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I wish you would stop being so nice to me, because if you get too close eventually i'll just push you away. Not worth it, really. Let's not jeopardize what we have now...

And not let our close to 8 years of friendship go down the drain

Mel
:) Yess finally got my hands on the computer hehe

Brother was using it for awhile just now. It's about 12 20 am now and i'm feeling really bored so i decided to blog. Quite sad, our blog's a bit dead now :( How?

Life has been beyond slack now. It's so slack that i'm getting a bit bored. I swear i haven't touched my books since Monday and i really don't know when i intend to. but currently feeling a teeeeensy bit guilty. Ah well it's okay, i'm just hoping and deluding myself that i'm not the only slacker around hehe. Anyway prelim period has made my room damn messy, it is still in a mess. And i've yet to pack it :( Sigh okay. Tomorrow will be productive because.....I finally have tuition after like 5 weeks, i think. At least i know i won't be wasting my day away, like today.

Okay so today's Teacher's Day, haha i didn't go to school because i overslept and only woke up at 1pm :) I feel a bit sad because it's my last year in cedar already and stuff but anyway... I hope the performance was okay though. Met Merilyn, Nette, Zhen na & Hsinyi at j8 for lunch and it was greaaaaaaaat. Left with me and Mer after that so we spent our time talking about all sorts of random things....(feeling sorry for ourselves!) Basically it was kinda fun spending the whole time simply people-watching/talking/being stupid >:D Merilyn told me something that made me ponder......and i don't know whether it was fated but Ng teng sent me a message of revelation whereby i kind if got the shock of my life. Ok, the news kinda bursted my perfect little bubble up there. But that's life, just let it go right? Anyway, to think of it now, i'm really glad that Ng teng told me this and found it out. If not things are probably gonna suck big time. A littttttttle bit sad though, but Merilyn says it's ok. I'll be okay, really. :) I am very strong.

On a side note, I think i'm behaving very much like a pig now. Like waking up at 12-1pm everyday, eating McSpicy++++ :'( Plus it doesn't help that my grandma thinks that i'm like friggin obese, really. I love Mcspicy, luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv. To other McSpicy fans out there, do you remember the first version?? There used to be 2 chicken thigh patties, tender, juicy, meaty and succulent. Plus they kind of stick out from the bread because it's so thick! Now only got 1 :'(

And i caught 4bia yesterday with my neighbour! Haha it's quite good! Very very special as well. Though my birthday passed monthsss ago, it was my FIRST nc16 movie. Plus it was the FIRST horror movie i've caught in a cinema (Ok Lady in the water doesn't count. Bloody hell, waste of time) Anyway! To those who didn't know, 4bia comprises of four different stories of four different lives, directed by four directors. It's kind of scary, in my opinion, but like there are parts that are funny too so it's horror+comedy i think. Ha ha (especially the 2nd story omg damn gory plxxx!) Some parts it's abit blurry like you dont really get what's going on because everything's like very shaky and all. But anyways, highly encouraged to watch! Verdict? Pretty good Thai horror flick, you'll like it i'm sure :)

Okay i gotta go! Today's seriously very eventful, but i hope everyone cheers up ok? We will tide through the hard times together. Everything is gonna be fine!

-

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time


For now, no more e. No more. Over. Forever.
Cheer up, darlings :) Have faith.

Love,
Mel
Today's such a happening day, in a rather bad way. :/
One event after another, whywhywhy!
Sigh, friends, pls cheer up! :B

Let yall look at some stupid photos k. Look at how everyone has changed. :O

























Cute? Adorable? Childish? Lame? Ugly?
All us. :)


Please dont kill me, i beg you all.
,merilyn

I never thought I'd have such a strong reaction to something I've tried so hard to belittle. I feel very stupid now actually. That was totally unnecessary and it just showed how unstable I really am towards the whole issue. I think I scared alot of people with my sudden outburst, everybody who saw me went wth! I am so sorry hahaha I don't know what happened either. I didn't think a few words could get me so hysterical. I didn't think that I meant it when I said I'd just burst out crying if. I can't really describe what was going through my mind, except that there was this overwhelming sense of dread. Like, I've thought alot about what would happen if, what would my reaction be. Well I guess I got the answer today, but I don't particularly like it. Maybe this really shows what's inside, maybe I haven't really recovered, or forgotten. ): Damn, and I thought I was strong.

And I was thinking: why is it that the people I want to see are nowhere to be found, and the people I totally don't want to see keep on appearing in front of my face. In any other scenario it would've just gotten me whiney, but today it made my mood go in two extremes: splat or hysterical.

But it all turned out fine in the end. (: If you were planning anything, I'm glad it didn't succeed. I don't care how cowardly it sounds, from now on I'm running away whenever. I've concluded that avoidance is key to my sanity.

Met jh at the bus stop, omg she was going back to her primary school! Lame nooooooooooooooob :D teeheeee. And the bag looked well-worn, yah lah very happy you still wear it lah. But if you wear to uni, I'll laugh. :D But aiyah, I'm just glad you came back, because my mood was really bad before I saw you at the bus stop. Okay I know if you're reading this your head would be swelling now I shall stop.

Went to tpy for lunch, I know I'm very boring I eat the same thing everyday. Nice what! And I really need to get a new ezlink card, I hate counting out my coins before I go anyplace. Why do ezlink cards disappear? ): Or get stolen, okay I know you people don't believe me. ): hhahaha.

Okay I have tuition, bye bye.

J.





































my favourite gay guys.

tonaeegaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~
Omg Caroline and Merilyn the Maiden can seriously make roflmao. I've been listening to Lies by Big bang for 16times straight since i'm home. I think i really like Big bang. Ok which is quite weird because i don't really understand Korean but. I like :)

Life's a bit screwed up but i'll make do with it and try my best to take everything positively. I'm gonna convince myself that everything's gonna be okay, it really sux facing it every day i hope people would act their age and just stop harping on such a trivial thing especially when it's been already 2 weeks, give it up already yeah.

I'm damn tireddddddddd. Like what Caroline said, so tired till like "the soul is out of the body", i need to sleep. A break from all things hectic.

Tomorrow, will be the start of something new. Freedom. Get used to it.

Bye, feeling realllllllllllly exhausted. I'm glad i've plans to go out tomorrow if not i'll be so bored rotting at home facing the comp screen for hours. I wonder how long this period of slacking is gonna last.

Mel
Prelims over, I heave a sigh of relief. Not that I was already slacking during the weekend lah, but it's finally over. Even though at the back of my head there's a voice saying, celebrate what still got the big O. I wonder what I'll feel like at 9am on 13Nov.

Running tomorrow at the crazy hour of 8am I think I'll have to drag myself out of bed because I don't think I'm gonna sleep anytime soon, my hair is still wet.

How do people recount their days and post about it huh, I can't seem to do it leh. Like, write out step by step what they did and what who said and what happened. I write until go out for lunch then cannot take it alr.

I like Marie Digby, I think her voice is very pleasant. Second Chance by Faber Drive is my current favourite song I can't stop listening to it.

Study/running dates next week! :D love love love, super looking forward. Still got other locations to think of but nvm, later sure can come up with a few. If cannot then nvm, we just run all over Singapore lah hor. (:

Char's bday today! Hahaha sexy balloon, happy birthday Neh :D FINALLY, my birthday like damn long ago compared to yours.

HEEHEE TOMORROW NO SCHOOL. Actually the whole of this week no school, but gotta go back for Physics lesson on Wed you have no idea how much I wanted to punch someone when I heard the news like wth. Grrrrr.

And btw, I think you, you and you are damn ridiculous. Like, can I roll my eyes any further back into my head. No, apparently not, because they're rolling out of my head and onto the floor already.

Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again,

Netteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Merilyn's thinking:

-Say Hi to Baby Woo. :)
-I think i manage stress well to a certain extent, well for certain cases. I dont get how people can cry so often in everyday life due to overload of stress. (Not you, mel.) Esp studies, like stress or not, it'll still pass us by. Got study then it'll be fine, dont study die. It's just complain, part and parcel of everyth. I dk.
-I tend to think abt the most unexpected/ridiculous things. Like when queuing for roller coaster rides, i'd wonder how the tracks, carts and safety bars stuffs remain secured. I'd wonder what if it derails when i'm on it. Like, will the safety thing release and fly me off, what would i do.
Then at certain eateries, before i pop food into my mouth, i think about who was the person who previously used the spoon(esp if it still feels oily). And then i get myself grossed out hahaha.
-Solitary sounds like a lot of fun once in a while.
-I dont understand why topics always revolve around shortness/height. I'm just thinking, and i dont understand. Hahah i know i'm short i'm not pissed when i'm being brought into th topic. Just, what's wrong with being short actually? What defines being short as sth inferior to tallies. I'm quite fine with how i am now, and i cant rly like grow height like how you can lose weight, like you're just what you are. So like what's the point of all th talk abt shortness? Why does it invite ridicule? Dont tall people ever picture them like sores among the crowds when their heights stand out. Haha i hope by now you're not thinking like 'crap she's angry that i say her short before'. I'm perfectly perfectly fine and no harm intended towards tall people lol. You can tease me the next time you see me, i'm okay! :) I just think, and i cant comprehend, so yah.

&Sth weird just happened hahaha.
Lost my train of thoughts, shant blog anymore.

she is a chock thing.













roller coaster rides. they're exciting. we hop up because we anticipate the excitement. when we're moving up the track, we fear. we control our emotions, we do not let out a single cry.
but when we reach the peak, gravity doesnt hold on, and lets go.
we scream, we wave our hands in the air. some cry, others laugh.

what is it that we enjoy? when the gradient is gentle, we say its boring. when its steep, we cant take it. what is it that we want?
we enjoy the ride. but the ride has to end. and it will end before 3 minutes. yet to some, 3 minutes mean alot.

emotions are like roller coaster rides. when life gets too happy and beautiful, we say its boring. but when these emotions cause you to feel like you're near worthless, we feel, and we think that thats scary. at the same time, when we reach the platform. we tell ourselves, ' man, i did it, i sat through that! '

if life is without these ups and downs, i guess. life isnt life.

oh btw, i didnt study for fnn at all. lol. iam going in to fail tmr. and i deserve it.

Hahaa okay the previous post was because it looked like fun. And some of it not say very true, but for the most part I think it is luh.

Okay, prelims are officially over on Monday but I don't care I'm going out tomorrow :D But I think Chem on Monday will be quite tough cause the other two MCQs were difficult. I didn't even finish Physics, I anyhow shade the last 3qns C, B, A. 1hour abit short eh, but nvm it's over!

Kw, 7things is a nice song! I mean, the lyrics. Because Miley Cyrus, her face quite annoying leh. Her voice too, when she goes low she goes nasal. And I heard she got herself a personal trainer when she was 14, like huh?! AND, haha if anybody goes to watch her 7things video right, she's holding her necklace like the whole time. I think I heard somewhere that Nick Jonas gave her his diabetes necklace, so maybe that's it. Or, it could be that she just liked that necklace so much that she couldn't put it down.

Olympics ending, I very sad. ):

J.

You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
I don't know which side to buy
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
I just went to handwritingwizard.com for abit of fun.


Jeanette uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.