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Hello we are Jeanette Merilyn Melissa and Caroline from Cedar basketball.

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
10:26:00 PM -


You're on my heart just like a tattoo,



Bah. Just saw something that totally shocked me, I think my heart stopped for a while. Then someone told me that hey, it's actually none of my business and I shouldn't get so upset over it, so I'm just gonna ignore it and pretend nothing ever happened.

That doesn't mean that I don't still feel slightly cheated, but whatever. I'll get over it.




I have shit periods tomorrow, double Physics like zomggg. When will next week come? This week feels like forever.

I need a new pencil case. My current one is literally falling apart, I kind of detest the ugly sight of it now.



But! Today has been a good day for me. (: And tomorrow will be another good day, I'm sure. Hopefully. heh.

-nette.

Sunday, January 27, 2008
10:38:00 PM -

harloxz.

i will get over my b3 soon. kekex. dont worry la, i will find ways to help myself., thanks ppl for those who consoled me. rweally. :D
iam kinda bored.

anw. who say i dont dare to post ugly picture of myself. I DARE OK. let you see.

call me unglam ugly disgusting whatever. like i care. lol. leo ku still loves me. so what. lol...

verno says he dont like people without hair on their asses. he likes you. =p

Friday, January 25, 2008
11:34:00 PM -

Polly the Polaroid takes Perfect Pictures. (:

10:22:00 PM -

Yoohooo I've disappeared from this blog for a longgg time.

I un-intentionally missed school today, even though it was like half-day. Last night was really my limit, like I had zero energy left to drag my lazy body around. I fell asleep on the sofa and shifted to doze off on the floor on my way to the toilet to shower. Plus my stomach was giving me quite abit of problems. After showering, i thought i could do some work which was due today, but i ended up on the sofa agn. :( So I set my alarm to wake at like 4+ to finish up those work and before I realised, I got a call from cheryl asking if I was taking the car to school, then I saw my clock it was 7am and my work was like untouched. Dang. 

And I realised caroline and kw werent gg to sch as well. :/ It was unplanned k,
 I think everyone thought we ponned tgt.

So anyways, went out with nette, line, kw and jedi in the afternoon. Brainstormed for some ideas (which was very fruitful! :D) and went to nette's house for movieeee. Watched Premonition, which ended up in a good sucky way. Andand highlight of the day was taking a group photo with kw's polaroid (Polly, right? Haha). Plus extra highlight was that caroline wore joann's wig(yes, a long straight-haired wig at that) and looked very prettyyyyyyy hahahahaha. The image looks really good! Which got us all hooked onto polaroid and we agreed on sharing the cost of the film the next time to take agn soon. :D
Had lotsssssssss of fun laughing and playing and screaming at nette's house, enjoyed today alot. Plus Milo which kept us on our guards from being licked haha.

 :B

I'm so sad cos I look really ugly here, ppl let's take a nice one again soon okayyyyy? :)

Okay everyone must be thinking I'm an idiot for putting the picture sideways but I've have like totally no choice, cant rotate it! So happy tilting your heads okay HAHA. The main com like finally crashed, given it was in a horribly bad condition a long time ago. So I'm using my sis' laptop which is quite not nice to use. : ( And I'm so sorry for the lousy photo quality cos the rest look either even blur-rer or the shape's damn ugly. So guys, if yall have a nicer looking one, change mine if you want k!

(Which also equals to my half-done fnn coursework flying away. Please let the file be retrieved soon so I can hand it in on time on Mon. :[ )
-crosses fingers, I dont wna re-do.

Man there's a whole pile of work waiting to be done, I'm so dead. See everyone like dont-know how long later? 

Have fun, Byebyeeeeeeeeee! :D

,merilyn

Ohoh, kw realised she has over a 100 books when she cleared her room so she decided to lend them for free?
Go check out:
www.xanga.com/iloveto_read

 


Thursday, January 24, 2008
11:05:00 PM -

The Chinese O Level results came out today.
Bleah.
Operation Study-For-O's starts asap. Yippee.


Had a nice short little chat for a while at Toa Payoh after getting the results, cheered me up quite abit. (: I pasted my result slip on the wall next to my desk to remind me to not slack. (which is what I'm doing now actually, ha.)

Eh Nicole, I so totally agree: being a junior is much better than being a senior. HoHoHo.

Me typing in good English now yes? :D

I have Bio test tomorrow, don't like.


-

SohHuiYanxxxxxx: hey! hahaha. how to hit the old man more? he looked so grumpy... my cramps are okay alr. (but i ate ice-cream today, mwahaha.) anyways, you stay strong and jiayou too k? ((:

Annnnnnmarie: I KNOW! It's like such a waste, I was kinda looking forward to seeing him in Batman 2. Which by the way is a movie I must watch.

Just like 27 Dresses and P.S I Love You. I want to watch, someone date me please.


-NETTE.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
8:41:00 PM -

i cant believe heath ledger is really dead. i mean, like zomg.

j.

7:39:00 PM -

Let the world stop turnin'
Let the sun stop burnin'
Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you.


i am a happyhappy girl today. ((((:



-


i came up with this equation yesterday: (math + physics + chem + chinese + waking up at 6.05am + double periods + training + the sun + 82750293793729[homework])CRAMPS - panadol = not a good day. hurhur.



tammy & i met this really crazy old man with one heck of an attitude problem on the bus today. i mean, if you say teenagers have an attitude problem, wait till you see this guy. he's the perfect teenager then.

first, i wear my jacket. my sleeve brushes against his elbow. that's one.
i take out my ezlink card from bag, and my sleeve brushes his elbow/arm again. that's two.

two times. and guess what the old fogey does?

old fogey: (mutters incoherently) how many times do you want to hit me? so many times already, watch where your arm goes, blah blah blah...

me: sorry. (looks down)

old fogey: (brushes his elbow off as if i just splattered him with mud) so many times already, don't know how to look where you're going, mutter mutter...

tammy: -giggles. but shuts up when old fogey gives her the eye.

me: (thinks) i want to get off this bus NOW.


tsktsk.



bye peeps.
nettttttttttte.

Sunday, January 20, 2008
10:47:00 PM -

Hello!

Yay iam finally blogging! I enjoyed this silent weekend, alone at home and doing some other things and studying, i think this time is really damn precious compared to the damn hectic schooldays. though, i dont mind school days with. -coughs, chinese? :D well, haha i guess schools really damn tiring with all the tmd remedials almost EVERYDAY! hmwk like so many that day i spent 3 full hrs crying over hmwk. ( and prolly some other things as well, aiyah you all wont understand us ) Anw, Best of luck Bdiv 2008! everyone of you are my teammates, and i treasure all the trng time we had over the years. though i might not be playing this yr because of my back, but trust me. I will be playing for you all in my heart! Every single one of you, are my MVPs. and to joey again: i played for you last yr, its your turn to play for me this yr. Kick some ass, Cedar!

oh And i realise some ppl are getting real disgusting. so desperate, so unexpected. dont worry, its none of you all cedarians. :D so gross, go away man.

OH people! Iam in love with this cute cute guy! presenting to you, 洪卓立! (ken)



isnt he super adorable? He is a hk singer, under leo ku's company and he is so cute! he's only 20! now, iam in love with no ah jek this time! but halt. i still lurbe leo ku first ok! He sings damn well this ken. come on people, say it with me. his name is pronoucned like this in canto : HONG CHEUK LAAAAP! :D


ok i know, stop it. he is damn skinny yes. but he is 180! with the weight of 59kg:/ its good u know. caroline's motivation to jf! :D


CHOCK!



All my life
I waited for someone
And all this time
You were the one, so

If you want someone that is here to stay
Swearing she's forever true
I'll never walk away
I'll never give up on you
And if you want a love that will save the day
No matter what you're going through
I'll never walk away
I'll never walk out on you

oi, love you la. :D

Saturday, January 19, 2008
5:53:00 PM -

dear you,

hello there. i miss you bad. i miss us, and the way we used to be. i know you're busy, and i'm busy, and you got stuff just like i got mine. i know we'll always have each others' backs and see each other through tough times, but it feels like i haven't seen you in ages, and then when we do see each other i'm afraid we won't know what to say. i want to know how you feel about things; let me be there for you. i want to go back to when we could talk about basically anything. i miss the phone calls. i miss the connection. i miss everything. but most of all i just miss talking to you.
me.

2:22:00 PM -

Currently feeling very weird now. I'm alone at home, feeling like a emo gerxzx. My heart feels so unexplainably empty :( Journey back with Tammy was great, we talked alot and feel much better now. Thank you Tammy Wong, i want to see you smiling brightly again too! :D

-

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.
And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.

Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

-

:( :( :( I guess its better when you learn to let go of things that bother you, even though its easier said than done.
Alot of homework today, i've to get started soon.

Mel

Thursday, January 17, 2008
9:23:00 PM -

Okay I wanted to say this last night but I was so sleepy i zonked out on my bed after figuring out an A.Math question. Wanted to wish the Bdiv the best of luck, it's kinda late, but it's great that Cedar won anyway! :) Cont to jiayou for the next matches k! (though it's kinda like ages later)

  1. Vball match was exciting. I wna watch more. :B Cool.
  2. Everyone's starting to get really tired and kinda sick? Of school.
  3. I just wish i could get a few more hours of sleep each day. I wake up each day realising i'd switched off the phone alarm earlier and end up scrambling out of bed, which sucks.
  4. I sneeze every single day. Believe me, even if i'm sick, or not. And it's terrible now that i'm falling sick. :(
  5. I'm so used to studying at j8 almost everyday.
  6. Dont like you as much anymore.
  7. Dont know you anymore.
  8. I dont like teacher to complain to level head cos of sth stupid. (Haha)
  9. You so disgusting you know. (Everyone agrees)
  10. Rain makes me feel moody.
Nicole Tan, I've to tell you after these few years, you're really a problem attractor. You have never-ending problems happening to you one after one. Sometimes really very poor thing! Take care and see whatever you can do to make stuffs better!

Eh today my English very weird, dont feel like typing properly.

Tmr got fnn and chem remedial until 415. Wo bu yao. :(
Hua wen ke yao zuo ke tang zuo ye, wo ye bu yao.
Wo hen bu kai xin.

My brain's a lil screwed today, I want Saturday&Sunday to last forever.

Byebye.
,merilyn

9:00:00 PM -

I would not leave you, in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are. (:

I said I love you, and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I couldn't love you, any better
I love you just the way you are.
because promises aren't meant to be broken remember? (:



i want to sleeeeeeeep.


so, our first match was today. didn't play well, but ahh there's always next time. JIAYOU PEEPS WE CAN DO IT :D


i feel injury-laden. i have a scratch on my leg that i suspect my dog gave me, a cut on my lip, my eye hurts, my head's kinda aching, my nose hurts, and lastly my BUTT is cranking up on me. hurhurhur. i sound like i just came through war.


i know this post is random. but i'd rather spout nonsense here than do banyueji. banyueji is quite possibly the crappiest, siannest thing on earth.



-Nettttte.

6:32:00 PM -

Cedar Vs Guangyang
49-21
This is completely random, but I like Britney (:
After match today, we had lunch and went to support Cedar vballers and they won too! It's my first time watching a vball match so it's quite an eye opener. I have quite alot of things to do today.

Amaths Ex 13.2, Geography Powerpoint presentation, Bio Mock Spa to revise for... And i need to copy the examples of my trigo notes plus complete a Bio ws given out today. I think I lead an absolutely boring and mundane life, the work is endless. Haha i haven't bathe yet!

With so much to do, I don't think i'll be turning in early tonight. Busyyyyy!


Now you're in sajc, I feel like things are different, in a bad way. I miss the old, crazy times. You are busy with your trainings and so am i :(

I really miss you lwtm.

Mel the Samurai :'(

Monday, January 14, 2008
9:33:00 PM -

Gosh, today's so exhausting. I'm like a blob of jelly stuck to the seat, too tired to move at all. :(
Everyone ended up so sianzxzzxzxz and tired, and I need to get more sleep cos I'm such a pig.

I'm lazy to move to my dinner. Help!

Had fun laughing like mad at stupid things at j8 mos with the rest, Damn retarded, hope we can see the 3 of them again soon! Funnnnnnn. :B

Tired!

Ohkay, I'm so tired my brain is dying on me, seeya peeps in dont-know-how-many-hours time at boringgggg school.
[ I dont wna wear my evening gown length skirt. : ( ]
I'm exagerrating.

Buhbyeeeeee
,merilyn

Oh and to handsome anon! I think you're really funny, I cant even see my own face in that picture clearly and you call that a beautiful maiden. Hahahahahahaha, you must be kidding. Fyi, that picture was taken 2 years back, lol.
:> (so spas, this face)
And i'm suspecting the whole series of tags' done by a single person? Hahahaha, BARBIE TAN PEK LEONG.

Sometimes I wonder if I really know who you are..

Friday, January 11, 2008
10:50:00 PM -

quote of the day:
He who eats too many prunes, sits on toilet many moons.


finally, it's friday. that's one thing to be happy about. :D
i'm out of things to post.
-.-
someone spice up my everyday please?
hmmm.. i need to throw some stuff away.
i've lost the ability (and time) to read things other than my textbooks & notes. which is very sad.
this post is abit the random.
i lost my temper today. ):


PEOPLE OF THE WORLD. check out the future prom queen 2008, third from the right! :D nothing is impossible, i'm sure that can be done. heeeeee.

Nette.


9:33:00 PM -

Havent been blogging much and I realised that's because there isnt actually much to write about.
: /

Coming online's getting boringggggggg. School's like lessons lessons studyyyyyyyy, nothing interesting at all. I can feel the transformation to a GK. Make my life a wee bit exciting pls.

Am I feeling :) ?
Maybe not.

And now I'm reminded of coursework, havent even chosen the questionnn. Dieeeee. Howwwwwww. :(
Dont like.

Btw, I like our teachers this year alot. :B

I think I read a lot into simple things, sometimes I think I think too much.


My bro and sis think i look like JJ here. (Not my cap!) Lawl.

Okay, random post I know.
Bye.

seeya pigs
,merilyn

Thursday, January 10, 2008
8:41:00 PM -


there you go tammy, something interesting! or.. do you prefer your IC PHOTO?


hello everyone! finally a free-er day to like update the blog. haha so, school is muggerish. $P has evloved from a siao class to like, gk class?! and the queues in the canteen are so long i have to bring lunchbox everyday! damn!

What happened today, well. Took the results of amaths diagnostic, oklaaaaa. then everyone go gk home, left me along with me and my hungry stomache. so stayed in canteen, then yusin came over and talked. walked out from school with homsome, gosh i damn love her! Aijia! dont cryy, i dont see u everyday but i still your chairmeh! :D cheers babe.

I hope they grow brains for sec1s in cedar.

we were talking abt how bimbotic melissa is! lol! mel, you're ultimate. when can jiellies reunite? ): has been long time, yo.

shut the hell up chung cheng branch. making so much noise, damn oac. had the worst dinner or my life today, PORRIDGE AND TOMATOES. fcuk it. Bdiv Jiayou, must Jiayou, its time for cedar to TKS! -toally kick ass!

You look like youve got something to say.
you ask me if i love you but..
veronica chan i damnnnnnnnnn miss you and i will not allow you to fly away from me! you're so tied :D
I remind myself not to go crazy over anyone now because i still keep you in mind.
you're the only one i will constantly go crazzy about, for life.
damn.

bimbo smiles for all! :D

Wednesday, January 9, 2008
9:44:00 PM -

the words you used to say, the ones that took my breath away.



- The reason why posts are boring is because NOTHING EXCITING IS HAPPENING.
- Stupid physics diagnostic test.
- Can something interesting and out of the ordinary happen tomorrow? Pretty please with a cherry on top.
- 12NOVEMBER2008.
- I'm falling in love with love songs. Like, the really old love songs. Classics.
- I have Tammy-syndrome. :D

MrsG.

8:34:00 PM -

L is for the way you look at me,
O is for the only one I see,
V is very, very extraordinary,
E is even more than anyone that you adore.
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart
And please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

I heard this song today randomly, and i find it really nice. Our blog is boring? :( I think it's simply because our lives are boring. I think i've become quite mood-less these few days. I hate school, it's the last place i wanna be. Bye

Luv,
Mel

Sunday, January 6, 2008
12:13:00 AM -

HAHA cant take it, i really look so chock i wna pinch the myself! (thick-skinned :D)
Found this pic in aunty's house at aust. :B

Okay overdue homework time for now! :(

,merilyn

Saturday, January 5, 2008
11:32:00 PM -

i wouldn't change a thing about it
this is the best feeling

this innocence is brilliant
i hope that it will stay
this moment is perfect
please don't go away
i need you now
and i'll hold on to it
don't you let it pass you by

it's a state of bliss you think you're dreaming
it's the happiness inside that you're feeling
it's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.



-nette.

4:43:00 PM -

when all the world is swept away,



To you: have some respect. You seriously need someone to talk real long and hard to you, and for your own sake I hope you listen.

And you, I don't particularly like you. But it's not as if anything can be done about that, so I shall try not to show it. I'm sure you have a nice funny oh-so-charming side (blah), but I don't think I'd miss you when I leave.



So, the first week of school has come and gone. And already I feel like I just wanna sleep the class away. The minute the teacher leaves the class my head goes bonk! onto the desk, and for a few precious minutes I get to snooze. Okay, I probably sound like I just came back from a long trip or something. But, you gotta admit: the perfect sleeping pill is the first period of every school day.

But, school's gotten alot more bearable these past few days. (: Goshh, you are so darn sweeet! <3

I've been having on-off headaches since Wednesday, Melissa has food poisoning, and Caroline (thinks she) has the Avian flu. I wonder what's going on. And since Mer ate Caroline's noodles today, something will probably happen to her too. =/

Okay. Off to be a nerd, the urge to do some work has returned to haunt me.

-mrsG.

Friday, January 4, 2008
10:51:00 PM -

Hello people iam the only one not blogging i think i should so, here i am. school kinda, suck and its such an accomplishment to complete a sch day. anw, whatever it is,my favourite line is. Iam a sec 4. eg, Iam going home after sch. Why? Iam a sec 4. I must eat lunch at home. why? Iam a sec 4. sigh. 173 more days to Os. JIayou!!! Lost the interest to blog now. SIan!

Eh how i really damn afriad if i am ______. At the rate iam going now, i dont know if i might be _____ one day. HOW! )):


I love coffee,
i love tea.
I love ____,
She loves me?


I love my notebook!


Am i wanted?



this is so cute.



Thursday, January 3, 2008
7:35:00 PM -


Faith Cheah, i know you'll be reading this. You look really upset these few days and not as mad as before, but i hope this silly photo cheers you up! Smile (:


Today's quite a bad day for me. My tummyache hurts realllllllllll badly i don't know how to explain D: Ng teng was asking me to persever through the end of the day. She suggested the reason for the pain was because the worms were eating my tummy. Ouch. Called mummy after tuition today, and she told me it was because i consumed the overnight chicken wings that was left on the dining table the other day. D: Geeeez there are so many problems with me. I think i'll like die early or something.



School is Gloomy. I feel naturally upset & unhappy when i step into the new site. Well, i guess it's not that bad in a sense, but my mood is dampened all the same. Anyway, it's my last year here so i'll make do with it. Who knows, maybe i'll get to like it as time goes by..?



Anyway! I like tuition because after it, i feel smarter. Had lunch with Niu zi at Subway before going off to tuition, caught up quite abit and talked alot! It's been a long time. Oh and it seems like mosquitoes like us, alot.


Mel





Wednesday, January 2, 2008
9:35:00 PM -

I shall try to type in proper English today, which means capitals where there should be and stuff. (: I hope I don't give up halfway because pressing the 'Shift' key is annoying.

Anyway! I might sound like a big, fat, spoilt brat here, but the new campus is really not appealing at all. The toilet can't flush properly, the classrooms are so dusty my eyes can't open and I sneeze alot, and I got lost on the way to the canteen for recess. -.- So basically, it's just not school yet. There's still a long way to go before the holding site really feels like school.

I can't really say I'm excited about the new teachers I have, almost all my teachers have remained. How boring is that.

school feels empty without you. ):
-Mrs. G

8:06:00 PM -

Okay this is gonna be a real short post.

Came back on 31st night, lazed around and caught up on sleep for the whole of new year's day, when I was actually supposed to AT LEAST do a lil lil bit of homework which is in a horrible almost-not-touched state. Sadly, I wasted the whole holidays playing and wasting my time and much less talk abt trying to do work in Australia.

So I unpreparedly went to school (which sucked terribly, in my opinion) with so much work undone (: / I know). At least the day went past quick.

I detest the new holding site. It's so hot. It's so gloomy. It's not in the least bit vibrant. It's so messy. It takes a year to queue for food in the canteen. I dont like it at all. The thought of school now REALLY makes me wna pon school more than I had ever felt. Gosh, dont like.

But, it seems the school's going full force to salvage our class, we've gotten teachers that simply allow us no room to play like how we did during lessons. I'm glad it's like that anyway. :D And I do already feel the stress on Day 1.

YAY. : /

Okay I wna shift my ass away I'm gonna have a sleepless night trying to finish homework that have to be handed in tmr. Hope to post some Australia photos soon. :)

Byebyeeeeeee
,merilyn


Tuesday, January 1, 2008
8:59:00 PM -

cause you might be the type of girl who makes me dream when i'm awake.



fireworks are really pretty. (:

i am feeling nyeh. why must school start? the thought of it just makes me sick. i am not looking forward to it. i want 2007 to repeat again. i want everything to remain, i don't want things to change, i sure as hell don't want to be sec4.

okay. enough nyehh-ing around. let's look back at 2007 shall we?
well, i think i've grown up alot this past year. i know myself better, i've calmed down quite a bit, i don't feel as crazy and heck-care as i was last time. like, responsibilities and reality and basically life finally caught up with me, and i realised that i can't really play anymore. (oh but next year after my o's i am gonna go crazy.) but i think everybody will agree when i say that i've become abit more... serious during this year. dang.

but that's not to say '07 hasn't been fun, oh it has been a lot of fun. thank you everybody who's been here with me, and who will be here through '08 too. i never thought i'd be so sad to see '07 go, but at the same time i won't deny it's been a good experience, that i've had alot of good times & made alot of new friends. good memories, good times, good people.

this year will have its ups and downs too, i can't say now whether i'm looking forward to all the headaches or laughter or tears or whatever '08 will bring. but i bet i'll look back on dec31 and wonder how the heck did the year pass so fast.

i think i'll miss alot of people this year. esp you, omg i really hope we get to meet up & catch up whenever we can okay. drifting would suck alotalot.

i don't want to pack my bag.
and there's gonna be the new campus! ohman. change, i'm beginning to really not like you. and! i've been studying for like, 9 years alr, and i still don't know what to pack for the first day of school. and! i don't know how to get home from the new campus. does this spell loser or what?

-mrsG.

8:35:00 PM -

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?

Mel