PEISHI: wo men mei you yi qi pai zhao! :(

I wanna watch Full House again when i can finally have the time in the world to myself.

Okiedokie byebye you.
,merilyn
hellooo.

sports day tiring but ok qte fun aftall bt ok la ive gt nt much t say. jus cheerleading damn unfair tts all. dint take much photos kinda sad..too lazy t upload all. here r some...








Sports day ended so fastttt, and now I have nothing to look forward to. Except like, 5th May and 9th May (:D, hahaha.) and beyond.

Ran 4x1, 4x4, I likeee. :D Kind of died after 4x4 though, and now my leg's aching. Cheered my butt off, I can feel a sore throat coming on. Was running around like a mad chicken doing don't know what cause I can't seem to recall anything now. Ups and downs, medley relay (omg I'm sorry if I caused the disqualification, y'll were really fast and ran very very very very very very very well), cheerleading. Omg, cheerleading.

Cheerleaders: Y'll rocked, seriously. There's nothing more I can say, because you guys did us, the entire Bougai house, proud. No more apologies tkw, you guys were the best. Thanks for making my last sports day in cedar so memorable, thanks for putting your all into this, thanks for everything. :D I love your encore, it made me really feel like I belonged to Bougai.

Sports day is supposed to be camwhore day, but my eyes were red and puffy and (quote) bloodshot (unquote) from crying so I am quite surprised the few pictures taken actually came out quite nice. But, my sister's kidnapped my phone, and caroline has nicer pictures anyways heee.

Okay, my eyes are tired, I'm so glad it's the weekend, byee.
-nettteeeeeee.
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of grey
And I stood there lovin' you and washed them all away
And you came away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

I want this song nownownow, it is so much nicer than Drowning pleasee. :D

-

Tomorrow's sports dayyyy. Excited, but not excited. But I think I'll end up damn high anyways. wheeee, :D which means I should really be sleeping now.

To Jason: Uhhhhhh, no? 1. My midyears are coming zomgg. 2. I. don't. know. you. Thereforeeeeeeeeee, I don't think that would be a good idea. :D

My ipod needs a bigger memory.
What's a table for anyways?
I want to cut my hair.
I want to go crazy tomorrow.
Oh! Tuesday was a nice day, hahahaha. :D
For all my talk, I don't know what I'd really do if I saw you now.

jeanetteee.
Caroline, go here to learn the yohhhhhhhh~ korean song hahahaha! The pronunciation can perfect and not like you anyhow cook up lyrics
Lol damn noob style.

http://kreah-craze.com/tangshinun-nanun-baboimnida/

Teehee.
,merilyn
AHH. Am supposed to study chemmmmm now, i know i shouldnt be wasting time here, but certain stuffs have to be said! Have been wanting to blog stuffs each day but always lose th mood when i get home.
The longest survey you'll ever fill
out!! Do the world a favor: Do
this because the person who filled it
out before you didn't sit here for
ages for nothing. Answer all the
questions honestly, no lying to avoid
stuff.

Starting time: 2230pm


Name: caroleo

Sister/s: nope.
Brother/s: 2
Shoe size: 6-11 ( my feet really elastic)
Height: a proud 171
What are you wearing right now?
- t shirt shorts

Where do you live?
- in the north

Favorite Number: 15
Favorite Drinks: hong kongs milk tea
Favorite Months: march, july
Favorite Breakfast: grand Hyatt


***********Have You Ever***********

Been in a hot tub: yah
Swam in the ocean: duh
Fallen asleep in school: lame qns

Fell off your chair: p1 i rock my chair
Sat by the phone all night waiting for
someone to call: yahhhh
Saved e-mails: duh
Been cheated on: nope

***********What is************

Whats right beside you?
- yingyongwen

What is the last thing you ate?
- chicken

---------------------Ever Had----------

Chicken pox: Nope.
Sore throat: Yup. wah damn lame leh
Stitches: 4 stiches on e chin
Broken nose: siao

----------Do You------------------

Believe in love at first sight?
- yesssss

Like picnics?
- LOVE

-------Who--------------------

Who last made you smile?
- leo ku

Who did you last yell at?
- hsin yi : WATANIIII

----------Final Questions-------------

What are you listening to right now?
- 愛得太遲 (featuring 周慧敏)

What did you do today?
- go sch eat ice kachang sleep study

Hate someone in your family?
- sometimes

Good singer?
- ask hsin yi HAHA

Diamond or pearl?
-diamond duh.

Are you the oldest?
- No .......... eh iam kinda pissed off w this now

Indoors or outdoors?
- Outdoors.

------------Today did you--------------

Talk to someone you love?
- Yaaaaa

Kiss anyone?
- i havent kissed anyone in my life before

Get sick?
- no

Talked to an ex:
- noooo

Eat Dinner:
- yahhhh

-------Last person who-----------------

You talked to on the phone?
- ahniu

------------Random-----------------

Have a crush on someone?
- leo ku

What books are you reading right
now?
- ying yong wen guiding book

Do u sleep with stuffed animals?
- one only. lionel

What's under your bed?
- i got no under the bed.

Favorite locations:
- under the decks

Danced a slow dance with someone
you didn't even like?
- dance? you mean SOULJA BOY


Who do you really hate?
- many...

You lonely right now?
- quite.

What time is it now?
- 10.38 wasted 8 mins of my life wth

time to complete: idk


life sucks



(Delayed photos from Giselle In The Park-Fort Canning 29/3) Muax luv them.


The terrapin I gave Mag for her birthday died :'(
F.M led a short life, I hope she goes to heaven

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I'm sad (though i'm not a big fan of terrapins/fish/turtles etc.)

Bbye babies, time to do Biooooooooo ws
PS: There's school tomorrow
:) :/ :( 8( :'( >:@ pffffft.


-Mel
You never did give a damn thing, honey.
So don't act like you did.
Hello, it's been a while since i've blogged. Life has been boringggg these days, somehow the weeks seem to pass more quickly this month. Like, last Saturday it was Giselle In The Park and now it's another boring Saturday afternoon.

Yesterday was one of the best days in the week, i luv after school Fridays :D Hui xin needed to get some materials for Sports Day so we went to watch the Netballers match before shopping for stuff. The netballers played so well against their opponents, I'm so happy that they won!

Let's see, i've 4 timed assignments next week followed by my midyears 2 weeks after. The fact that Midyears are coming makes me feel all queasy in the stomach because i can't help but feel guilty, scared, clueless, stressed and unprepared.. I feel even worse when i think about those who probably finished half/or more of their revision when i'm like not even near there. Especially when good friends are being ultra competitive in the academic area, it freaks me out. I'm annoyed with myself for not making an effort to study sometimes, but it takes alot of perseverance to really sit down and absorb.

I feel abit down now, i think the reason lies with the sudden change in weather The thought of the S word is just so draining.

I think the most interesting thing in my life now is the fact that i've a big mosquito bite on my face :'(

I've got to go do my homework now,
Mel
I highly think i'm pms-ing, am very annoyed to talk to anyone, like opening my mouth to utter a few words would kill me. Dont feel like talking tonight. Am very annoyed cos i cant freaking find the damned ez-link card, which means i'll have trouble getting around with annoying bus drivers. Just come back to me, wont you? :(

Havent been able to touch cw for the past few days, dont know what'd gotten into me, i'm sucha pig and i kinda hate it. All i know how to do is sleeeeeeeeeeep, cant take it, damn waste time. Someone teach me how to battle with this evil thing, cos once i zonk out, i touch Nothing. Howhowhow. And the thing is i zonk out early almost everyday.
I love/hate to sleep. I know i'm a pig.


I'm kinda screwed, i've to like revise for the 3 chapters for amath test which i guess i wont do well for, plus the tys and workbook work which i dont think i can complete, chinese which i havent touched and dont intend to, bio for which i have to freaking read the textbook before i can get the clear picture to complete the assignment. And coursework.
I'm so stuck at recipes, i think my R rocked but D couldnt get any worse, and tell me how do i cont to Decision making?
I'll NOT sleep till i've done what i deem a reasonable amount. Urrgh.
Tell me where does revision come in? Hurray.
Pro muggers around please do share some tips with this noob here who has horrible time management. It'll be much appreciated, thank you.

Life sucks?
Life sucks.
(yea it kinda does,)

I am so pms-ing.

,merilyn