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HELLO ALL.
dont get scared by the last post, ive alr deleted it. its quite angsty and scary, just for me to rant only. so, ive decided that it shouldnt be kept in this wonderful blog.
its time to blog some outdated photos, since tmr is a public holiday! mm, i've realised this blog is missing out in some colours. many times recently the blog is like neglected, i admit. lazy to blog la. never keep it updated sorry meh.
i have only 11 more days, before i go china.

to everyone who wants to know more:
CAROLINE IS GOING TO CHINA FOR A 3 WEEKS EXCHANGE PROGRAMME FROM 12 MAY- 02 JUNE.

for those who are interested in dating her, please grab your tickets now at any sistic outlets. wednesdays are much more expensive, as well as saturdays. prirorities are to those who love her more.
hurrry, for a limitied time onnly. while vacancies last!

hurry la someone date me before iam gone. whole world date me hurry! then i'll feel like a superstar. send me off at the airport, then i wear shades and give flying kisses zomg so superstarxz nehx!
alright iam feeling damn high now. though its at this time already.
let me tell you how muscle relaxants works:
they make you fallinto this slow slumber, and you feel as though your soul is leaving your body, you feel as though you legs are so light, and your world is like spinning like , meery go round? i guess i shouldn take it so much, later i die!

verons finally back from hk. woah. :D she got me some cinammoroll thing. love it:D
i miss so many ppl, go out with me!



yo yo iam blurred.

see jeanetee so poor thing, photoshop her face. la.


meh i like !

3 jiellyheads!
she loves me :D

SOPJIE. haha
cmi cinnamoroll.
we on opium.
stupid mirror.
i love cookies and cream, lick it lick it


by the way, this i real. want to kiss you like that leo ku you so cute. watch super fans with me!

currently missing somebody, by the name of FOO. :D

caroline<3
hey babes(:

hahaha i have something to tell everybody. it's super important and you guys better listen up good. it's the biggest news on the planet, even bigger than when britney shaved her head and went into rehab or when brad pitt dumped jennifer aniston for angelina jolie(something i was totally not happy with btw). uh huh this news is much much more interesting that all that, and its gonna stick in your heads for a long long while(:

well here goes:

i'm now officially 1.6m tall.

hahahahaha! bet you guys are like -.- now.
hehehehehehe.

anyways. i got a message yesterday saying that today was national i love you day! so i shall brighten up everybody's day by saying I LOVE YOU PEOPLE(:

love is a promise
love is a souvenir
once given, never forgotten
never let it disappear.
(john lennon)

see i actually went to find quotes ok. heh ok i was finding them during english lesson. we were supposed to do research on the arguementative essay thing and there was nothing i could find on the topic i was doing. sooo.. i just went to find quotes! (:

as you can see.
i'm zi high(:

do you love me because i am beautiful,
or am i beautiful because you love me?
(oscar hammerstein II)

btw, its the grandmother's birthday today! hahaha happy birthday!
oh and its nair's birthday too!
happy birthday nair!
(nair=parveeeeen by the way)

i love you
not only for what you are
but for what i am
when i am with you
(roy croft)

wheeeeee!
-jeanette
If I could have the world & all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the day
If they gave me golden wings, well I still couldn't fly
Without you, nothing would matter


Hello! :D Hahah I'm suppose t be doing my Chinese project now, Linxin'll be popping by later t collect the thumbdrive from me.

& Now I'm blogging. Oops.

Yesterday was great! It's been looong since we'd so much fun together. :D But I've a RED eye now, owww. Aah don't wanna go school tomorrow! School stinks. Okay this is such a pointless post, shall continue with my project now. Oh my I've tuition later zzz.

All the best t all Sec Fours & everyone else taking midyears! Jiayou!

/Mel!



Dont know what you do to me
But everytime I'm with you its a natural high
Like re-discovering Eden with chocolate-coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
And everytime you look my way,
I wish I had the guts to say


hey babes(:

ohmygosh it's FINALLY friday! hahahaha the day i wait for every week. hmm sec4s midyears started today, so scary. jiayou people! (: hmph if that topic comes out next year during my o's i'd get an a1 for sure. hahaha.
problems problems.
i'm in a write-tons-of-lyrics mood today. or nowadays. heh.
if only i could just not think about it,maybe it'd go away
ha. yeah right.
i'm feeling random(:

and sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i wanna hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
beautiful song isnt it? (:
i wanna be pampered as well, but..
i wonder what would become of it.
ok you know what. i'm sitting in front of the computer on a beautiful friday night, and i'm thinking ok i'm bored. and i'm wasting time here, so i'd be better off doing my homework.
oh my i dont know what to do now
i'm not emo, just..
ohmygosh i'm a loser -.-
bleah.
problems problems.
i know people are going like ok jeanette might as well go and paint one big "NERD" on her forehead right now, and it won't make any difference. hahaha hey i'm cool ok(: i'm like the coolest person in school. no no on earth! hahahaha.






ok you know what people, i shall just go and be a loser(: stupid chinese homework here i come.
-jeanette.
Everyone's at school probably having recess now, while I'm at home!

Rahhh :(
My stomach's giving me alottttt of problems now, it suckssss ice mocha.
& I've like 3 corns on the base of my feet it hurts like fish in NTUC. freaaaaaaak.

AAAAAAJSDFHTJSERJYHIWH;JNHTJKWH;TJYNHJNQW;RIOEJKNJHNTWKMKH.

How am I gonna train? How am I gonna trainnnnnnnnnnnn.
I don't wanna it to worsen. But. Ahh! Tons of undone homework. & Bio mock spa tomorrow. Sooo many things. >>:(

To cheer myself up I shall upload lyrics of 2 current nice songs:

Mika, Gracekelly

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me without making me try?

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why dont you like me?


Neyo, Because Of You

And I know this much is true'
Baby, you have become my addiction.
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

So, then it's all because of you
So, then it's all because of you
And it's all because of you

On a lighter note, I shall talk about happy things!
Niuzi was such a sweetie & gave me a pretty RED rose :D *melts
It's super super super nice, but I don't want it t dieeee! How?!
Isadora passed me a longgg letter in the canteen out of the blue, but it was a pleasant surprise! This person does not sleep.

Yesterday Dionne, Niu, C & I went t Novena t shop for stupid things. It was superrrrrr fun! C bought many many Cinamoroll items! She went crazy once she stepped into the shop. & Dionne's like damn funny! Ahha she cracks me up but she naughty she bully Miffy4, make Miffy4 absorb shee sheeee. >:(

Okay I'll go rest now, byebye!
Mel









HELLO people!
cho mnay things to blog. millions.
quite happy today. :D! in fact, freaking happy! :D:D:D:D:D:D!!
i bought so mnay cinnamorrolls, its like freaking cute. went novena with ahniu mel and oneh,had hel lot of fun. so happy so happy -squeals.
AHNIU LURBE YOU BLUE ROSE, i was so touched, like super! so touched by you tt i want to send you to police station, ahniu molest me ahniu touched me. okay i know this is damn lame.
-SQUEALS. CINNAMORROLL MY NEW FRIEND. :D
melissa thanks for you pencil. its like shocking. i didnt knoiw you bought it at all! CHO TOUCHED!
isadora, havent thank you for your DAMN LONG LETER. i will reply soon, quite busy!
and your doudou, its so cuteeeeee. -squeals!
iam so tired. my back is so pain. haha!
VERON I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU LIKE HELLLLLLLL.
hell hell hellllll!
<3
me to you<3
so ugly and coolzx

-squeals!

awww(:

this is what i call cute. !!

<3 carolinexzzz
hey babes(:

you make me breakfast in bed
when i'm mixed up in my head
you wake me with a kiss
i could get used to this

you think i look the best
when my hair is a mess
i can't believe you exist
but i could get used to this

because i know you're too good to be true
i must have done something good to meet you

cause you wrote my name across your hand
when i freak you understand
there's not a thing you miss
and i could get used to this
i'm feeling it coming over me
with you it all comes naturally
lost the reflex to resist
and i could get used to this

you love the songs i write
you like the movies i like
there must be some kind of twist
but i could get used to this

because you listen to me when i'm depressed
it doesn't seem to make you like me less

cause you wrote my name across your hand
when i freak you understand
there's not a thing you miss
and i could get used to this
i'm feeling it coming over me
with you it all comes naturally
lost the reflex to resist
and i could get used to this

if there's a dark side of you, i haven't seen it
every good thing you do, feels like you mean it

cause you wrote my name across your hand
when i freak you understand
there's not a thing you miss
and i could get used to this
i'm feeling it coming over me
with you it all come naturally
lost the reflex to resist
and i could get used to this
i know it's wrong, but there's nothing i can do.

I LOVE THIS SONG WOOT. the veronicas- i could get used to this.

-jeanette(:
Mika- Gracekelly



/Mel
Melissa Low & Faith Cheah :D You bimbo!

6 a.m.
The clock is ringing
I need to spend an hour snoozing
'Cause I don't think I'm gonna make it

I feel like I'm living the worst day
I feel like you're gone
And every day is the worst day ever


HELLO EVERYONE!
long time no blog, iam gonna make this a super quick one its not early already but not going trng tmr, taking x ray report wish me good luck hope nothing goes wrong!
sports day just over quite sad actually want it not to end but alot of photos cannot or not time to blog. next time ok. my butt damn pain omg.
ahniu dont sad already maybe things will be better. or they arent what they seem. kan kai abit, like me! everything will be quite alright:D
iam super happy nowadays, :D dont know why. hahaha maybe some wil know why kekex.
but of course, unhappy things do happen. dont wish to say it today. some other day?
iam tired of course, hope everything will turn out like a rainbow.
BEST THING OF MY LIFE GOING TO HONG KONG ONE DAY LAATER.
how to survive? i'll probabaly cry and wail and pout.
MISS YOU LIKE HELL ( though its only 5 days)
forget me not, love ya!
love everyone too<3>
short post, owe you people one long one. :D
caroline waves bye with her feet.
why jeanette so pro?

Friday, April 20, 2007

9:16:00 PM -

hey babes.

today was sports day! hahahaha. and i have decided that i'm never gonna run 800m again. i might as well just ram my head against the wall, it's less painful. much much less painful. so i'm just gonna stick to like short d, it's more fun. two rounds of the track really can kill. hahahha.

hey i really almost died today ok. first my legs cramped then my head starting whacking me then i was just lying on the floor like some idiot. but it's all over now! hahaha whew. lesson learnt: WARM UP PLEASE. and plan your run. dont sprint the front part and collapse after. SCARY.

anyways thanks to those who took care of me! i think i probably would have rammed my head into the wall. uh huh. yep (:

I'M BORED PEOPLE. hahahahhaa.

-jeanette.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

10:18:00 PM -

hey babes.

someone told me,
love would all save us
but how can that be?
look what love gave us.

i like lyrics like these, they make more sense than happy ones. like HEY HEY YOU YOU I DONT LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that song does NOT make sense at all. its so...cheerleader. HAHAHA. ok not to be insulting, but i sort of expected more from avril lavigne. i feel so betrayed. HA.

tomorrow's sports day! and i'm running! and it's 10.29 and my hair is. still. wet. my gosh i need to go dry it and sleep. i feel like sprinting my butt off tomorrow. heh heh heh. i hope i can(:

and i want a moment to be real
wanna touch things i dont feel
wanna hold on
and feel i belong.

i think i'm happy.

hahaha i'm boreeeedddd.
i shall go dry my hair.

seeyoubabes(:
-jeanette.

Monday, April 16, 2007

10:11:00 PM -

for every smile, every laughter, every grin, should be treasured.
iam emo today, iam sad iam unahappy. tears came and go, on and off. omg whats happening to me.
i hate kids, i swear not to have any of them. I AM SO NOT GOING TO BE A MOTHER ONE DAY.
1) the world is alr dying, i wont let kids experiece the dying effects of earth.
2) i hate them, i'll prolly kill them when they're born.
for those who think i cried over cip. i didnt. you must be thinking '' caroline is super over reacting. little bit cry untill like that, how spoilt is she'' well, no one actually knows i have my downs too.
all think that iam always happy and crazy, and i rarely get upset. i do. now iam telling you, its bottling up. till today, when i couldnt takr it anymore, i took cip as an excuse to let them all out.
if you dont understand, then nevermind. whateevr it is, its over.
i am someone who needs to live in large groups. groups that even consist of not 5. not 10, but 100s. i cant live alone, i live in a herd. i need people around me. today, the sch felt so empty when the PATHETIC few of us stayed back for cip. i felt so empty, so quiet. so .. something's missing kindof thing. so i began to feel it again, and i realsied how sucky the day actualy is. there was merely 10 ppl in the school. and the thought of my closest friends having fun outside makes me even more envious.
caroline is unahppy. very unhappy.

but i remebered what mrs woo showed us. laugh even though there isnt any reason to it. laugh anyway. treasure every day. every meal. do anything you feel like now, if not now, when? i like to cry when i feel ike crying. never to be ashamed of honest tears. YES I CRIED TODAY. SO WHAT

. i hate kids. this is what they do it me. fish it.

thats my hand btw.
sunmeng cheers me up HAHA CARROT LURBE SUN!
caroline<3

8:20:00 PM -

PHOTOS :D


Daryl Low acting shy.

Linxin & that uberrr cute OCTOPUS omg!

At Ngteng's house, Ngteng being an ass HAHA :B

Lovely!

Linxin, dead.

After campfire. Faith Cheah & Lx looking spasticly adorable :D

Before campfire. Favourite people!

2 clowns >:B

Ann!

Unglam shot of Parrrrrrrrrrrrrveeen!

Faith!

Birthday girl :D

Cake

Nette & Jo-ann!

Random note: I WANNA GO SHOPPING :( I NEED CLOTHES

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do

To look you in the eye

And tell you I don't love you

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie

To show no emotion

When you start to cry

I can't let you see

What you mean to me

When my hands are tied and my heart's not free

We're not meant to be

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do

To turn around and walk away

Pretending I don't love you

/Melissa

7:00:00 PM -

4 X 1OO today.
It went quite alright I guessss. But we hope that we can do alot better on th day itself. Hahah first time running 4th runner, soooo nervous & self conscious kay. Heh but all in all I think we ran well. Oh yes && I made a new friend Sherry(?) before the run. She talked t me, how friendly. I think she's real nice! 3/0 GO GO GO :D

CIP for juniors today, with the Sec Threes with no heats.

C, don't be upset anymore okay? Cheer up & gimme a smile. :D
Maybe today just wasn't your day. I'm sure tomorrow will be better & all things will be resolved!

Today was good. I felt alot happier than the previous weeks. I guess, if you don't think about your troubles, everything will seem slightly better. && I'm glad that some things were cleared up. Want t apologise t Ngteng for the horrible moodswings lately! Hope you read this partner, school without you just simply isn't the same. Went t school with my bimbo Faith Cheah today! She cracks me up ;) love!

Kay I shall go complete my homework & all soon!


Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me

And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been

Nette sent this to me:
Today Did You-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ? Of course babes ;)
2. Learn anything new? Indices etc.
3.Talked to an ex? Nope.
4.Miss someone? Yeah.

Last Person Who---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

5.Laid in your bed? Myself
6. Made you cry? You don't have t know this.
7. You went to the movies with? Family! The New Police Story.
8. Went to the mall with you? Linxin :D
9. You showered with? My rubber ducky?
10. Made you laugh? Can't remember, I laugh like alot. Alot.
11. Hugged you? Merilyn Lohhhh before my heats<3

General stuff-----------------------------------------------------------------------------

16. Favorite location? Home. Bed. Sleep.
17.Tattoo? Currently no thanks.
18. What are you most scared of this second ? Getting hurt again.
19. Where do you want to get married? Pluto.
21. Does anyone like you? I guess so? Hahah.
22. Do you like being around people? Yup, with people whom I like. People tell me I'm not very friendly t people I'm not close to. I didn't know that!
23.Have you ever cried? Uh huh.
24. Are you lonely right now? Yea.
25. Song stuck in your head? That's When I Love You. It's uberrrrrr sweet!
26. Been on radio/TV? Nope
28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap? Don't think so!
30. what color shirt are you wearing right now? White Rose House tee.
31. Name three things that you do everyday? Talk, sleep, eat.
32. How much cash do you have on you right now? 20 cent coin in my pocket.
33. Are you bored? Yes. Very. Extremely.
35. Who got you to join Myspace? I've no idea. What's Myspace anyway?
38. What web site do you visit the most? www.we-aresexy.blogspot.com :D
39. Do you have plants in your room? Yep! Fake roses :D yay i love!
41. Who was the last person to hug you? Eee repeat.

26 SECRETS--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT? It's a title of a rather nice song.
2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURETAKEN? At Swensons on my birthday.
4.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS? Happily Married.
5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN? Ya.
6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD? Not very good.
7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION? Handphone. Cash! :B
8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP? I love my friends.
10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING, WOULD YOU? DEFINITELY.
11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONEDAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE? A.... Pig? So I can eat eat eat eat eat.
12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE? Yup. Nearly got banged down by a car.
16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY AS YOU? Charis Koh!
17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF ALARGE AUDIENCE? Large=12 people? Yup, in front of sec three basketballers. They lovee my singing, you know. ;) Don't roll your eyes at me.
18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ? Face??
9. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROMSTARBUCKS? Iced Caffe Mocha the love! No lattes for me thanks.
20. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK? No I'm a good girl.
21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES ORTV SHOWS? Uhhh haha yup.
23. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY? I ran in a relay.
24. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE? No.
25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW? Many.
26. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT? Too many to mention.

6:54:00 PM -

ohno i shall post a very short post before not touching the com for the whole night later. :/

ahhhhhh. 400m was like kinda terrible. shhhhh.

-throwsmyfaceaway. so stupid! :(

i was such a fat pig which could not run. no stamina at all, it flew away when i didn't run for so long. :[
felt like horrible horrible shit.
irritating.!

maybe i shall divert my attention to CHEERLEADING next year.

hahahahahahahahaha.

okay, enough said bout today.

byebye and off i go to rest and TRY and do some work.

seeya pigs
,merilyn

hope you didnt see it!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

11:29:00 PM -

Hey people i chanced upon these videos and thought they're super cool so thought of shariing with everyone!





enjoy! :)

seeya pigs
,merilyn!

2:28:00 AM -

heyhey. it's a really crazy time to blog, but who cares.

i think my mental condition's rather unstable now, cos i can start crying at the slightest thought of sad things or if i see people cry. then the next moment i can laugh like mad, like uncontrollably and continuously for a few minutes.

ohno.

man that day's recess was madness. it was so damn sad when the mixed rice auntie talked to us that i cried. then i just started laughing out of the blue for no apparent reason and like it was unstoppable. just burst out laughing again whenever i managed to calm myself down. i was like laughing and crying at the same time.

and awhile ago, i started laughing like that again when i was on the phone.

how? i feel worried for myself.
i think i need to see the psychiatrist some day.

so today huixin, kw and me went to CHIJMES for our chinese project. ha, it was damn weird and stupid and people gave us weird stares. like we were like totally at the wrong place. and we could not dig out the slightest bit of info frm that place. but nevermind, we have our ways and means to complete the project i hope.

then we went for subway and ben&jerry's. fun and relaxing! we should have more of such. :)) talked and talked.

and now, here i am at home, dreading the very moment i have to return back to school. :[

seeya pigs
,merilyn.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

11:52:00 PM -

HELLO PEOPLE.
i havent beeen blogging recently, because iam so lazy.
campfire is so fun. but. seriously. i dont like the emcees. they're so freaking lame. omg la. i love campfire, i scream and shout untill no air. mrs woo cho nice, sit with us! shes not our form tcher, but she sit with us. shes soooooo nice and she sand top of the world with us! even tm2 never okay. but tm2 still oggie la.
dionneh! i lurbe you youre cho unglam and brave. lubdub will be so proud of you! you must be over the moon, you had a picture! unlike me, it will never happen. for me, its like a curse. it will never and it didnt happen.

went out today with family for a free stay at inter contenental singapore, chilled the fish out of myself. so nice so shuang, luxurious man. spent like a $100 bucks on clothes. alot of dresses actually. 5 dresses. loved today.

i went to the polyclinic earlier today, and i did alot of things. i checked on my butt pain whcih lasted for a year. i did a blood test to confirm my blood group and i did an x ray for my damned back.
so. the blood test wasnt painful. though the lab was so cold i was shivering. the stupid nurse extracted a HELL LOT OF BLOOD FROM ME. but its wasnt painful. x ray was cold again, the metal bed abit the hard. and i coudnt wear my bra, cause they didnt allow. but i had a robe on. uickily. so guess what, i tore my butt muscle for a year, and i didnt know about that. wow.

iam getting tired. tmr will be mugging day. no computer untill. 8.30
promised.
photos for campfire. <3


too fugly to show.




ahniu love spas
small but with power! polkadots:D
I CHO UGKY HERE,. DONT SEE.


CHO HATE HANNAH.

bye people!
<3
-caroline