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Hello we are Jeanette Merilyn Melissa and Caroline from Cedar basketball.

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Thursday, February 28, 2008
8:57:00 PM -

Why don't we all just drown in homework.


Today is the father's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! okay, he's not home yet, and I couldn't get his present for him because the damn stall disappeared into thin air. I went all the way to Raffles Place and then to Raffles Exchange while only getting lost ONCE (or twice), only to walk around the entire place like 5 times before realising the stupid stall I was looking for had vanished completely.

Stupiak.

Anyways, it's Isadora's bday tooooo! :D Happy Birthday, it's sweet seventeen to you. hahahaha. I'm so proud of myself, I didn't get lost finding the shop. lol.

And these are the reasons why I was gallivanting all over town today instead of doing homework. heh.


Crispy Liu Jia Cui: admit it, we rock and we are too good for you luh. Let's have another Competition Of The Nicks so that I can laugh my face off in front of the computer again. But then again, we'd win. (:
As you can see, I delight in irritating others. :D

okay bye world I haven't bathed and the clock is going faster than the rate at which my homework is being completed I really wanna go on strike alr who wants to join me.



well i never saw it coming, i should've started running a long long time ago
and i never thought i'd doubt you, i'm better off without you
more than you, more than you know
i'm slowly getting closure, i guess it's really over
i'm finally getting better
and now i'm picking up the pieces, i'm spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
cause the day i thought i'd never get through,
i got over you.


JEA.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008
10:32:00 PM -

Oh yesss! To those out there who looked at our Outrageous photos and think that we are posers/act cool/act emox/gross/disgusting, please note that we did it out of fun and it was a themed party ! (:

(And I look terrible acting as a bung so that will be the first & last time)

Mel

10:16:00 PM -

OHMYGAWWWWWWWWWD.

the homework is crazy I can just go and whack my head against the wall now the pile of work is like a mountain how on earth am I supposed to go climb it in like 4 days is the school crazy I wanna go on strike this is maddddd. )))):

I am annoyed, troubled, depressed, irritated, agitated.

Commontown = common hell.

-

okay, on to happier stuff.

wheeee, went to watch the netball matches! :D hahaha so fun.
Samsam I'm sure you'll have alot of other matches to playy, so don't worry! :D yay, must jiayou! hahahaha. and thanks for teaching me netball today, or else I'd have been quiteeee lost. ((:
oooh our netballers are cooool, I think they can jump my height. HAHAHA.

-

I think I've already made my decision. and I'm quite sure it's the right one.


jeaaaaaaaa.

9:55:00 PM -

Happy Birthday Lee Wan Ting Magdalene (:

Thanks for your support and being there for me all the time, since knowing you for these 2 years.
Stay Happy :D
Today's celebration is a simple but nevertheless, a lovely one.

Lots of Luvv,
Mel

8:56:00 PM -

Hello everyone.

i dont know to be happy or sad today. so many mixed feelings yo. thats why i feel like blogging. so many things thats going inside me that i cant tell anyone at all. because they cant be described. they only can be felt,. and not put in words. so, argh i dont know.

Netball match was coolio their passes damn shuai please. Had a great time stupidfying with mag mel. happy birthday mag! u got song for you!

happy birthday to you,
you look like a seal,
you swim in a pool
and the zookeepers love you!

yeah, sickening i am ! Anw, netball ( -squeals! ) was cool. maybe thats cause my supercute was there! shhh! and shit, i think i seriously seriously like you alot i think iam going crazy. i cant stop it though i tried. really! :/ and! jeanette and samantha hahahhaha so scandalous i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee staring at sam with those eyes i think its so fun! she looks real frightened of me.

cousrwork really alot i feel like dying and frying on the spot now omg. xzxz. and tuition hmwk pls i can jolly well go to hell.

I just hope everything would be like the past
i hope you keep your promises
i hope you balance me out
i hope you will never be stolen away
i hope you;ll never make me upset
i hope you are missing me like how i am now
one message, one message: i miss you
i know you read our blog dont try to hide! anw, i will cook brealfasts for you if you really like it. i will go to your matches if you really like it. i will play basketball with you if you really like it. i will write you stupid letters if you really like it. i will support you on the way to camp if you really like it. but i wont stop liking you even if you really like it. which, i dont think you will like it if i stop liking you you ego crap! basically, iam having a open confession here hahahahaa you know it, right!

okay enoough time for some photo uploading. long time since it has been. warning: emo photos are taken on party day. IAM NOT EMO. AND I TOTALLY DONT DRESS UP LIKE THIS IN REAL LIFE. ok. normally.




yo jo ann baby


my fellow emo friend


bung liu


shes my BOL-er


and we slept tgt too! what a cool morning shot yo. our puffed up eyes and unkemt hair. and my silky pjs.


'' suicdie notes and butterful kisses''


asshole ng teng


:D


china waitress give me smooch


we are emo.


I whack you till you become flat pig.


i know you love my face. seriously


and my barricades


and my geeky stare

and stupid jedi! :D

iam heels over head!
-caroline








Monday, February 25, 2008
10:53:00 PM -

This post is mainly to help Jo-ann publicise the zilian photos that she took in my phone while at the party. Lol, arent you touched Jo-ann? : ) Anyways, I miss Saturday alot, here was so much fun! But it was tiring not being able to smile for photos you know. :( Nette, hope we can like view the video your mum took, i'll be so happy! : D Love all of you.

(Shit i left my 3r prize chocolates for th contest at nette's house!) :/
People , share photos alright, i wna grab! :)





Line of the day : Life sucks. Lawl.
: Life sucks.
-book gets sweep-ed off table by accident.
: See, life sucks.

Coursework=Not moving.
Byebye.

,merilyn

Sunday, February 24, 2008
10:47:00 PM -

(Colorgenics)

Life for some time now has been somewhat depressing and you feel 'under the weather'
. You are looking for a means by which you can escape from all the pressures of everyday life. But you must remember that the 'Past does not equal 'Tomorrow'. You are seeking a way to escape from all the trials and tribulations that oppress you at this time, but at least you haven't given up - if one pattern of behaviour doesn't seem to work then you'll change it for another.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.

You are a demanding egocentric and therefore quick to take offence. This attitude makes people feel somewhat inadequate when in your company and so it is no wonder that at times you feel alone and unwanted.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

,merilyn

2:26:00 PM -

Ni hao.
Yesterday's Outrageous Party was an ultimate blast, photos will be uploaded soon ;D Merilyn & I found it exhausting to act our role, but anyhow it was extremely fun. Definitely, we all had a welly welly welly crazy time, I luvvv Sec Four bballers! We've been through so much together & all these lovely memories are simply precious.

Happy Birthday to Joey, Ngteng, Jeanette & Tammy
To those whom I haven't given gifts to yet, I'm sorry :(
I'll make it good

I'm currently listening to this song called Sorry by Buckcherry on the radio, as I'm blogging this very moment. The creepy thing is that, it describes exactly how I feel. Have you ever been in this kinda situation before?

Have you ever felt really down for months and months but everyday you put on a Happy Face to school and try to face everyday bravely, when your heart feels so heavy? Have you ever cried yourself to sleep almost every night? Have you ever felt like you did all you could, but everything turns out worse? Have you ever felt that sometimes when you care too much for someone, it backfires? Have you ever felt like rewinding time, all the way to the start, so as to mend all the hurt caused? To go back to the happier times, where there was less unhappiness and more smiles. When we didn't take anything for granted. When every day was filled with love. Have you ever felt like you cherished someone so much, that you could walk a thousand miles for that one very special person?

Have you ever felt like you need to apologize, but because you said so many Sorrys before, you worry that this one apology does not have that much an impact anymore..?


Oh, I had a lot to say
Was thinking all my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same

'Cause everything inside
It never comes out right
And when I see you cry
It makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad
I'm sorry You're blue
I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you
And I know
I can't take it back
I love how you kiss
I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say
I'm sorry

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

'Cause everything inside
It never comes out right
And when I see you cry
It makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad
I'm sorry You're blue
I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you
And I know
I can't take it back
I love how you kiss
I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say
I'm sorry

Every single day
I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right, oh yeah
Sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad
I'm sorry You're blue
I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you
And I know
I can't take it back
I love how you kiss
I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say
I'm sorry

I'm sorry baby
I'm sorry baby
I'm sorry

To You, I don't know if you'll be reading this, but I hope you are. This post is dedicated to you, I want to apologize to you & I mean everything I said. Stop putting all the blame on yourself, because I'm at fault too. I'm sorry for everything I caused, I didn't mean to make you sad and make you cry. We'll stop fighting once and for all, okay? Your birthday's around the corner, I hope you'll be happy on that day even though I won't be able to celebrate that very special day with you.
One last thing, You're loved.

May everyone have a pleasant Sunday before the week starts.

Luv,
Melissa

2:25:00 PM -

WARNING: UNGLAM PHOTOS AHEAD



BBQ, yesterday! hahahahaha it was so so so fun omg laughed like maddd. :D

okay first we DDR-ed in the living room, but I don't have photos of that, so sad. I'm sure the others have though, wait out for those.

then we started bbq-ing and the craziness started after I stuffed a piece of ice down Tammy's shirt, which caused a little chaos cause everybody was picking up random ice cubes and stuffing it down someone's shirt. :D

AND THEN, charlotte ngteng and caroline and annmarie decided to be funny and started shaking coke cans and spraying it all over me. I was screaming my butt off and running around the neighbourhood while three or four idiots chased me with coke cans in their hands. then in the end I just gave up and squatted on the floor and let about 3 cans of coke give me a bath. DAMN STICKY, YUCK.

oh and then they started on green tea cans cause they wanted to create some sort of chemical reaction on my body by mixing coke and green tea together and see if I blew up while running away from them. har har I was so amused.

btw, my mum was videotaping every thing down.

and then I decided to let everybody in on the fun and went around hugging everybody to spread the love. (plus the coke and green tea of course.) and so a small completely harmless game of catching went on, with me on one side and the rest on the other. and then at one point of time I got locked out the house altogether cause nobody wanted my hugs. ): HAHAHA.

and then while I was running around like a mad chicken trying to hug everybody, there were a few brilliant camwhores who decided to take stupid photos with my phone. which is very stupid actually because I'm gonna post them all over this blog. IT'S PAYBACK TIME BABES. :D





I hope nobody has pictures of me all wet and sticky and gross. oh sure, who am I kidding my mum was all over the place with a videocam.

oh oh then we went quite crazy and gave a little performance on the road, like shouting 'BASKETBALL WOOHAHA.' and strutting around going mad. I'll see if I can upload the video. ((:

and then I went to bathe cause I hadn't _______ my ___ and I was feeling quite gross with all the sugar on my body, eew.

and then it was DRESS UP TIME. :D theme: something outrageous!
okay, I shall just let pictures do the talking:


Caroline was totally in the emo zone.


and then Tammy Charlotte and Caroline stayed over. Tammy and I watched Dodgeball until 3plus, Charlotte and Caroline were snoring wayy before that. hahaha. morning photos! :D


this one above, you guys are supposed to guess who's head belongs to who. :D

I'm taking a picture of Char taking a picture of Caroline and Tammy. okay, lame.

Samantha Tan, don't ask people to take care when you're the one with the injured arm. -.- hahahahahahahhahahaha. jiayou for wed! ((:

Nettteeeeeeee. :D


Saturday, February 23, 2008
1:08:00 PM -

你的美,我不配

dilemma, for those 3 words. and they are not i love you.

-caroline




Friday, February 22, 2008
11:11:00 PM -

just when I thought I was over you,


Hello world, here I am blogging again. I know, very lame. (:
  1. Thank God it's Friday. Thank God tomorrow's Saturday.
  2. BBQBBQBBQBBQBBQ!
  3. This week has been funnnn. Three birthday songs in three days! Wheeeeeeeee.
  4. I still don't know what to wear for tomorrow. Trash bags are a good idea, really. :D hahahahaha.
  5. I think I'll be sleeping at 3am tonight.
  6. Maybe I'll paint my face green. Or blue.
  7. I heartheart my bag. (((((:
  8. Parveen the Bear says hi, and that she knows all about reproduction in mammals now.

Dordorx Soh Hui Yan please takecare you sound like you're dying. Don't go to work tomorrow and scare everybody with that low and sexy voice, please and thank you. (:

jeaaa.


Sunday, February 17, 2008
9:55:00 PM -

Yo world.


Firstly, thank you everybody for your msgs! Ahhh, I feel so loveddddd. :D

I just came back from celebrating at this posh Italian restaurant, and I'm feeling like a stuffed cow right now. The waiters were so nice, they found out it was my birthday and surprised me with this tiramisu cake with the words 'Happy Birthday' on the plate. :D And they sang me a birthday song! Wooot.

Can't wait for tomorrow, but then again I can. Okay I just can't make up my mind, whateverrr.

Don't talk to me about Liverpool, I love them even though I'm still sore about them losing to some shit team whose name I can't quite remember how to spell now.






Netttteeeeeeeee.

Friday, February 15, 2008
11:13:00 PM -

:D
I think the 4P-ians infected me with their happiness, I'm like giggling and grinning to the computer screen now. :D

PE = emox shizimox. But enough about that, I'm in too good a mood now.

Ahhhh, today is a goooood day. Surprising how Valentine's wasn't all that great, but today is like WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

I could say I'm disappointed; but then again, I'm not. So therefore, I'm not! :D



Dordorx Soh HuiYan came back to school today and got lost. :D
LOL.
But that's okay, your cookies kept me awake throughout Physics remedial. ((:



Samsam's Questions! :D

1. What colour is your ceiling?
White!
2. Are you wearing socks?
Uh. No.
3. When was the last time you cut your fingernails?
Last week, I thinkk.
4. Do you have PE on Monday?
Nope. Tuesday!
5. What time is it now?
11.29pm
6. Do you like stars?
Not really, I prefer the moon. :D
7. Can you do cartwheels?
Used to be able to. ):
8. When's your mum's birthday?
June 20th.
9. Do you like cows?
Yeah, cause they fart and taste good too.
10. Do you think dolphins are scary?
Uh, not really. hahaha.
11. When was the last time you went to the zoo?
Oh, about a gazillion years ago.
12. How big is your bed?
Queen-sizeddddddd. :D I love my bed, it rocks.


LOL.


My eye's beginning to hurt again, darn.

Omg Merilyn, me loves your post and me loves you too! :D
Netteeeeeee.

Thursday, February 14, 2008
5:48:00 PM -

Happy Valentine's, World! :D

School's atmosphere was nice, felt quite 'empty' not giving anything, so sorry to people whom put in so much effort into your gifts. :> I love every single one of them!
English was discussion bout Vday, about how it's all just propaganda and excuse to spend money and get gifts, and like we should show our love every day. But seriously I wouldnt wna get all mushy talking to the people around me everyday right? Yes. : )
So i wna use this post to like thank many people who've made me feel loved and I really cherish alot alot. (I think it'll be long, sorry! And too many picturesssss.)

First up, 3P/4P. We really went through much from last year to this, had lots of fun, tears and laughter. We used to suck real bad but I think we've improved so much as a class this year. :D And Mrs Woo, she's so nice but we still piss her off every now and then. : / There's so many many ppl in there I really wish I could spend my entire school life with. Just cant sum up my love for them in just a short para, so just know that I LOVE yall! Cant really be bothered with any negative remarks by others about us anymore, what I'm sure is the times spent with these bunch of insane and lovely people will be cherished for a long long time. : ) Ravin and athirah, you guys will forever be a part of us! :>

Lol, Cdiv jersey.
Sec4 bballers, yall make up a great deal of my years at Cedar. You guys are another important bunch of people who've made a great difference in my life. Starting from 1P where Jeanette, Melissa, Caroline and me knew each other, we've really went through so much that I'm really thankful for. The mad trngs under the hot sun back at old Cedar, countless scoldings(from..), the horrible 4/5 rounds timings plus weights that we had, 3k timings during jogging sessions, staying back till 6/7pm to shoot, singing sessions we had at the toilet that we thought we sang so well the bball team could form a choir (haha), victories and losses and sadness when some of us didnt make it. Though there were a fair share of conflicts, quarrels and thrashings every now and then, I think back about all these and I know I love you guys.!

Bierry, thanks for always being someone I could turn to no matter on court or off court. Everytime I felt like shit, talking to you would make me feel loads better. Somehow you were also my source of motivation for those horrible trngs when I was dying and wanted to give up. You're a great friend in school& I'm really thankful for everything. And you're the best leader in everyone's heart i think, I'm really proud of whatever you've achieved cos you're worthy of them! Love you head prefect! :))
Jeanette! Being in 1/2P was wonderful, though I might not have been the closest to you or talked to you as much as th rest in those lower sec years or anything like that, I know that you're someone I can count on when I need you. We've been through so much, even as a clique and I think many things have changed. I think there might have been bad times and I'm sorry about them! But I'm happy the few of us are still quite close and that we're retarded as ever. :B The 2-Pians are another big part of my life I'm happy to have!

Spas-shit, garbage woman! No matter what I love you luhh! We dont talk much but I have fun around you, laughing at you, and with you! Thanks for all the spas moments we ever had (e.g hotel room incident during malaysia trip haha). You're really a retard you know! Haha arrange a DDR session at your house okay, I WANT! Love you Abinaya successor hahaha.
Man Caroline you funny shit, I've got alot alot of things to say, but I dont think I can say them out. Later it'll be too mushyyyyyy! haha so disgusting luh. Talk to you must nonsense one, hee. : ) Okay i think you're the person I've been around the most and talked to the most in these 3+ years, all the way from sec1 you know! Been through alot, both good and bad, but I'm glad the bad ones are over. Biao3 mian4 shang4, we like damn anyhow but aiya you're very important luh, I can talk to you bout almost anything&everything I feel and not have any qualms. Sometimes will like bad mood/pms arnd also, thanks for being there! But I am NOT GOING TO SAY I LOVE YOU HAHAHAHAHA.

MELISSA LOW JIA GIN YOU PYACK/PYAGU. Haha this one I feel more natural lovey-doveying around hahah. Cos we're so damn spas! You've been really really important to me ever since sec1, we have laughed, crapped, talked, cried, been through so many sai4 trngs tt we wna die and I have really been counting you alot. Was quite sad cos I thought we've drifted after changing classes but I know you're still there. And I can always call and rant to you and you can call me to give me a latest update that you lost your money/ezlink/ic(again). :P Thanks for giving me a million names with Caroline and being the one of the first speakers of Timbaktu Language Hahahahaha. I LOVE YOU! I think when we are 30 years old, we'll still be quite spas. :> Not to forget I'm your piettttt hahah. :DD

NgTeng, I'm glad I could count on you in times of need, and I mean it. :) Could share my troubles with you during those horrible times and you could let me in on secrets about ...(heeee). I've had alot of fun being around you cos you're so damn nonsense! Really, thanks for everything! and i still owe you flowers I'm so sorry. : (

Annmarieeeeee! We're not exactly very close but you know I love you all the same! Just like I ever told you in those messages. Treasure you alot, and you've been one of the sweetest people around! And not forgetting I'm always the one catching your embarrassing moments, thank you for everything. : )
Charlotte I know you love fishballs right hahah. You're another nonsense one but i think you're super damn freaking funny but you wont admit it. Thanks for always bullying me in class hahaha. Have to tell you you look really cool on court, believe me okay! Love you luh! :)

Joey, you Stefanie Sun, Dwayne Wade and....... (you know who right! W_ ___) lover. Haha you another nonsense friend like Charlotte, whole day bully me also, kiss me tgt with her TSKK! Thanks for everything in all those times in both bball and in class and I wish that your dream of becoming as fair as snow white comes true soon! Heehee. :)

You unglam woman, damn crazy pls! You've been really sweet, funny and retarded and I'm thankful for those times! Sometimes you make us go -.- with what you do or say and that's a damn funny part about you. Cont. giving morning announcements that are damn unglam and fuuny k! Love you. :>
Yizhen, thanks for everything and being so retarded/qian4da3/lame/loud as well. The bus rides home and time spent tgt and all. Happy Vday!
If only..
Finally it's you you brat! (I'm sorry i've to use this pic cos I realise we dont have much nice pics tgt haha, hope you dont hate it or sth. send me those we took today soon k!) You're one special and important person in my life. I've known you for a really long time and I'm really glad that we're actually so close till today. I think we've really been through alot these years and I'm so happy we can count on each other. From morning updates abt happenings in your life in your car, to study sessions, lunches and everything else, I'm thankful for everything. Your letter and flower today morning really made my day! :D Plus the kiddy window art we went to make. I think I'm really used to see you almost every day I'll be really sad when I dont get to take your car to school anymore. :( Seriously, you're a huge part of my Cedar life. Dont wna get too mushy too haha but then love you also! I'll treasure all the stupid times we had tgt, and who can ever forget your brat-tiness? :D We still have lots of enjoyable times coming, lovelove! : )

Okay I'm finally done, I hope no one gets pissed with me for repeating 'love you' blah.. so many times and for such a stupidly long post with so many pictures, oops haha. But really, I do love all of you!
I think I'll have a phobia for blogging for some time haha! Bubbye. : )

,merilyn