we know we rock :D

2009-03-11T18:54:00.002+08:00

Everything that you do, Baby I'm Amazed By you! <3

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay.

Stupid cupid stop picking on me. I need to do my work! anw, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. :D

i like house week (:

-caroline

2009-02-25T21:31:00.003+08:00

this is how bored we look in ajc.

let me announce Gin's stupidity. her leg came to this state when she challenged herself to jump up and reach a banner because someone said she cant touch it.

to embarrass her with her good SINGING skills.

anw no one is blogging now so sian. i need a tutor to maths and chem please help. drowning in tutorials and puzzled with those long winded chem questions, Oh God.
I like bucktooth . :B

2009-02-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

GraceNgS:
Wanna try out???
http://hfsnationalgirls.blogspot.com/

2009-02-17T22:43:00.003+08:00

my com is giving me problems iam so angry. okay long time since anyone blogged so iam gonna keep this alive. iam currently damn tired now cos i jus came back frm trng and we played our first friendly today .,.. zzzzzzzzzzzzz tired.

aj is cool in a way because i dont feel sad in it. i dont feel angry, but i dont feel happy too. no emotions, haha.

find me if you can. lol. top OG 2009 :D

2009-02-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

iam happy happy happy today!
it means like i have to face charlotte for 9 years now omg.. haha we're quite fated leh charlotte! we come from the same school. then same class, then same school then same cca then same class then same school then same cca AGAIN! wow.

haha hope everyone is having fun but dont forget abt me so quickly ok! )):
esp those vj ppl, dont forget me. ok i realise, the 3 of them here are all vj. wahh! i didnt know we had the vj face lol. not for me! but am happy with my life now :D and will make it a darn good 2 years (:

-caroline

2009-01-29T23:47:00.004+08:00

TV is getting reaaally boring nowadays, I think I've watched too much. This afternoon I watched 3 episodes of CSI back to back. =/ Eh but I tell you CSI:NY is the best. *cough*EddieCahill*cough* :D

Tomorrow is D-Day, quite exciting/nerve-wrecking. It's like once you get your posting you have to finally wake up and realize that there's still 2 more years left to slave away for MOE. & I really cannot imagine what school will be like. As in, I cannot imagine being in a school that is not Cedar. I guess I'm just so used to the culture, it scares me to think that there might be a whole new environment waiting for me, lurking behind that corner that is Sunday. And I haven't bought my shoes yet. I want nice ones.

You are officially pissing the shit out of me. Seriously dude, back off. >:(

I know y'll have heard this manymany times but MY FITNESS LEVEL REALLY STINKS. I think tomorrow everybody'll run circles around me until I crawl up and die. And it doesn't help that CNY brings nice food. Nice, UNHEALTHY food. ): I want to get my stamina back but I know the process is gonna hurt like #%&(*^%# and that's not exactly very appealing.

Random but I would like my guy to be eloquent please. (: IN ENGLISH, I must make myself clear.

Australian Open, the highlight of my life now. :D It's gonna be a Federer-Nadal final again, so cool. No prizes for guessing who I wanna win. Eh but I like Roddick alot. Okay but no I will always support Federer, to the end of his career and beyond. & sorry Ah Tong for ponning dinner, I'd forgotten that they were playing. And of course there was the little problem of me not being able to get my fat ass off the sofa. No wonder I'm shrinking. Grrrr.

My retainers hurttt, they're cutting into my tongue. I don't care I'm so not gonna wear them 24/7 unless you want me to stay at home everyday. They hurt and they're tight and they make me feel like a rugby player.

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away

Oh boy, this is gonna get awkward. =/

As you can see, fellow earthlings, my mind is not functioning properly nor coherently. I shall retire (not in the Djokovic sense) now, ta ta.

J.

2009-01-27T03:09:00.008+08:00

Hello i gta like post at this time cos i know by the time i wake tmr, bro will be hogging the com t play dota. Which is terribly annoying cos he hasnt done so in a long while ever since he deleted the whole program some time back(tell me what's the fun in it pls) and i dont like t use laptops t blog w photos.

Haha anyways this year's new year's so weird cos it doesnt feel like one at all. I actually woke at 4pm on chu1yi1 and said hi t relatives in my just woken-up state. Sometimes, i pity my parents cos i'd wonder why my kids behave like such pigs haha. My sis woke later than me omg yay. Okay luh it's not that i've no sense of propriety okay!! Since ahgong passed away some time ago, this year we arent rly supposed t celebrate, it totally feels like a random family gathering. Everyone's like so chill, i was like in t-shirt fbts pls. Anyways i feel quite sad cos i always dont get a chance t go proper visiting, relatives/family friends always come over. The only houses that we'll prolly visit are a few blocks away so it doesnt rly make sense t dress up and all during these times.
Okay i've no idea why i am typing all this kinda unrelated and pointless stuff.

Anw being sick sucks cos i cannot eat alot of bakkwa prawn roll wtv i'd want t stuff myself with.
:(
Random, i rly dislike concert/live versions of songs. Damn annoying one such song just played, just doesnt sound as nice as the recorded one and the fans' screaming damn noisy. Urrgh :(
And :( agn cos i havent gotten itouch. Didnt have stocks the previous time and now i'm persuaded t get iphone i still dont get why.
Haha i secretly want it just cos i can play dactyl all day long(and try to own all of you, including the one who can score 800+ while on the bus hahaha). Anw annmarie, that's the game you're asking about! :)

Caught The Wedding Game and it was quite good actually, contrary t what i'd expected. Haha ngteng i was so afraid we'd be watching Love Matters after reading your post you know!

Alright i'm finally feeling sleepy, pictures on Sat before going off. :)
Fun day hanging out and doing nothing but talktalktalk heeeeeee.
Melissaaaaaa, btw i have no idea which to post cos thr's just so many and either you/me/both of us look fugly in many :/
Haha this mode in my cam apparently gave rather unique effects(though blur), made the background look totally different from what it actually looked like, quite cool.

Haha evil twin?

I'm supposed to look like some msn emoticon here?

I feel like making a drastic change to how my hair looks like.

,merrr

2009-01-22T16:55:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHHA I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PRINT SCREEN! :D CHARLOTTE TAN YOU DIE. Okay shut up people I am a techno idiot I don't know how to do anything on the computer except iTunes. Why did they short form the Print Screen button, how would anybody know what it stands for aiyoh.

2009-01-22T02:18:00.009+08:00

Hellofolks, :D Today, okay yesterday, was quite possibly one of the happiest days of my life. :D Okay I've had many happy days but yesterday really, very shiok. Becauseeee, 1. I got my braces off, finally! and 2. I got my new laptop! (which I'm currently typing on now so it's still feeling kinda surreal.)

:D Nothing can make me sad now, seriously. NOTHING.

I have a webcam here so I am camwhoring ttm and I shall put some up to show y'll my new teeth. Okay technically they're not new but they certainly feel very naked and foreign. I thought the dentist was tearing my gums out when she cleaned my teeth, it hurt so bad it went numb after a while.

I feel like pasting stickers on the laptop. :D

I shall stop gloating.

Anyway I think I'm really like gonna die when school starts because I cannot for the life of me sleep before 1. ): I went to my auntie's house the other day and the first thing she said when she saw me was, "Oh my goodness, you never sleep ah? Your eyebags are terrible." Or somewhere along those lines. )))): I don't want to end up like those aunties with curtains under their eyes, but I. Just. Cannot. Sleep. Early.

I may not have the softest touch

I may not say the words as such

And though I may not look like much

I'm yours

The Script is currently my favvvvvvv band. :D

I think this post is full of crap, ha ha ha. If you have read till here I applaud you.

ANYWAY I NEED SCHOOL SHOES! IwantedLiverpoolonesbutaiyahthestupidshopdon'thavethemingirlsizes,soannoying. Iamveryhungrynow! Butcannoteat, Ifatalready.

Shall stop rambling and let you see my pretty face instead.

Don't ask me why that one is yellow. I dk. :D I am just in a very camwhore-y mood now. I am actually twirling my head around in front of the camera to see which side/angle is better for me. I know everybody does that (don't deny it you vain people) but I'm doing it in front of a computer at 3am in the morning while my brother is playing Chocolate Factory beside me. Heh.

2009-01-18T00:05:00.004+08:00

I was just digging through my sharing folders and i saw these, i think they're damn sweet. haha if only we could go back to those good old days..

a very cute, and loving 4P!

and i dunno wtf i was doing..

Really love this picture

our favourtie pastime..

being really broke and surviving only on coins haha..

again..

this picture is like filled with words, haha it always happens. like, ALWAYS. iam always so amused with cheong zhenna and she always finds me irritating. i think thats what makes her so lovable. this picture reminds me of,.....

this? stealing her specs and annoying her at the same time. haha look at her face, she is holding her laughter already.

just you look

stop it lahhh!

dong hai long wang manx!

and sometimes i feel like starting anew somewhere but then i dont always wanna be someone else's shadow and fear to shine. i tremble with the ball on my hand just knowing that i will always be lousier than someone. i really got to overcome this fear before i stay stagnant .
i need to tell myself that iam not born to feed balls and to jog behind, i do have the right to shoot and have the right to score and defend well. i need to get rid of the thinking that she is always there to back me up and iam always and only there to give her chance to do things she has always done. Iam not angry or anything with anyone, i just feel that i need to do something to myself to do better. I need to feel good about myself, and i need to tell myself that i have the right to be just as good as anyone, and iam not here to feed balls. I mustnt tell myself that iam lousy. i have the right to shine. contunue running !!

2009-01-16T14:14:00.003+08:00

I am quite looking forward to CNY, I don't know why. Maybe cause my life is now like zzzzzz ttm. Although I don't really mind staying at home all day, but.. I like having something to look forward to. I think I've said this before, my life is made up of a series of events that I look forward to. Like after CNY I'll look forward to school reopening (?), then my birthday, and so on. Ha ha ha ha ha.

American Idol is ridiculous, there are so many insane people in America, seriously.

THE METAL IN MY MOUTH IS COMING OUT NEXT WEEK I CANNOT WAITTTTTT.

I have stagnant for sooooo long that I can't imagine exercising again. Like, the thought of it is abit daunting. =/ I think I'm the most unfit person on earth.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces

2009-01-16T01:54:00.004+08:00

I am still a lil undecided on exactly what choices to fill in for jae registration, which is badddddd.
Am always so indecisive. :(

Anyways, i need to say this: A freaking cockroach dropped on my head and left me traumatised for a few seconds earlier in the night. It was so damn grossssss, my head felt so disgusting i wanted to like shave off my hair or sth. :'( These creatures rly love me cos a lizard landed on my head once also, i feel very sad that my head attracts such stuffs you know. :( Like sad ttm. But i was so brave i didnt scream or anyth i'm so proud of myself, and i seriously do not understand how i remained so calm.
(haha sry just ranting)

I think i rly wna go vj and i'll just have t get used t the journey. (Okay if i rly do get in!)
Took a bus down and it took like around an hour? :( 13's gna have t be my best friend, until i figure out some possible alternative route.
No more waking late at 7am and running down and still have nice friend plus nice uncle in car waiting by side of road; &the greatest part Never be late for sch! :)
Anyway, is there anyone out there who is interested in china studies(in eng ofc!)/india studies at all! Cos i think, of all the people to whom i've mentioned of my interest in these subjects, most didnt give me a v v positive feeling. It's more of raises eyebrows, 'why you so weird'.

Oh and i've been dropping my outdated ttm phone almost on a daily basis(i rly cant be bothered w it anymore), i think it's taking its revenge on me now by screwing up and erasing msg/photos on its own. Dont think i'll be getting the sonyericsson flip one that i rly liked though. :/ The father bought this new htc touch screen one cos the mother's plan's ending so thr's some discount blah, and i conveniently claimed ownership over it heeeeeeeee. Okay aint the coolest phone arn imo, but definitely beats my current one and the functions arent that bad.
&I definitely hope i'll be getting itouch in the next few days! :D

Okay bye i need to be less fat!
,merrrr

2009-01-15T17:34:00.003+08:00

I'd be the reason for your pain, and you can put the blame on me

Today's one of those stay at home alone days. School choices..hmm. Seems like many people around me submit their registration already. I just hope people around me cheer up and I feel genuinely happy for those who surpassed expectations or improved :) Very, very happy.

Went to Rj's open house yesterday. It was my first time going to a jc open house, was really impressed! The school and people there seem really nice. AndI realized that I'll miss my teammates, hearing the funny stories from em...haha i'm sure they'll be happy in wherever they go. :)

Realized that I really don't know what I want in my life. Never gave much thought about my future, like going overseas to study etc. I never ever had an ambition and never expressed any interest in any line of work. There's no particular course I wanna pursue...just cruising along quite aimlessly.

Quite zzz that school is starting soon. If only we could have a longer holiday, feel so unprepared for school. So need to tune my body clock back to normal, my days and nights are completely mixed up!

I guess it's inevitable to feel a little disappointed initially..but i've grown to accept things as they are. Let's be contented with what we have, and move on from there.

Things are not so bad, after all :) Life is good.

I think i've learnt to become a much more optimistic person now, than ever before. Ah i'm running late hopefully my cousin will give me some direction. Ok bye I suck at English,
Mel

2009-01-14T12:14:00.003+08:00

while everyone is celebrating, i feel that life really sucks for me.there are times i really feel like ending it, and feel like telling everyone to farkkkk off. confidence level dropped to minus minus minus 10, i just feel very useless now. iam so sad, and emo. even felt like giving up the only one i had. i think everyone is so dissappointed in me, especially myself. iam sorry, and iam really really sorry. 就算全个世界已都失去，她也在这里..
i dont want that to be true now. because i feel that iam not good enough for anyone.

woodsy poots.

2009-01-14T01:27:00.007+08:00

So, the whole O Level saga is over, I am glad and very extremely thankful. God gave me what I wanted, I asked and He answered my prayer. (: I am totally overwhelmed by His faithfulness. My God is great. :D

My parents like Cedar alot, they are donating a huge sum. They say Cedar is better than Cat High, AND I TOTALLY AGREE MANZ. 9.0, we totally own everybody. My brother has to shut up about his oh-so-high 9.6 now, heehee victory is soooooo sweeeeet. My sister says she's gonna beat my score, I think she can do it. (:

All I have to say is that my Biology betrayed me. But I am happy all the same.

Rj open house tomorrow, going there for fun heee heeee. Then heading to Cedar to help out at auditions, but the timing's totally off so let's see how things go.

Went shopping for school supplies today, I got my bag! There's still shoes to buy, but there's a few more weeks left. I wanna go all-out shopping!

Awwwwwwww, I feel so touched. (: HAHAHA.

Byebye world, till next time.
J

2009-01-11T14:43:00.006+08:00

It's been long

Happy New Year everyone! Really hope everyone's had a good start this 2009. Mine's been bittersweet. Mostly sweet, though.

Just my luck. Like when I garnered the enthusiasm to blog, my comp had to die on me. Hotmail refuses to allow me to compose new emails, either on this laptop(that I dug out) or my phone. How timely.

Is it just me, or does the Chinese New Year spirit feel kinda non-existent this year? Somehow the CNY goodies my parents stocked up on don't seem to entice me...the regular jingles on repeat and bright decorations in malls don't seem to liven up the mood. As for new year clothes...let's not even go there.

Holidays have been good, overall. Spent more time at home than expected, which is not that bad actually. Ha ha so much for job hunting, the initial zest of getting a job died down after awhile. Hearing the downside of work from my friends made me realise that its not all fun and joy.

Ok this is abrupt but i've gotta end here, off to my grandma's.

Oh I love prosperity burger + twister fries :) :) :)

PS. I miss you. Can't wait for tomorrow

Love,Mel

2009-01-07T15:55:00.002+08:00

hello everyone iam a waitress now haha and i like-key this guy he is called satorno cause he smells nice, and very nice. so cute he is :D

bye! \
-caroline

2009-01-04T17:24:00.048+08:00

Hello friends, yay I know I is IT noob but I finally have the camera and I shall upload pictures of Swizzyland. :D First of all I don't think I'll put any photos of mountains/scenary unless it's really nice or has me in it (HAHAHA) cause photos don't do justice to the place. And I won't put them in order cause I'm just too darn lazy. (: And I might just give up halfway cause my computer is on the verge of hanging.
The one on the right's our ski instructor, he's like 50 years old. And he can lift me up from a sitting position by himself. o.0 He's crazily fit.

This is the bruise I got from ice-skating, made worse by skiing. I have many many bruises on my legs, they're like war wounds. I even have a huge patch of purple on my thigh from all the snowball fights with Mario, he's one of our tour guides. The dude throws snowballs that fly at the speed of light. I'm wearing like two, three layers and I can still bruise.

We're on top of the highest mountain in the area, so we're getting all the wind. Meaning it's super freeezing cold. But the view is really, wow.

Yah this was on the top of the mountain. Cause Switzerland is a Christian country, that's why they have the cross on their flag.

We hiked up this super steep hill and sat on the ridge.

Photo with Mario and Andrea, our tour guides. They were super nice!

This church tower is buried under a frozen reservoir. It's actually part of this entire village that got drowned because of the dam further down, but you can only see the tower cause it's so tall. We're standing on the frozen lake.

See the ice is so frozen that you can stand on it, but it's so clear you can see right to the river bed. There were air bubbles in the ice, very cool.

The second hotel we stayed at, the entire building's handpainted. Inside and out.

Okay, we hiked up a mountain in subzero temeperature so that we could sledge down on those wooden sledges. We walked so much we started to sweat real bad and so we took our outer jackets off. It's super quiet up there, you're like above the clouds.

We're on the ski lift up to the mountain top so that we can have lunch there, and it's freeeeezing cold so his face is frozen but he still wants to take a photo the vain pot.

We're on top of the mountain now, 2325m above sea level. Awesome view.

Having lunch!

Standing outside the first hotel we stayed at, the White Cross. Don't ask me why he's is standing like that, he's probably feeling very cold.

We sat on a train that took us through the mountains and into Italy, then we had lunch there. Real Italian pasta, how cool is that!

Imagine looking at this scene every day for 10 days. You just don't get sick of it, it's beautiful. God's creations are perfect. (: I wanna go back in the summer.

This is outside the Einstein museum. I mean duh, look at the wall.

This is on New Year's Eve in Zurich. It had started to rain really heavily and we were all getting into quite a depressed mood cause you know, being cold and wet isn't exactly fun. But then in like 2s the temperature dropped and the rain became snow. I am serious, it just turned into snow. :D And so we had like our last snowball fight there on the roads, it was fantastic. We'd prayed for snowfall and it came during the first few days, but we wanted a blizzard, you know? And we got it on the last day in the least expected place. Thank God :D I realise my vocabulary is like pittance now, bear with me.

Zurich in the day. Oh btw, we spent Countdown on a bridge over a river here, but before y'll go waaahhh so cool, it was nothing actually. Cause the fog and smoke from the fireworks was so thick we couldn't see anything. ): and there was booze and crazy drunk people everywhere. Not like Singapore doesn't have, but I think the people over there are crazier. But anyway, yah, that's how I spent my last moments of 2008. Quite fun. Oh and I think it's a custom or something, that when the clock strikes 12 you kiss someone. Yah like in that episode of Friends. There was this couple in front of us who were totally biting each others' faces off =/

This is apparently the largest fall in Europe. It's not that big in real life, hahaha. Largest, not highest or widest. 14,000-17,000 years old, yes I remembered. :D

These were handpainted on buildings like, 400years ago. Seriously. They're in fantastic condition, and we saw many many many many houses like this. All hand-painted. Cool right.

Oh this is the coolest part, we met Djokovic at the airport! :D He was flying to Australia for the Australian Open (btw he's defending champion) via Singapore and we took a picture with him. Okay for all those who don't know, he plays tennis and is world no3. And he is super tall and skinny, I don't know how he gets his power. Of course, by going to Switzerland I should have more chance of meeting Federer right? But I didn't ): But oh well, I quite like Djokovic too. I was starstruck for a long while after that. His eyes are damn nice. HAHAHA okay shut up Jeanette.

We met our cousins/auntie at T3 just in time, cause they were flying back to US on the same day we were coming back. The person next to my mum is my cousin who is like a year younger than me but she's already taller than me yah I know I'm gonna be the shortest in my entire extended family go ahead and laugh people I know you want to.

Okay this is like my sister's permenant position because she kept falling asleep in the van while we were driving from place to place. Like, within 5minutes of driving her head would be on my shoulder. -.- My brother says it's not that she can sleep anytime, anywhere; it's that she sleeps everytime, everywhere.

My grandmother was so wrapped up during the entire course of this trip that she looked like a ball. Seriously. She wore so many layers that she waddled around like a penguin. HAHAHA but I've never seen her so high, it must be the air there.

Okay I'm sorry if the post is really random cause it's not in order at all and I can't really be bothered to put it all in order heh heh heh. I'll bring the camera when I meet y'll so that I can tell y'll more stories! :D

Jea.

2009-01-02T14:38:00.004+08:00

Why's everyone just so fucking screwed up.
This is one of the times i wish i could just disappear to save myself some peace.

Fucked up

2008-12-31T10:14:00.003+08:00

Hello its me !! oh yes ahniu 15 is a very nice number BUT i like glittery pink/ purple nails they're nice. i like glitter . just came back from the court and so damn tired now and got nothing to do but life has been pretty interesting the past few days just that5 iam ultra constipated. i like resident evil and i cant wait for the 4th one to come out i so like alice. i so like evolution underworld and i think itds the best movie so far tgt w lord of the ringsd u all must watch it man. just becausese its rated, thats why not many ppl watch it . its really a grade A movie with SUPERB animation action storyline and all. i LOVE IT!!

i realise iam rly damn random and when i get back its when the fats should go. or should it go now already,....

and i realise i cant blog, cos ive got nothing to say. when it comes to blogging iam damn bad at it cos i dunno what ppl wish to know and i dunno what i wish to letr ppl know too. hmmm. is blogging abty yoiur life? i dunno.... cause my life is,, ok i dunno what iam talking abt its seriously rubbisdh nand i need to go back hk next oct cos HOOCCC HAVING PERSONAL CONCERT even if iam having promos i gotta swim back to hk if my mum doesnt allow me to go.,

bye happy new year. for me 2009 WILL SUCK I PROMISE U.

-caroline

2008-12-31T01:49:00.008+08:00

Past few days have been tiring in a weird way, have been living in a day/night reversed way.
Stayed up till morning for 2 nights alr, and i'm kinda exhausted, but it's okay!
Today's the 31st, hmm and i wonder how the last few seconds of 2008 will be like. I doubt there'll be v v excited cheers of Happy New Year.
Okay i think this post sounds v ambiguous, but nvm luh.

Btw I need to see alot of you my dear friends!
Big thank you to those whom i've talked to/messaged in the past few days. :)

Prolly gna be the last post of the year and i have random urge to post random stuffs

I'm watching ytd's episode of Little Nyonya now and i'm sry but i rly dont like th Alexandra guy alot.
I wonder what 1st Jan's morning will be like, i hope situations dont get overly emotional.
I think when things revert back t normal it'll be v weird, life like this has almost turned into a routine.
I rly dislike taking initiatives.
I've a v v cute grandma and i'm happy tt me, sis and bro are able t play w and talk t her using our quite CMI hainanese(okay mine's the worst).
I am quite sad that i read books v slowly(cos i care too much abt details and read so damn carefully all the time), or else it'd definitely be one of my fav hobbies. :(
I wish that we could controlF books so i neednt have to flip back like a hundred pages to find th small part that i've read about and forgotten.
I dont wna take results cos wo zhen de hen pa.
My voice rly sounds quite low, not nice leh.
I think i was a man in my past life. Not cos of my low voice only luh! I typically dont like stuffs that most girls like, i think? Okay to a small extent maybe. I think manicures/padicures spell extreme girliness and sometimes i get v grossed out when i picture myself w intricately painted nails. Like, if i'm not myself and I picture Merilyn waving her hands and i see pink/purple/glittery/stuffed with nail stickers painted nails, it just feels v wrong. I think i'm a not v Gu Niang person with quite a Gu Niang appearance. Okay this rly sounds quite weird. &I almost hate pink colour!!
I realised i havent baked/cooked a decent something ever since o's ended. Omg why, damn sad! :( I wna cook my Chicken Cordon Bleu, it's not bad okay!
I am becoming increasingly brand-conscious under the influence of my sis, her friends and cousins. Uh oh.
Sms-ing is one of the worst ways of communication for me(okay not like i talk v well t ppl through other forms like msn etc), first you get v lazy t type and then it's so easy for messages t get misinterpreted! It just doesnt help t express yourself clearly. Like perhaps you're v happy but it may just sound v cold t th other party if let's say, there isnt a smiley. It's just quite a tiring activity, no matter who you're talking t. My opinion, at least. But nah, friends i do enjoy messaging yall still, no matter how annoying sms-ing can get. :) It gets better when i'm talking t nice ppl though.
But then agn, i dont like msn, i dont talk alot t most ppl, i chat on the phone w only selected few whom i feel v comfortable w. So basically, i should just live in my own world with myself haha.
Okay sorry i think i'm full of contradictions.
I think i shall stop here, cos number 15 suddenly looks v nice. Thanks for reading the pile of crap that i've unknowingly churned out. Byebye and early Happy 2009!

HAHA JUST WAKE UP FACE LOOK DAMN SLEEPY

Thr's so many banana man at home now :D

This is what i'm feeling now.

2008-12-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

All of these guards they stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around what was once innocent
They won't let me in, but I'm stronger than that
Cause you stole my eyes and I've never looked back

Girl, last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel, the way that I'll remember this
When we're this young we have nothing to lose
Just a clock to beat and a hand to choose

It's a long drive back to Vegas skies
So why don't, I make one more wrong turn tonight

Say goodnight our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

It's a long way down
Just fall into place and you'll fall into me
We'll make it out you'll see
-

Current favourite.

Mel

2008-12-24T00:22:00.003+08:00

I dont underastand how can people not laugh to this:

once upon a time there was this guy he claims that he is seriously ill so he went to see a doctor.
he said to the doctor ' when I eat chicken, i shit chicken. when i eat egg, i shit egg and when i eat vege i shit vege. how? '

doctor'' then you eat shit lor''

FUNNY RIGHT!!
i think its DAMN.

my face feels tight, overdose of MSG? keex.

2008-12-23T20:48:00.005+08:00

Renovations at home are finally completed, no more dust and drillinggggs! :)
And painting(walls) is sucha tiring job, i like died after painting for about 10plus hours ytd hahaha. My whole body's so sore now. But it's kinda addictive, like after a v short break, you'll wna go back t cont painting. Rly!

I found many many old pics in my sis' pc and i'm v happy cos i thought i'd lost them all when this com got reformatted! Haha i like looking at old pics, cos they bring back alot alot of memories, i like. : )
Stayover at ngteng's, how we were being hardcore camwhores and ngteng had to beg us from midnight t 2plus am to go to sleep.
I think i looked very youthful(?) hahaha, &dont think i'll snip my hair away in the near future, i dont have the courage to, lol.
And the worst thing is, i think i've grown alot fatter!!!!! Okay i think it's like i feel alot fatter, being too much of a pig nowdays. :'(
Aiyah, can i just remain fat and happy? :B

/

Hmm 'you're not as simple as you seem' was used t describe me.
I kinda agree, okay not exactly, but i tried looking at myself from another person's perspective, and whatever i'd envisioned of this 'me' doesnt rly fit the bill of what i rly think i am. Okay i think this sounds a lil confusing.
Like i just think, whatever kind of person i look like/character i seem t have t others usually isnt how i'm actually like, i think?
How I think i look like i'm quite a crazy/quite friendly/outgoing/girly kinda person (maybe i dont look like that luh, but it feels like it t me), but i'm actually not quite like that.
Dont know.
I think i'm quite hard to understand, and that's why i tend t get misunderstood.

Okok enough of this blabbering, i dont know where i'm getting to! I think i make zero sense, nvm.
I'm weird. :(

Byebye
,mer

2008-12-21T14:35:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! (: Quick post here, hahaha this'll probably be my last post of the year. How cool is that yo. Anyway I'm leaving tonight, which means I'll miss half of the Liverpool vs Arsenal match that makes me very annoyed but oh well, they're gonna win anyway. :D

Anyway I'll bring chocoates back! I heard the chocolates there are the best. (: Okay take care people, I'll see you next year. Merry Christmas!

J.

2008-12-19T20:11:00.009+08:00

Hello Everyone! ok I know its abit late to be blogging abt hong kong after 4 days, but i still got to anw.
i was busy the past few days updating my itunes to be ready for my incoming ipod, so i finally completed it like just. It gives me time to listen to the new Hocc Cd - then days in the madhouse. anw i owe you people around $50 so please please remind me.

Ok so Hong Kong for 4 weeks was wonderful. The first 2 weeks wasnt cold at all I could wear Jersys to sleep . but after that the 3rd week was rather cold and normal hoodies cant take the wind.

guess whats this? They're Lapis like Cakes made in this way! I think Its super cool. haha. I didnt take loads of pictures cause my mum said whats so nice to take when you're back, and not for a holiday? so .. quite sad.
Caroline Hill road... hmm.

This is chucky X Tinky Winky. Its so damn scary you better stare at it. STARE.

and chucky X La la . stare again.

Combo.

I did my nails they're so cheap everyone should go do. 20 sing dollars only!

went to climb some mountain and saw some directors on the way.

beautiful view?

Went to TVB recording studio to watch live recording of 劲歌金曲, super nice.
Also went there the second time to watch live recording of 铁甲无敌奖门人.
yeah yeah they're very veyr funny but recording hours were so long- 4 hours! You can see me on that episode cause they need to capture audience response. ahha.

Megabox is really a nice place.

sometimes when iam really very bored at home in hk i will knit , and i completed a 1.7m scarf! its very heavy and long, but its definitely warm. <3

this is my room and its only THIS SMALL. no more, just a bed, thats all. Now i know singapore houses are really damn big, those hk rooms you see on drama serials are like huge.

Ocean Terminal Feat. Verno. Ocean teminal's Chrismas deco was such a letdown, must be hk bo lui alredy. last year was much better. sigh. but i rather last yr's ones better than this. kekex.

look at my coolio hair, KEEX.

beautiful.

Star Ferry, I like.

damn dissappointed with mY IC, stupid face look damn screwed up dammit look like witch!

omg this is the best part! ASIAN WORLD EXPO!!! The place where I met Hocc Live!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was like super happy. at first my mum didnt agree to watch with me cause expo is like damn far and we live right at the other end of the island. i mean, of 2 islands:/ so the travelling fares can hit up to like $100 hk and it ends damn late but i almost cried when she said tt i cant watch. i think this was the first time ive i was brave enough to do that, i insist that i must go cause i know i will regret if i dont. BUT I DIDNT REGRET MWAHHAHA.

there is like a long story behind this, cause the concrt is a company concert and it last for 2 days. so i had to choose btw one of the days and the correct one cause hocc may not appear in both. but the other one has andy lau and richie yen big shots so i guess hocc wont feature so much, so in that day that big shots werent there, the next big shot would be her! so i chose the correct day!! :D

whooo!

LOOK OMG ITS HER! my camera sucks la but i was sitting quite in front really!! she was the first to sing, followed by others like miriam yeung, andy hui, sammi cheng, fama, and other hk artistes.... when she started the show, i was really gonna cry i dunno if felt super happy so hppy i cant contain. omg... !!

cute right.
i like the new plane, the screen is much better.

I dont think alot of people know who is Hocc. she is denise Ho wan si, 何韵诗. so people call her 何诗诗 in canto its like ho C C. Thats why shes hocc and not some ( hokkkk) argh. she is the onky female disciple of late anita mui and is super super talented! she composes her own songs and she is just so different from other artistes like LEO KU...... leo ku wahlao only know how to sing about love damn boring la stupid traitor ever since he betrayed hk fans i damn angry with himdont wanna support him ! wasted all my momney on his old albums, wahlao. go and die la.

so cute!

ive got this poster up my wall :D and leo ku;'s all down. keekee

something sad, i cant go to her ten days of christmas exhibition, selling all her stuff for charity use, sigh!

she is so cute.

ok, enough of Hocc, haha. bye!

2008-12-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

hello peeps iam back i miss you people , but i miss hk more. its so hot argh. will blog abt hk later, here is a picture of me and ocean terminal. arghhx.

bye!

2008-12-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

HEY GALS!!!
I RECENTLY, END NOV, PICKED UP HANDBALL AND HAVE BEEN TRAINING TWICE A WEEK SINCE. I WAS WONDERING IF ANY OF YOU ARE INTERESTED TO PICK UP THE SPORT :D THE NEW FRIENDS THAT I'VE MADE A FRIENDLY AND APPROACHABLE. CONTACT ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED (: TRAINING DAYS ARE USUALLY ON TUESDAY AFTERNOONS AND SATURDAY MORNINGS AT AMK.

>>>GRACENGS
GRACENGS.LJ

2008-12-15T19:27:00.002+08:00

Okay i'm very tired/sleepy now but i feel like posting. My contacts are making my eyes so itchyyyyyy. :(

Woke at 8 to meet korwoong(like finally) today, and i was Very Punctual.

Didnt go for our thomson prata breakfast, hung around novena then went to town(in a v underdressed state, we looked more like beach-goers). Today was a v budget-y day haha, i'm impressed kw! Caught City of Ember, which got surprisingly exciting after awhile. Then made our way to her house and srsly kw, you can open a mini book rental store/library. Borrowed a couple of books/vcds/magazines and hopefully i'll fully utilise them. I havent finished Nineteen Minutes though i started a few months ago, v lazy.
:<
Yay for all the catching up and major updates today, me = v happy.

And i'm quite sad i havent gotten the chance to wake past noon recently, and it's worse now cos there'll be renovations going on at home the entire week. Kinda have to take turns w sis to stay at home cos the parents'll be at work, bro's at cambodia and someone's gta be around. :(

Random, i think i'm far from being anyone's ideal girlfriend.

/
I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

De toi à moi,
il y a des choses qui ne s'expliquent pas,
tant elles se confondent,
tant elles sont profondes, légères à la fois,
De toi à moi,
il y a, je crois, des mots qui n'osent pas,
des mots qui n'osent plus,
et si nos amours déçus,
semblaient savoir
De toi à moi

Yawns, sleepy sleepy. This post is so disorganised. :(
,merrr

2008-12-15T10:32:00.010+08:00

Oh my goodness I haven't blogged in so long that when they asked for the password I put in the one for my msn. -.-

Anyway! I don't know what to blog about. I just want to see my name on the blog, ha ha ha.

Yesterday was Super Shopping Day. Seriously. We bought a new car! :D it's quite cool, but I'm gonna miss my current one. ): The parents say they want a small car for weekdays then get another small weekend car instead of lugging a big one around the whole week. So, yah. My brother was super excited because he's gonna learn how to drive soon. And, we got super high at the car place. Like, I almost broke my sister's nose cause she wanted to lick/bite my hand. And I didn't know that even though the car engine isn't turned on, the horn still works. So, heh. You can guess what happened.

And then it was off to Vivocity, to a) get new jeans from the Levi's store. It's $50 off a pair of Levi's jeans if you exchange an old pair of jeans with them, regardless of the brand. ((: and b) to get boots/sunglasses/winter clothing for next week. BTW, I have a gorgeous pair of sunglasses now I am very happy. :D And! The stupid Levi's Lady store didn't have my size, wth, that just about confirms the fact that I am very fat. ):

Which brings me to, I can't wait to fly off! :D:D:D And because my parents won't allow me to go to Ah Tong's chalet thingy, I want to go out every day with everybody before my trip. Caroline's coming back today right. Let's go out! :D abit long never see y'll alr. ):

But the bad thing is that I'm missing church camp because of the trip. And we won't get to see our relatives for another year or so, cause they're all coming back when we're gone. ):

Okay I need to go bathe now or else I'd be late for the lotr marathon laterrrr. Bye bye.

Jeaaaaaa.

P.S I think life sucks without crushes. :D They make life interesting. And Liverpool drew. ): But Chelsea and Man Utd drew too, so it's not so bad. But still! They drew.

2008-12-14T22:08:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday Ah Po & Emily :D
(Hehehe i played a part in the Cake-making process!)

Met with Hui xin, Tengz and Linxin on one fine Saturday afternoon for lunch at airport and to send Lin off to Bali (kind of) It's been so longggggggggg, missed them. Haven't seen Fc, Nair, Nura in ages. Anyway, we had a great great time though it was just for a short while

Camwhored w/ Hx while the other 2 were pigging out/taking years to choose their food

Our blog is so dead omg haha clicking on our url makes me feel sianz already, oh no :( Have been feeling v v v lazy these days, too lazy to blog etc. Random but: I can't curb my addiction to bubble tea, and its making me fat and unhealthy. 2008 is coming to an end. I forgot how it feels like to sit on an aeroplane. Sudden craving for Oreo cookies dunked in milk yummmy!

On a lighter note. Life's been pretty good, although
1) One of my earhole closed, damn
2) My phone is dead (ok old news but still!)
3) A $50 note magically disappeared from my purse so i'm quite broke v v v sad :'(
4) Havaianas died on me, the strap broke
5) Have been wearing overdued contacts for the past week
6) It's the time of the month
7) I'm getting fatter
8) More but right now i can't remember

Funny how life is so filled w surprises sometimes. You get caught when you least expected it. And its damn unbelievable, thinking back about it, because you really never ever thought things will ever turn out this way, not in a million, trillion, zillion years.

But what can I say. Despite the series of rather unfortunate events lately, there is still a reason to be happy :)

Aaaaaah omg the money thing has been bothering me for days now, i'm overwhelmed w guilt. Currently in need of a one-day job that can guarantee me 50bucks or more at the end of the day. Quick, fast cash. Any lobangs?

I'm blogging funnily today why oh why, okay i should stop here bye.
Mel

2008-12-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

I dont like how situations can change so quickly, how a happy day can transform into a sad one within a span of a few seconds.

When i think, i start to question, and when i dont/cant get answers, i wind up feeling all worse than before.
Sometimes, i dont even know what i'm thinking about. (?)

If i could fulfill a weird wish of mine now, it would be to travel back in time to live a week in the 1950s. No idea why. I want to observe how people in the past lived and carried themselves.

Rented The Notebook weeks ago, but it's still rotting in my com. My, i'm rly too lazy even to watch a film.

&Listening to Michael Bublé's Everything offers a weird sense of comfort, his voice is just so magical!

,mer

"One never can see the thing in itself, because the mind does not transcend phenomena" (Hilaire Belloc)

2008-12-11T00:18:00.006+08:00

Ok this blog is getting way boring, and i've almost lost interest in blogging altogether.

(super boring post all just abt the day's activities)

But today was yet another fun+adventurous day, totally! & i feel like narrating it so yes i will do so.
Started off with call from Mel last night, that her plans for today(wed) were cancelled, thus we had impromptu arrangement of yummy LJS breakfast at j8 at 9 before carrying out whatever activities we had in mind.

9.
Which was unadulteratedly impossible.

I dreamily read msg at 730 from the pig saying 'V tired. See you for lunch at 1230 j8'.
So glad, i was. My eyes couldnt open beyond 1 mm.

Right, so lunch it was, and i was late yet again(yea and i live how far away frm j8 only) I'm so sorry friends, no matter how hard i try i always end up turning up late. : ( I still rmb talking crap with sis/bro/dad at 12, thinking there was damn lot of time. Then i screamed for help to find socks at like, 1240?
SORRY x13689757367790234.

Had simple/enjoyable lunch and train-ed aimlessly, reached vivo, walked a few rounds/couldnt find a nice place t chill out and decided it was way boring. Went back t dhoby, incidentally ended up at thcathay. Talked/drank stuffs, ran for bus to marine parade area, settled stuffs at parkwayp plus played arcade(?) bball/shooting game, super random decision. Walked thru roxy sq to Astons at katong/joochiat wtv you call that area for dinner, nice people and food. : ) Craved for desserts, randomly got on bus12 and went down to IceCreamChefs yay. Then like 2 lunatics by the road who laughed non-stop, we started walking with utmost Determination in a bid to find The beautiful house(!). Sadly my navigation skills sucked, we walked like 3/4 bus stops and ended like sweaty pigs without finding it :( Gave up and bus-ed to tanahmerah mrt, wanted t go t kallangleisurepark but it was kinda inconvenient so we ended up at esplanade rooftop terrace.
Back to marina sq for disgusting photos and finally home.

Plus loads of random funny stupid crazy incidents throughout the whole day.
:D

Thought alot about many stuffs recently, but i cant voice out my thoughts easily. Guess i'll be un-understood by most people most of the time. Ohwell.
Dont know what i'm talking about anymore, but sth very random to line, jea, mel:
Today i was thinking about the past and i could clearly remember the day aft some chinese paper(?) the 4 of us were at jea's hse and we fell asleep for a few hours straight side by side on jea's bed. We were in our uniforms, i remember, and i was having a cough that day.
Those times were just, so sweet.
This sounds so silly, but i almost teared while thinking.
I kinda miss us.

I'm really very tired now, of many things.

,merilyn

2008-11-30T00:41:00.008+08:00

I wanna sleep super badly now because I've to wake up early for church tomorow and Sunday night/Monday morning is match night so sure cannot sleep. ): This is payback for making sleeping at 2plus 3am a habit. ): I am super awake now. ): And I am very hungry because I didn't eat dinner because I can't chewwww. ): No 1 way to lose weight: get braces! Woohoo.

But today's been fun, hahaha. Went to Kellie's church games day thingy, and I conclude that running on grass is really difficult and I have new respect for soccer players even though their pitch is flat and they have studs. But still! I'd rather play on a court. We played bridge alot too, hahaha. And I saw Eliz too, abit long never see her alr. It's quite sad though, the rest of the netballers were kinda, hi-bye.

HOLIDAYS ARE BEGINNING TO GET A LEEEEETLE BIT BORING. WHERE'D ALL THE ACTIVITIES GO! I'm getting quite sick of movie marathons because there are no more nice movies at that movie rental place which I have visited like every day for the past 4 days. :O I was about to say can school reopen soon, but then I think that it'll be quite hard to get back into the schooling mood. Homework seems like a lifetime away.

Am having a little craze over Chris Evans and Ananda what's-his-name. I almost couldn't concentrate on the plot when I was watching Shutter last night cause he was being absurdly gorgeous. :D How can someone look so nice when a ghost is haunting him huh? & I bet Char didn't watch anything luh, the cushion probably blocked the whole screen.

My brother is currently showing off his new guitar, he thinks it's very sexy. I think it looks pregnant.

Oh and you know I was changing one day and my nail got caught in my jeans and it flipped back so much that my nail polish actually creased. =/ My nail's completely fine now, but the part where the nail polish creased has fallen off. My nail officially rocks.

I want to go out and show off my hair, can people please date me. And I think David Cook's album rocks, it's like every song is nice.

Bye bye.
J.

2008-11-28T22:08:00.008+08:00

Hi, went Thomson a few days back with gf.

Look like a couple here heex merilyn maybe we should get together!!!

Oi i love you la

Went out last week for a chill-out session at town. Lunched @Mogumogu it was a funny concept cos instead of approaching a counter w people, we approached a machine.

Merilyn intro-ed this to me from Godiva, by far the best drink ever. We savoured every drop of it. Heavenly!!!!! :D

Next we were off to Sunshine Plaza to help Mer's sister do some printing for her art exam, passed a thumbdrive to the guy. We had no idea the end result was this HUGE omg so we toured the whole of crowded Bugis/Dhoby area looking hellavu ridiculoussssss, at the same time receiving curious stares. I think people thought we were advertising or sthg

Dead beat, at Bugis Junction. Loitered around town after dinner hee hee. Adventurous day indeed!

Jiao lian's bday on 27Nov! Pizza-ed with bballers in the morning! Grp photos w others, but here's one with Yu Lao shi

Pigging out session @ Newton circus food centre w the piglet again. Ordered a considerable amount! (and we were still not v full after that) Talked & talked till the sky turned from blue to moonlight, felt rly rly free

Hee heex

Made friends with random strangers who were super kind. Offered to take photos for us/provide us with wet wipes after our meal/provide us w discounts on our next visit/concerned when we laughed till we choked. It's heartwarming to know that kind angels like them exist in our society :)

Ps: We didn't initiate the funny poses hor

Ha ha don't underestimate the older people. They are better posers than us plzzz. Hilarious things ensued but i'm too lazy to elaborate hahahahahhahaha

Even being a Singaporean, i'm still having troubles pronouncing this accurately. It's so hard!

Ok, really strange but i lost the mood to blog halfway through posting the photos. Eh having cough now and both my big toes turned gangrene grosss!!! Ok i'm. lacking. inspiration.

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction
Get tangled up in me

I like old, old songs.

Tomorrow's visiting both grandmas day yay, bye
Mel

2008-11-27T23:00:00.005+08:00

One word: HIGHLIGHTS!

J is happy and she loves her parents alot alot.

Doesn't matter anyway

Words could never make me stay

Edited/

Just because I miss you doesn't mean I'm gonna do anything about it. It's up to you, I'm growing passive and apathetic.

2008-11-25T16:21:00.002+08:00

Hello darlings, haven't posted in a long long time! Barriers by David Archuleta is playing now, yah it's quite nice I agree.

Anyway! Wanna share with y'll a video, David A and Cook, damn damn damn cute. Let y'll fall in love with them all over again :D

Okay my sister intro-ed it to me, she wants credit.

Clicky! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_MmOUZ085s&feature=related

They rock. Seriously. I know Hannah Loke will go crazy.

2008-11-24T00:01:00.005+08:00

Old photossss so sorry for the delay. Taken on 13Nov-Liberation day! Surprised Huixin at Parkway & paraded around w (itchy) party hats and balloons that burst non-stop esp on the bus giving poor innocent commuters a fright whoopz :(

Dinner @ ecp/Hui xin's house/Night cycling to a couple of destinations/Help rendered by random people/Lift back to ecp by a kind soul/Trng right after that omg (!!!)

I swear, Nair Hx Cheah & i ran for like more than 3km from one end of ecp to another(Note: after a heavy meal) in order to rent bikes from a v v unfriendly grumpy old man who only relented after we begged & pleaded w him all the way till he reached the car park.

We almost died of exhaustion, our blouse soaked with perspiration. Nevertheless, it was the most enjoyable/tiring/mind-blowingly hilarious/nauseating/uncomfortable/crappy experience ever because we nearly peed in our pants while running & we could feel the stingray + satays etc jiggling in our stomach we nearly puked. Stupid Nair keep making us laugh about the whole v_ _ _ _ thingy!!! Ha ha inside joke

ECP

Kallang Leisure Park

Citylink in the wee hours of the morning

Indoor stadium w/ our bikes that died on us, one after another during the course of our journey. Advice to future night cyclers: Do NOT rent the cheapo $5 bikes, we have suffered immensely due to our auntie-ness.

A very, very empty Highway

Maid In Singapore musical on Friday! The singers were awesome and everyone's effort was commendable :) Ah i've only few photos cause most of the grp shots are taken using other people's camera.

And i'm really glad we made it for the musical, together.

Last month I busted my phone bill like real bad, so i'm gonna change my plan to the one w unlimited sms w my brother tmr yay :) :) :) At least something to look forward to.

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

Night night,
Mel

2008-11-22T23:44:00.006+08:00

I'm so full now and i rly feel like sleeping, i behave so much like a pig i need to abstain from food the next few days (i know you're thinking yeah right, i also think so). Just early-celebrated bro's 21st birthday and had buffet dinner at Swissotel Merchant Court Hotel. Met bro's gf for the first time, pleasant night. :)

Random: Her mom marks O's SS papers and i heard marking should be completed by tues or sth like that haha.
Quite sad, no photos, but it's okay!

And today i did sth i never ever thought i would do in my life. Am quite proud of myself(though still feel a lil embarrassed). But no regrets! Eh maybe have, for not saying 'I think you're v cute'.
Shhhhhhhhhhh, v embarrassing. (Tammy, Jea and Peishi!)
What happened to the image-conscious me!

Alright, shall just upload random pics!

Wii at Cine, bunny game plus gutar hero ending at wrong-est time equals ultimate fun! :)

I swear, it didnt look anyth like that in your webcam! :P
(not my fault k)

Musical Funny Incident No. 1 (No elaboration needed :B)

<33 plus Caroline!

Crazy.

Pyack,

1. Grace, good job at tip-toeing!
2. Kw, you tip what toe when you're alr in heeeeeeeeels.

3. Ngteng you should just give others a chance hahaha.

And the pic that feels so WARMMMMMMMM! !

Ah the rest look bad somehow, i feel uglier(and fatterrrr) as each day passes! :(

&The pig needs to sleeep, byebye!
,merrrr

2008-11-22T00:41:00.003+08:00

Hello i just made this post cos i'm sick of the tauhuey face staring at me each time the page loads

(although the tauhuey face is quite cute :D heeeeeeee)

Musical was great, people/company was great(esp while taking photoss). :D
I'm quite tired i want to sleep for 24 hours yay byebye.

2008-11-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

Aftereffects of consuming alot of tauhuey when pregnant.

I think i grew up looking quite like a boy, and i cant rmb who cut my hair. The fringe part looks pretty much like a bowl cut, but maybe this particular bowl had some jagged edges.
I havent owned a single Barbie doll all my life, i dont think they're in the least bit interesting.
I had single eyelids as a kid, i dont know how/when they changed to double eyelids.
The purple duck i was hugging is still surviving despite in ruins(holes and cotton flying out). It's my bro's and strictly speaking, it's older than me.

Anyone dislikes chatting on msn too? I can be your friend haha. :)
(Though i think it would be no one)

2008-11-17T17:02:00.002+08:00

Boy, can you see?

Went to shoot/run in the morning with Sam todayy. It's funny but I thought that the first thing I'd do after O's is sleep, but I haven't been sleeping at all. ): I wanna movie marathon! All the movies I haven't watched, which is like billions.

Anyway we went to watch Quantum of Solace, like finally! It was quite nice, Daniel Craig is cool and the Olga what's-her-name is quite pretty. At some angles she looks like Catherine Zeta-Jones, who is like totally gorgeous.

Btw don't try the Macs chocolate McFlurry cause it's fake, it's not chocolate at all it's just vanilla ice-cream with chocolate fudge and chocolate chips mixed in. And it's very milky, even for me.

I am feeling very nyehh because, I am envious. I want something like that too. I wonder what the feeling's like. You know it's very weird, to people who don't know it seems to be like this, but to those who know it's like completely different. It's quite sad actually, but I know I don't belong there. Sometimes I wonder what happened, but I think it was kinda inevitable; I always feel abit fake. Oh well.

2008-11-16T01:14:00.003+08:00

Hello i had a lot of fun today. :D

Thx Mel for being able to make me talk non-stop when i'm with you, even when i dont like to talk normally!
Maybe we rly befriended each other 16 plus years back when i was born in the same hospital 6 days after you. Perhaps? :)

<3 Random: I disike being fair-skinned, can i be like tannnnner. I think why i'm rather fair now is cos my mom stuffed herself with tauhuey when she was having me, cos she wanted the baby to have smooth and fair complexion.

I've got stuffs to say today, but i'd rather not.
,merrr

Do opposites always attract?

2008-11-16T01:01:00.007+08:00

All time fav girl

Dinner with Merilyn @Serene centre like a few hours ago! I'm irritated because i can't type stuff above the first picture so i can like only type here. Is it like that for all computers or is my comp being annoying? Anyway! We ate at this corner shop, the smell of the food drew us there! And it's v nice we loved it :)

This is a Potato Leek soup. Ok i know the leek part sounds a little turn-off, but it actually tastes not bad. Initially Mer found that it tasted a bit funny/oriental-ish, but the weird taste kinda grows on you and it's actually not bad really.
Merilyn ordered this. I think its Pork cutlet something w spaghetti, can't rmb.

Doesn't this look like chicken rice?

This is Chicken w/ cepes & rice. We asked the counter guy what on earth cepes was, and apparently its Mushroom! That's a new word added to vocab bank! Encountered language barrier issues w him because he had an accent we could not figure out, so it was kind of embarrasing. But this is rlyyyy yummy & though the rice looks v normal, it tastes like buttery chicken rice!

Then, of course to Island Creamery for desserts!

We felt like noobies cause we only got to try it like recently when people knew abt this ageeeeeeeees ago. Tried: Reverso(Again, it's my fav!!!!)/Burnt caramel/Teh tarik. Loved Teh Tarik, it tasted like the real deal & its kinda unconventional. The ambience was great.

Us, looking stupid here, don't really know what we were doing

Petite Merilyn likes the Petite restaurant here

2 very, very, very happy people today.

Today was a blaaaaaaaaaast yo!

Met C & Mer @ j8 in the late afternoon t catch up abit before C flies off tomorrow to Hk. We talked quite abit and C tried the Mega Mc Spicy and INSISTS that 1 patty is the Mc Chicken one while the other is the Mc Spicy one. But! Nair told me that both are the Mc Chicken ones. Idk, i was actually hoping both would be the succulent Mc Spicy ones but oh well, it was biiiiig!

C had to go home for dinner, quite sad she couldn't join us :( But anw, have a safe trip to Hk & hope you meet Seahorse (hocc) there! :D

So Merilyn and I went Serene centre for dinner and had heart-to-heart talk abt tons of stuff & felt pretty damn good just chilling around, doing absurd things & talking til close to midnight. Job hunting soon!! Rly wish that hols would always be this fun. Life's been good lately. And merilyn is scarily similar to me, but yet we're v v different. It's kinda ironic but hmm! Love her anwyz!

To summarize, it's simply Good food & Great company.

(PS: I love Marjorie in antm cycle11!!!)

&My phone officially died. I'm anti-Sony now the phone can't last, the batteries run out v fast and it constantly dies on me. I think i'm going back to Nokia, but have no idea what models are nice. Recommendations?

Bye good night it's late,

Mel

2008-11-15T09:25:00.005+08:00

My butt/legs aches like djfhapuhgjahkhgwepughw :(

Pain pain. V lazy i shall blog in detail abt yesterday soon aft getting the photos! I love the 7 of us btw, you guys made yesterday and the day before, beyond amazing. Happy happy happy that fate brought 7 very diff people together, and doing those crazy, out-of-the-world things that only we can think of on impulse, i'll never forget.

I'm sothankful for nura huixin tengz nair linxin faith, the thought of every single one of them makes me feel v blessed & loved. Considerably big group, but v close. I don't like cedar particularly, but because of their existence, they make me look forward to going school. Love them, love 4o.

Oh dang i typed a whole chunk here but it somehow got deleted :/ OH anyone wants to look for part-time jobs w me!

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink

Love,Mel

2008-11-13T23:37:00.013+08:00

Hello okay, hahaha today's like the most eventful day I've ever had! Okay this shows how loser I am, but O's really suck the life out of your life. I couldn't even remember where Macs in PS was. =/ Anyways because of today's eventfulness I shall blog about my day, which is something I very rarely do because I cannot remember what happened at all.

Anyway. I wanted to shoot abit after the paper but it rained like nobody's business so I stoned around in the canteen with Tammy and the juniors after their training. We sat there talking about past, present & future ahahaha, I think the whole idea of O's really ending gave me a reality check on how time passes like a bullet train.

So we sat there and waited until the netballers finished training and then Tammy went off (how was The Coffin huh!) and Sam, Sherly and I went to eat lunch and we watched Madagascar 2 and it was superr funny but I was freezing my toes off and I swear my teeth were chattering and I had to pee. (As usual, I think my kidneys work overtime.)

And then I got some sewing stuff from Spotlight cause I miss it, hahaha okay lame but yes I like sewing even though it breaks my neck. Went to Macs to eat abit and I officially conclude that I suck at psp games because my trigger finger's about the speed of a sloth. I committed suicide before the game even started.

(I am very cold now. ): )

Then after that I went down to meet the parents at the office and we went shoppinggg :D I got a nice dress, and I am very happy.

And through it all my stupid phone decided to conk out on me! It can't switch on and stuff and I was so pissed. I was without my phone for like the whole day, okay I know that sounds whiney and retarded but seriously I survive on my phone. Okay that is very bad but it's true. I felt like I was totally disconnected from the outside world. HA.

So I was kinda whining the whole night, heh. Cause I was waiting for Cheryl to comfirm tomorrow's gathering and I knew a lot of things had to be sent and confirmed today so I was feeling very frustrated. And I came home and I searched high and low for extra phones that weren't either the size of my thigh or weighed as heavy as me. I was stomping around the whole house and whining like a brat cause all the spare phones had no chargers. I swear I did a perfect impersonation of Kw :D I'm kidding, I admit I am a brat too, especially because of all my stomping around, my dad went, "Eh nah this one got battery," and handed me the spare iPhone.

:D :D :D

So I very quickly calmed down, hahaha the prospect of using the iPhone totally appeased me. I've never used it before, I wanna try! (And maybe carry on using it, heh. But I don't know, the batt runs out like in 5s and the memory space abit lame.)

But anyway! To quote someone, I lead a charmed life. I lurbbe my parents ttm :D My dad knew I was breaking down and he gave me the iPhone before I could throw the Treo at the wall. The Treo btw, is like a Blackberry and weighs about a thousand tons. I so did not want to use it.

Okay I sound totally annoying now I shall go off before anyone throws something at me. I can't sleeep. ):

Veron is annoying she is watching Federer live tomorrow I am very jealous.
J

2008-11-12T19:43:00.003+08:00

My ipod is #*(&Q*$&%*W&$*% screwedddddddddddd. ): I'm restoring to factory settings now and it's breaking my heart.

David Archuleta is abeeeet cute. Okay not abit, quite a lot :D I know this is kinda slow but, yah. He looks like a teddy bear.

J says ONE MORE DAY!

Edited:

I felt like throwing my shoe at EricTan today, harharhar.

I want highlights!

2008-11-12T15:26:00.003+08:00

its quite a bad time for this to happen, i know. i didnt know hiding feelings were this hard to bear. I'm a very true person, as in if i dont like you i wil show it to you.
i dont hide who i am, btu today was my first time doihng it.
ive never felt myself feeling so fake before, smiles that felt so awkward to me.
i know i said i dont blog feelings out, but i think this time is different, because if i dont type it here, no one will listen to me.
sense of guilt, yes i know.

the feeling of being hated. i think, this is my saddest phase in upper sec.
i dont know how to face the days after Os. Should i still hold on, or should I just let everything go.
Also, this is the first time i felt like this in my life.
i feel like iam the biggest failure in the world. lets say, if will feel happier if i get 6 F9s on 12 jan?

I hope i can leave my tears in singapore, i dont want them to follow me to Hong kong. I dont know what i can do to revert back things to the past.
though i suggested it. but if ... nvm.

I think I need help.

Caroline, be strong. life is never too easy or too tough! be strong be strong! you;ve failed once, never allow second.

but iam still hurt, bad.
finally,

sorry.

we had fun, didnt we?

-caroline

2008-11-12T12:19:00.002+08:00

Oh yay almost half the world's liberated, but, neh mind. Just one more day, i'll be free from the evil clutches of O's. But srsly, what a bad way to put an end to this, a Bio paper? Nyeh.
Mr Bio, this shall be the last time i'll ever get to complain about you, rest assured that i will not miss you at all. :D -waves bye enthusiastically

I think i had a rly bad start to this morning with only i-dont-even-know-how-much-i-slept hours. I couldnt fall asleep despite going to bed rly late and like by the millionth time i'd switched my sleeping position, it was time to wake. It felt like i successfully stepped into slumberland for only about 10 minutes. :( And i think it was cos i was so hungry i couldnt fall asleep. :( This sounds so ridiculous, i hope someone believes me. The hunger pangs were so annoying okayyyyyyy. But i didnt starve myself in the day or anyth! Besides, i was too lazy to crawl out of bed to find food or even chew/bite/eat. :(
I was thinking so slowly in th morning it felt like my brain was semi-unconscious.
So i guess a malfunctioning brain didnt help much for paper one.

But it's okay, it's all done and over!
Now i'm no more a hungry kid but i rly need to sleeeeep.
,merrrrrrrrr

2008-11-11T16:42:00.005+08:00

Ha ha this is damn childishhhhh like fav pose when we were p6 or sthg

Crazy bunch camwhoring down the escalator

Jeanette sorry i really had to put this up, it's too funny

Eeeeee sec2! Haha eh quite cute leh

Biting finger/Acting bimbo/Eating a bao?

Who is this impersonator pls

Miss Merilyn Loh studying her favourite subject

An array of random pics of random Happy Dayz i dug out while browsing through folders :D

Mel!

2008-11-09T18:27:00.004+08:00

Brother bought this lovely cake from this shop in Taka, just for Mum. By far, my favouritest cake ever. It's really really really rich & delicious, with cereal-base so its kinda crispy & biscuit-y with every bite. Highly recommended, especially if you luv chocolate & fancy all things sweet :)

You are our Super Mummy :) We love you, to bits.

Daryl Low, Mummy Low, Melissa Low. I think we three look alike here, interrrrresting!

A Very, Very Happy Low Family
Happy early 47th birthday Mum!
Thanks for your unconditional love, can't do without you.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

6 hours to Mummy's birfyday, going out for family dinner soon.
Luvvvvv ya mum!
&& Yizhen's too, Happy advanced bday to all Nov babies!

/edited

Tomorrow = Lunch date with Momzzzziez! :)
O's are ending soon, just gotta shade some ovals and we're done, once and for all. Can't wait.

And and and! I want a job, who wants to employ me? I can mop floor, fold clothes & wash dishes quite efficiently!!!

Good luck to all sec4s taking Physics mcq tmr!
Really, really hope it won't be as hard as the paper2 :)

<3,
Mel

2008-11-07T19:47:00.002+08:00

ok today was the first time in my life i saw myself in straight hair. haha . its temporary but i dyed it blue black. means its darker than normal black but shows abit of blue under the light.

here are some emo pictures.

2008-11-07T12:11:00.003+08:00

Even lovers need a holiday,

I'M ALONE AT HOME. :D how cool is that! Okay, maybe not really alone, there's always someone in my house, but my grandparents are out, my sister just left, my brother has a paper today (HEH) and my parents are working. Therefore, I am alone at home. (:

Cooooooolioz anyone wanna come over? :D

Anyway. I spent 4plus hours doing up the cover flow in my iPod yesterday and it's still screwed. ): like, wthhhhh. Sooooo annoying. I'll go save it later.

Physics = screwed why am I still trying for mcq.
Chem = still salvagable I guess?
Bio = kns must get full marks cause paper 2 was uhh, weird. & if I don't get my A1 for bio I'll sit in the hall and cry.

I wonder what it's like.

Okay gotta go do chem bye bye it feels like O's is over alr. (My msn smiley face very retarded ): )
J.

2008-11-07T04:34:00.010+08:00

Hello someone please help me. I cant get to sleep.
I'm so damn wide awake.
I dont know how, i went to search for some stuff at yahoo and i chanced upon neopets site.
I actually went to create a new acc cos i couldnt retrive the pw of my ancient acc. And i'm quite sad cos i rmb i had alot alot of neopoints, sure beat you kinda amount. :(
But anyways the layout's changed so much since the last time i ever went there, makes me feel damn old and outdated. It's like damn modernized and hip, i miss the simple and happier look. :(

Impt Point is, I Am Really Not Sleepy At All. And it sucks. I want to sleep you know.
I tried to read but i was too lazy to, so i gave up.
Now i dont know how i'm supposed to catch up on all the sleep ltr.
Anw I havent touched any books till now, but i cant seem to make myself feel guilty. But i'm feeling crappy bout f&n. :( Maybe i shall try tonight, but the fact that what's left are mcqs(there's bio :( ) and only on wed&thurs doesnt seem to help.

I'm gna play some neopets and relive my childhood memories, and thereafter try to find a pendulum to hypnotise myself to sleep.

Byebye
,merilyn

My sis stole my phone away and it's locked up in her room. :(

& recently my dad went to dig out my old phone and i realised it contains oldddd stuffs!
Like this

I think like in sec1/2? More like primary 1/2. I look so much like a kid. &I miss braces. Mel looks like a deer/

2008-11-07T02:18:00.005+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii mugging papers are ovvvvvvvver! So had human geog paper today, only mcqs to go! (which is like what, 7 days away!?)

So...went town w Hui xin/Nura/Faith and chilllllllllllled! It was really cute cause we realised that we had one of these get-togethers like during midyears. Watched hsm3 too, it was inevitable cliche but still entertaining.

My comp is currently making some sort of weird, loud noises now like its gna explode like that.

I'm damn tired now going to sleep already. Studying process is draining me out for the past weeks. Well deserved break after slaving arouind for weeks. Btw! I'm dedicated to learn cooking/baking skills soon! But i'll need help frm C&Merilyn (i bet my friends are v v v proud of me!) And I wanna watch gossipgirllllllllllllll :'(

Seriously need some excitement. I think my post is boring and I need to slp

Bye!Mel

2008-11-06T11:47:00.011+08:00

13 down, 3 more to go!
hahaha it sounds like I take a billion subjects but no, it's just that every subject has 2 papers and they like to have them all on different days. They want to prolong our agony. Olevels is officially not about brains, it's about stamina and whether your handwriting is nice or not. (Esp for ss/g wahlau.)

Anyway, thank God it's about to be over! :D
Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life.. Consider the ravens: they do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! (Luke 12:22-24)
So therefore I do not need to be afraid, and so there's no need for me to worry about O's because it's already gonna be over and He's watching over meeeee. (: I think I tend to think in equations.

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why

(BTW: when I was looking for the lyrics of this song, it opened on a page that had a heading that read: The University of Liverpool. :D But I checked, the courses they have abit not my type. ): )

Inferiority complex much? It won't go away. You gave up too easily. This is so annoying, but it's getting shorter so that's good I suppose. It should be gone totally but I'll get to that soon. And anyways I think you're totally absurd and ridiculous, haha as if those two words mean anything different. Like seriously, you are not thinking. You too actually, but aiyah I'm biased. I can't wait to escape.

Gotta go eat lunch and finally start studying after yesterday's break. C'mon people, only one more weeeeek.

Jeaaaa.

Edited/
I just slammed my drawer into my middle finger. Owwwwww.

Hahaha I just wanna say something about the American elections.

I was supporting Obama because, he's very charismatic and I think the world needs a break after George Bush. Who by the way, is really pitiful because I feel like he was at the wrong position at the wrong time and made a few wrong decisions that would ultimately label him as the worst (?) president in US history. But seriously, sometimes the pressure gets to you doesn't it? Maybe it just got to him. Okay I don't know enough to make a judgement on him, but I think it's very funny how Americans make excessive, blatant fun of him, and yet when other countries make fun of him they get all defensive. hahahahaa.

Anyways. Obama, according to him, will bring change to the country, and effectively the world. I liked him because well, he was different and so supremely confident that I really thought he could 'heal the world, make it a better place' so to speak, to borrow from the freak of all freaks. I didn't really bother to read about his policies and all, I just listened to his debates and really, he rocks at public speaking.

(Btw, the Vp debates were really, laawwwwwl. It spawned so many spoofs, hahahaha. Maverick! Tina Fey looks damnnnnn like Sarah Palin, it's unbelievable.)

But then a few days before election day, I read in the newspaper about their policies, and I kinda got a shock. I never paid much attention to their policies but what I read really, made me think twice. Basically, Obama is anti-life, pro-gay; McCain is pro-life and anti-gay. Meaning, McCain does not support abortion or gay marriages. That's why Bristol's gonna have a baby at 18, because Palin's a staunch Christian and anti-abortion too. I know people reading this are gonna go like, "huh so?" but I don't know, it just hit me hard that maybe Obama's not that great.

Despise the sin, not the sinner.

And the turning point was that my mum said when Rick Warren (that's the author of The Purpose Driven Life) asked the two candidates about their faith in God in an interview, McCain responded very firmly about his belief and his walk with God, while Obama stuttered. This might not seem to be much of a factor to others, but it is to me. Especially now that God seems to be cleansing America's economy and washing all the corruption away.

So therefore, I'd wanted McCain to win. Because for one, he's so old and cute. HAHAHA. He can't raise his hands properly, have you noticed? lol. But yah, mainly cause of his policies. Even though his wife looks like a robot from the future. And that's his second wife btw, but look at David. He wasn't that great a man, but what a king/servant of God.

Okay I've said all that I wanna say this post is really long hahaa I need to go study now ): I just hope that Obama will live up to the hype he's built around himself.

And, Gerrard dived? ):

2008-11-02T23:22:00.004+08:00

Alright today has possibly gta be the most eventful day during this o's period. It's more like, epitome of suay-ness.

So like my sis was on her way to inter and like it's alr so nearrrr, and she took the very back seat of the bus. Then this car had to ram right into the back the bus and she swung forward and back and like totally slammed her head onto the metal/plastic part behind the cushion. I know it's supposed to be serious and all, but like i think she's like the only one on the bus who got hit or sth, it's rly quite ridiculous.

When she called to tell me bout it i thought she was kidding or sth. Srsly!

And that crazy woman still walked to j8 while feeling giddy and all.

So after dinner, we all spent like an hour or so at the clinic. Right, hope her pain and giddiness goes away by tmrrrrrrr.

And now i srsly gta shift my attention back to ss, or i'd die tmr.

Hmm I think i'll think twice about seating at the back of the bus now. :/

,merilyn

2008-11-02T18:40:00.007+08:00

Hello ss, I hate you to the core can you please just go and dieeeeeee. ):
I have cramps. Today is a bad day. ):
I am very unhappy.
Liverpool, what happened? ):

MELISSA! Your post made me emo. hahahahaa. I remember my first science test, I got 9/40 :D I laughed like crazy cause the score was so absurd. I think the teacher must've been like, these bunch of idiots. heeee. And I know the ultimate malu moment for me was the one outside the computer lab where I laughed until i landed on my butt and y'll couldn't stop laughing. -.- Thanks ah! And, it had to happen in front of Mary. =/ And Kiat too, If I don't remember wrongly. You know how embarrassing situations get etched in your mind for life? Yah. Thinking about that scene now makes me lol.

I wanna go back and train with us again. I kinda miss the whole, experience. Like sweating your guts out with everybody on the court. Very memorable.

Beyonce's If I Were A Boy is very very very niceee.

I want to play badminton. Because I am feeling abeeeet fat. Abit only. Just a thick tyre around my waist.

I WANT A HUG.

These lines of lightning mean we're never alone, never alone.

I realise I can't really type out what I really feel. Like when I read other peoples' posts and they're spilling their guts out, I don't think I can do that. It's so, brave. hahahaa. Like, everyone's gonna read what you write about how you feel and then they're gonna make all these assumptions about you, omg I cannot handle hahahaha. I know I shouldn't like, think so much about what other people think, but if I make assumptions about other people based on what they write, then others will make the same assumptions about me right? I'd rather leave my posts abit mysterious and let people wonder what the heck am I writing. I think I bottle things up. And I have seriously got to learn how to remember what things can be said and what shouldn't. If not I'll just end up like the people i bitch about. Damn.

I think God has very conveniently built a nice little bubble around me so that I don't get stressed about whatever mistakes I've made for previous papers. Then I can concentrate on future papers. Cause if i started thinking about all the mistakes I've made for the papers I think I'd kinda go mad. heeee, like how i mixed up thrombokinase and enterokinase. Thank God. (:

I never knew Howie Day looked like that. He looks like Ryan Cabrera.

Okay bye.
J.

2008-11-02T02:21:00.001+08:00

believe you can fly !

we can make it!

i hate A, but B loves A. I'm ok with B, but it makes me uncomfortable cause B loves A. I dont like A, i really dont like her.

2008-11-01T01:56:00.003+08:00

Hi. This is my second post today. I'm bored.

List of random stuff:

Currently youtubing.
Exams are so gonna end soon hooooray.
I'm eating a Polar chicken pie now i like.
I love Faber drive omgggg had no idea they were that good.
I tend to get really apprehensive when people say nice things, am i weird?
My contacts are shrivelling up in my eye.
I'm tired but i don't feel like slping, ok as if that made any sense but i'm sure you get it right.
HSM1/2/3 marathon, who wants to watch w me!
I'm officially nocturnal, i feel so alert at night.
The O's process isn't as shit as I thought it would be, in fact it's surprisingly relaxing.
I'm craving for a xiao long bao from ding tai fung.
I wonder what Mary is doing right now.
Hanson has pretty, damn good songs.
New cycle of ANTM is soo enticing.
Saw marathon, anyone?
Played When I'm With You for about 13 consecutive times.
The whole exam period thingy is making me frickin obese and unhealthy.
Does anyone else hate pancakes as much as i do?
I realised that i can be kind of straightforward.
I want to borrow the whole series of Twilight, who wants to lend!
I miss bball, i yearn to shoot, lay-up and sweat like i used to on the court.
Am i gonna cont bball in jc? I want to...but then again. Obstacles, obstacles, obstacles.
I'm scared that i can't reach my expectations, i'll be effing sad but what it's not as if i can turn back the clock and undo things right?
Omg something damn weird just happened. Talk about telepathy kl!
I want/need a job after O's, but i want a slack-ish but relatively well paying job. Asking for too much huh.
I think i'll melt if someone sings me When I'm With You & means every bit of it.
I really like hc, but hopes are diminishing as the days go by.
Or am i being purely pessimistic?
I know it's abit weird but i realised the word ROSYTH looks & sounds weird/absurd after staring at it for long.
I treasure my close friends a lot, but stimes i wonder if its being reciprocated. Idk why i feel like that too.
Sinful, but I had Kfc for dinner w friends and had another round of it at home.
Heard sthg from my friend today. He said that he got criticized by someone just because he was playing the role of Mr Nice Guy and its deemed stupid. The irony of it all.
I'm going off, hopefully i can fall asleep soon and stop being so precoccupied by thoughts.

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you whenever you're not around
when I kiss you
I still get butterflies
years from now,
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

I'll miss you, but it's time.
&&& J, CAROLINE & MERILYN. You guys played a huge part in my Cedar life and the countless spaz moments we had in lower sec..im sure it's etched deeply in your hearts. Today's talk made me realize how much we went thru tgt as teammates, FAILING our ct (rmb our 1st sci common test, we all got like below 10/40!!!!), getting into shit with Mary&teachers..and doing absurd, out of this world things..Kw and Grace who often were mistaken as bballers in lower sec, who made everything so complete.
So irreplaceable. I bet we so totally do NOT regret slacking our lower sec years away. Ha ha. How should i put it? I guess it's just so worth it.

Luv,Mel

2008-10-31T20:39:00.002+08:00

My mind's kinda in a whirl now.

Bio was surprisingly manageable considering the fact that i've not bothered much about it, and that i'd intially met up with kw to study but we ended up talking till the very last minute when we went up to th hall. Dont get me wrong, i'm not confident of scoring well, just that you know, never rly study but it was still a can-answer kinda paper. Glad it's over anyways, dont wna be bugged by the thought of having to force myself to study bio.

Come to think of it, i'm so lazy that i suppose there havent been/wont be any exams that i will rly give my best. I'm a rly rly last minute person, i wonder how i managed those last min stay up till 3, 4 am coursework nights. The most contradicting thing is, i tend to behave like a perfectionist when it comes to work. I think those around will prolly know what i'm talking about.
I'm always lacking this sense of urgency. I'm actually feeling quite lax i dont rly feel like i'm taking o's.
Maybe that's why i never find myself crying over academics-related stuffs. Dont think my effort ever matches to that of everyone around me.

I tend to be affected by very very minor things, i rly think so.
I think to be able to earn someone's trust is rly impt, i like to be accountable to others when they put their trust in you. A small incident made me realise how hard i try to be like that.

I'm quite anti-social, haha kw you should realise by now you're far from it.
Sometimes i wish i'd a flair for talking and i'd be able to talk very well to people even if i'm not that comfortable around them. Okay i dont think it's as bad as i make it sound, but, yeah.
And i gta admit, i srsly lack confidence, quite alot of it. I tend to put myself down so so much at times.
&I dont know if it's a smart move to write this down so openly.

All that aside, today was quite a very happy day. Thinking back at all the impossible things that we did back in lower sec, it's rly impossible not to laugh. All that about th relief art teacher having pointed boobs, caroline spilling a waterfall of water from her Mouth onto kw's head when she burst out laughing (haha picture water dripping from kw's face as she innocently sits there), melissa and her omg super bimbotic acts: Eh where's my other shoe!!, goes on to rummage thru all shoebags on floor, and it all ends up with someone telling her she's wearing it on her foot. And so much more.
I'm rly happy we have such memories with us, no matter how we've all changed.
Rly random, but i'm rly thankful for the people in the clique.

Eh to kw: Dont think i've properly said this, but i rly love the times when you can tell me your dirtiest secrets and i can tell you whatever i feel no matter how stupid/noob it makes me sound. How we are actually so different but how i can accept everything about you, cos it's just you. However boring i may be, i know you still love me. Right. :D I dont know what will happen next year, and i think i've said this before, but it's gna be sad not meeting you/taking your car to school anymore. (Eh shit, tears welling up haha) If you go AC and ever change so much, i will still like you and listen to your crazy stories, like always.

Okay i'm gna be off.
Dos this post sound very emo/sad? Actually, it's not supposed to be, it's just my thinking selfffff.

Bye world!

Oh, and Happy Halloween

2008-10-31T20:36:00.001+08:00

Hello Faith, Mel loves you. Thanks for everything. Remember this picture? We had lots of fun that day at your place & had our favvv N&B soyabean at night.

What can I say? You guys are the love.
I'll miss you all, a lot.

-Melissa

2008-10-29T12:52:00.000+08:00

this picture makes me wanna marry her.

iam gonna miss her exhibition on christmas. omg, iam leaving hk on 15th dec, and her exhibition is on the 25th, DAMN.

2008-10-28T14:05:00.007+08:00

Someone make me study pleeeaseeeeeeeee. Only 16more days, so near yet so far, this is annoying. ): I yearn for when I can wake up at 10am and like, just watch dvds the entire day. WAAAAHHHHH damn shiok.

Physics is tomorrow but I am studying Bio now. Heh. Excretion is the process by which matabolic waste products are removed from the body of an organism! Betcha didn't know that.

I want to watch the Sound of Museeeeec. I don't know whether to be happy that nobody's msging me so that I can study properly, or feel like a loser cause, well, nobody's msging me. HAHAHHAA I DONT WANNA STUDY ANYMORE LAHHHHHHHH.

Eh btw, Liverpool totally thrashed Chelsea HAHAHHAHAA. Aqila did you watch the awwwwwwesome match! :P Alonso's free kick that hit the post made my heart go WHAM, it should've gone in. Gerrard's shot too. So therefore it should've been 3-0 instead of just 1. And Gerrard shouldn't have been booked cause it was a completely legal tackle okay. Ahh whatever we'd still be first yay I luurrbbeeee Liverpool. <3

Bye.
J.

2008-10-27T13:24:00.004+08:00

Oh my god i've been feeling daaaaaaaaammn lazy thse whole weekend, i wonder if the other sec4s feel the same too omg. After the first week my brain feels fried and i keep pampering myself these weekend which is bad. And like keep procrastinating my hist cos thrs like Deepavali hol and everything..... And now it's like one day to the paper i'm djhfapuhgpudhgpihdughauihdps scared but i'm sleepy this very moment :( I've 3 chapters to cover or sth. Shiiiiiiiiiiit. Laziness kills. O's is not going well at all, for me. With high expectations bring greater disappointment right? I guess i'll keep my options open now. All the 'could have/should have utilised my hols well' thoughts

AH WHEN I THINK ABT THE CARELESS MISTAKES I MADE (which is like almost everynight) I SWEAR I FEEL V V V SAD AND STUPID. :( I know i should totally like get over it alr, but it floats into my brain and damn it makes me feel v depressed. I need a filter !!!!!!!

Hehe random but i wanna watch HSM3. I think it came out last fri! Who wanna watch with me? Haha i wanna watch HSM2 & 1. And and and i wanna TRY watching SAW! I heard that like it's v intelligent and like it's more than just severed body parts. Haha Nura and Nair were desciribing the scenes and it's frickingggggg gory like that. Like someone's hair is attached to this machine and when it's turned on, the hair would be RIPPED off the woman's head.

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyz yesterday was great fun!

There's this quite nice movie on right now called Bollywood Queen on ch5! Btw okay i'm gotta go for lunch soon! I'm gonna eat Lor Mee frm Old airport Rd.

Hopefully i'll stop my laziness and learn my history and MAKE HISTORY! Ok corrrrrrrrny. Hate it when i'm in one of these zzzz moods. I wonder if anyone is feeling the same asI am now cos it's very frustrating but it cant be helped. Ok i've like abt 10hrs from now.If i'm gonna mken things work tmr, i've got to make full use of it and stop slacking.

Motivation- ABT 16 MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM.
So near yet so far. I can alr taste the sweet, sweet liberation. OMG. Sorry i realised my post is abit irrelevant and im ranting alot so sry for bearing w me.

Feeling blue
When I'm trying to forget this feeling
That I miss you

Feeling green
When the jealousy wells and it won't
Go away in dreams

Feeling yellow
I'm confused inside a little hazy but mellow
When I feel your eyes on me

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours
Creeps into my mind

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

Feeling red
When you spend all your time with your friends
And not me instead

Feeling black
When I think about all of the things that
I feel I lack

Feeling jaded
When it's not gone right
All the colours have faded
Then I feel your eyes on me

:) Bye!
Melisssssa

2008-10-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

refuse to study ss. hate it to the core.

i love big bang loads. like damn lot.

cutie pie

love T.O.P !

ahhh!

cuteee

2008-10-25T20:34:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling, outrageously mediocre.

Today has not been productive at alllll. I went to the physics thing in the morning, 2 1/2 hours i wonder how I survived. And then when I came back I just slept the whole afternoon away. ): Therefore I shall stay up late to do work today. Okay I know my late is like super early to alot of people, but today really will be late okay.

Liverpool vs Chelsea tomorrow! :D Can't wait can't wait.

I want M&Ms now.

The past week was kinda, tiring? But not as tiring as normal school exams. Math, and AMath, was, unexpectedly hard. Like, how to prove midpoint! Aiyoh. And then next week is Bio, have to really mug for that. ): never mind, few more weeks only, JIAYOU PEOPLE.

It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, but I don't think I'll make it a habit. Yay this feels good. (:

Okay bye gotta read through peeemat.

J.

2008-10-24T22:46:00.005+08:00

Alright, the seemingly horrible first week is over. :)
I can switch back to my usual lazier self for, a while.

With all that cramming going on for the past few days, today's finally given me some quiet and peaceful time to think more about everything- people, myself, everything.
Sounds weird, but i think thinking's a rly wonderful process. Reflecting about almost anything makes me find out more about what i perceive about stuffs and recognise myself.

That's prolly the reason why i enjoy solitude quite abit.

People change, situations change. Some have been quite drastic, i cant bear to think about how and why they're like that. I think we're becoming more evil(haha) as we grow older. I feel so sad cos I think we're all becoming nastier and putting on more facades. Maybe this is all part of growing up. I miss how i feel towards certain people and issues, cos i cant get those feelings now.

I'm convinced anyone can/will talk about anyone else. It's prolly just inevitable, to me it seems.
Tell me when you(whoever) bitch about me, please? I want to know.
Haha maybe not, after second thoughts. Ltr i become depressed and run away from the world lol. :(

Shall take a break from introspection for now.

Looked thru random photos, and the Malaysia trip photos made me miss those few days alot.

Okay i'm done, since blogger's a lil screwed, and cant write the stuffs properly.
Bye world.

/i think i am quite unsociable, which is baddddddddd.
& i've noted that i feel a weee bit weird when i'm the only person talking and people are listening, cos i prefer being a listener a lotttttttt more. aiyah, bottomline is, i dont like to talk. :(

2008-10-18T00:25:00.002+08:00

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

Sorry:(
/Melissa

2008-10-12T00:11:00.002+08:00

'Till the day she laid her eyes on me
Now I'm jumping up and down
She's the only one around
And she means every little thing to me
I've got your picture in my wallet
And your phone number to call it
And I miss you more, whenever I think about you
I've got your mix tape in my Walkman
Been so long since we've been talking
And in a few more days, we'll both hook up forever, and ever

And here I am, on the West Coast of America
And I've been trying to think for weeks of all the ways to ask you
Now I've brought you to the place
Where I poured my heart out a million times
For a million reasons
To offer it to you


Feeling lazy to hit the books and really, really empty somehow.
Someone fill up the emptiness in my heart, pls?

Because......i don't know what else i can do anymore.

Not emo.
Mel going off to bed.

2008-10-10T15:41:00.002+08:00

recently in love with music again, and thus in love with sheena rinngo again, liked her since primary four. wonderful music she makes, distinct style, talent. good voice, and realised tt hocc loves her too. proves my music taste haha.

shes wonderful, she even had a character created for her in a game i used to play called guilty gear XX. ok i may sound foreign to some ppl now but ppl w common interests, good!

there you go, one of her music vids.

2008-10-08T13:05:00.002+08:00

I love love love this song. It makes me rly happy. :)
,merilyn

2008-10-07T18:31:00.002+08:00

Esther we have known each other for superrrrr long already. I'm glad that we're friends for so long!
Amirah!
Kleggy wanted me to post this so here it is! :) :)

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can't just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can't just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I love this song!

Mel

2008-10-05T23:42:00.005+08:00

Everyone's flooding their blogs with stuff and pictures bout Graduation.
I'm feeling pangs of sadness that make me feel like crying, how how how.
Esp after reading your post. :'(

There's so many things & people, we all know, that're gna leave us one day.
I've so many things to tell all you friends, classmates, teachers, but i cant get down to it now. :( Thank you so much for everything.

(That was about an hour ago)

I figure, we've all grown so much in 4 years. At least, i've learnt to speak what i feel(truly) to people whom i feel comfortable with.

I guess i'll just get used to keeping memories close to me.
I'm convinced i'm a rly rly lazy person, but i'm gna things things done i'm sure of that! Need to stop being a last minute kid. Sometimes, i wonder if i should be thankful for the freedom i get from my family. Nobody ever bothers me about studying, both Mr and Mrs Potato never ever nags at me to study. I should have some sense and self-discipline yeah.
O's, i'm gna kiss you Goodbye! (soon)

MRS WOO I LOVE YOU I NEED TO WRITE LETTER TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING. I feel sad/happy when i see the huge Tigger at home now.
(sorry for the ugly face :<)

<3>

Omgomg i was so damn touched, Aunty Lily cried whe she saw us cry. I love her so much, she's so nice, i'll miss her pancakes. :(( It feels so sweet that the canteen uncle/aunties are sad that we're leaving, we've been buying food since like we're noobies, aft trng and all. :(

I'll miss you NgTeng. :(

I think i look unusually happy in this photo, the happiest of all taken yesterday.

I'll post long long again for you lovely people soon. :>
(Shit, i started out feeling sad, and the end of the post sounds happy. My mood changes welly quickly!)

Sometimes, i dont know what i feel about you, or how you make me feel about you. I thought i clearly knew, but apparently, things may not be the way it seems to me? Sometimes i feel so disgusted with myself for having such diverse thoughts about you at different times. But, i really cannot help it. Sorry.

2008-10-05T10:47:00.013+08:00

Wednesday-Hari raya at Nura's :)

I have a crazy monitress (Self explanatory)
Double chiiiiiiiiiiiiiin Lin xiiiiiiiiin
One of the reason why i <3 Math so much
Nurul the crazy girl & Xin yi!
Ghost
Milissa/Sonam: I'll definitely miss you all alot, alot a lot! Sitting behind y'all has been greaaaat

Last time meeting fcxy at the bus stop :'(
Lee: Thanks for everything all this while, you've been a superb junior! I love the pink carebear! 8) Luv you.
(Okay my skirt looks so screwed and crumply)
Meet Melee!

Bbbbbbbbbbbbb cutie! <3
She's damn strong i swear
NAIR. ILY curly wurly girly!

Jiatian, the greatest Chinese lesson tablepartner. You make me look forward to the lesson i hated the most and you've been really sweet thoughout this year, i won't forget you too :'(

Mas selamat alert!!!
Compare and contrast :D
Kl the Al/weirdo! Ha ha i twisted my ankle after this shot
Stop calling me Al ok! Look at yourself!
:D Miss taking bus70 with you anyway
Ellaaaaaaa i hope you still remember those crazy and fun times we spent together in lower sec!
The Machiams: Hsinyi/Zhenna. <3
My favourite person in the world
Mokky! You have a heart of gold and thanks for helping a lot in Home Econs in sec2 if not i would have failed terribly. Motherly Mok!
Malleable mouth/face, you have a face made of dough
Nballers Nair, Kl, Anooja! @Longjohn's!
Teammmates luvvvvv
Happy birthday Aunty Linda! <3
<3 <3 <3 (Daryl's missing)

Hellllllo i've finally learnt how to load photos on the comp (no longer a camera noob alr!) So here they are!

The joys of having a digital camera, alas. I've been spent the whole morning uploading and blogging.

Anyway! I love the song Lucky by Jason Mraz/Colbie Caillat!

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Bye! Off for lunch :)
Mel

2008-10-05T00:52:00.012+08:00

I can't believe I was the first idiot to cry today.

I'll miss alot of things.

I'll miss the cheering.

I'll miss the school song.

I'll miss the uniform, the tie, the oh so distinguishable blue, my stupid buttons.

I'll miss the teachers. ):

I'll miss 4C. ):

I'll miss the classrooms.

I'll miss The Canteen Table.

I'll miss PE lessons.

I'll miss Chem, Bio, Physics, Ss/Geog, English, HMT, Math lessons.

I'll miss the team. ):

I'll miss the recess people. ):

I'll miss Bitching.

I'll miss going to school with my sister.

I'll miss being in the same school as her.

I'll miss sitting there at the canteen table in the morning, waiting for everybody to come, stoning until we go for morning assembly.

Which brings me to: I'll even miss morning assembly.

I'll miss the old school.

I'll miss the court.

I'll miss the Cai Fan auntie.

I'll miss AhTong. ):

I (already) miss jogging sessions.

I (already) miss training.

I'll miss Jl. ):

I'll miss writing the form every morning.

I can't believe I'm an ex-Cedarian.

But, I'm very grateful to all the people who made these 4years so so fun. Esp the team, we've been through so much shit together, from crazy trainings to Mary to sitting at the canteen until 7pm after training and then having to rush out of school. To all my friends, aiyah you know who y'll are lah, Cedar would've been nothing without you. Love all of you ttm. <3

Though many times it's been a love-hate thing, like I can't wait to get out of this place, but I can't stand to leave either. Sec1, I still remember orientation and the first training we had when we ran 5 freaking rounds for warm-up. Sec2, Mary, seniors, leaving 2P. Sec3, hah, new class, love 'em to bits! But overall, ha, I don't remember much of it. ( I wonder why.) and finally, Sec4.

I feel like going back to help out with the funfair. Anybody else wanna join? (: Hahahaha.

It's not hitting me very hard now, this whole gradutating thing. Maybe later, maybe next year. Or maybe I should just get used to the feeling of not being a Cedarian. Hmmm. Oh and, dk why all the photos I took today aren't in my phone, so please send to me! (:

& I think what mrGoh did for us was very sweet, especially when he put pictures of the old school in. And then he got all emotional today and said the reason why he doesn't like to take sec4 classes was because he's never learnt how to say goodbye to graduating batches. That was so, awwwwwww. I think our class rocks. Even though Caroline always says we got 28 prc scholars, and then she'll start singing the Olympic song. And everybody thinks all we do is study. HA. Just look at me! Okay I'm not helping my case, but yah. We rock.

Heehee, I HEART CEDAR TTM.

Okay gotta go sleep tmr got church.

Once a Cedarian, always a Cedarian.

2008-10-02T20:28:00.004+08:00

Everyone's all talking bout how 4 years flew past and all! But it's so inevitable.
Today's supposedly last official day of lessons, no more lessons with crazy and lovable classmates. :( Haha i think lots of people were emo-ing at the end of the day or sth, our class was apparently in a quite happy mood. I dont know why either, maybe reality isnt rly sinking in yet.
Graduation's on Saturday, i so will miss the people and teachers.

I realise i dont have pics of old Cedar, i think cos i was too lazy to take any?
But this time i find myself not wanting to take any pictures of the school i.e. holding site, cos there apparently isnt anything much worth remembering, i think?
But seriously, classmates, bballers, teachers are the <3
I wish i could find all the time and effort to note down all the small little things that 3P/4P has done over these almost-2 years.
We should, or rather definitely, have come across as a stupid class, yes academically. But i bet you the things we get to do in this class, you can never find them happening anywhere else.
(Haha i think i am quite sickening)
I dont care, the teachers love us hahaha omg they do okay.

Okay nuff bout that i wouldnt know where to end if i were to get started on the class.

Anyways, i'm a abit-less-fat kid today, cos i managed to go jogging with kw at stadium. Love it when it's empty(well, almost). Finished 10 rounds like, at a damn snail's pace, esp the last few rounds. But at least i exercised okay, Yay. And we went to th swimming complex to bathe cos there was only 1 cubicle in the toilet.
Gosh and hilarious things happened there, she was supposed to throw th shampoo etc, over to me. So like
'Eh i throw now ah'
'Okay.' Then i prepared to catch, and the bottle like totally flew across my vision into some other cubicle. -.- And the next few attempts ended with each bottle hitting me one time after another. Thanks ah, never inform properly.
Okay i think you dont think it's funny right? It is okay, must experience for yourself.

Today is i think my English sounds damn weird day, so i am going now, Byebye.
,merilyn

*Eh caroline i look like crap below! :/

2008-10-01T23:39:00.001+08:00

my cousins are better than me. at this!

2008-10-01T00:13:00.006+08:00

hello peeps! iam here to give the best of the best! presenting to you my fellow lovelies, when they were so kiawo!

number won!
.....

oosh ya baybeh, the smile rocks big time ! fringe is da best.

now compare. ok she was being an idiot by pressing her lips like that.

number tuh!
ready? .... (please laugh. )

LOL./ OMU. this rocks big time leH. jedi, i think count duko see you also run away.
count duko is a sith, when he sees a jedi, i bet he will sprint. withdraw.

now you look at the diff.

number twee!

ya ya its just me. my face was slanted and it still is, because i'm a tummy sleeper and i slept on one side of my face for 16 years.

ok, prepare youself well for the following. viewer discretion is advised. not for the weak and old.
number four!

HAHAHHAHA OMU. LOOKS LIKE A LAMB. loo at her smile. just you STARE AT IT. STARE. LALALA.

so much better, phew. but her szie of ears still differ that much.

ok in my opinion i think she is the champion of this. best of the best!
ready?!! alright here we go! lets do it brah!

HAHHAHA. 1) eye cock. 2) as if the camera men massacred her whole family. 3) specs reflect lgiht summore.

haha lol!

same expression. OMG LOL.

bye peeps :D

- v.i.p loves bb

2008-09-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

Sheeeeesh.

Beyond surprised, didn't see that coming at all...
hm. is it a misunderstanding? perhaps i did something to mislead you, unknowingly?

Gosh, how?

Mel

2008-09-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

These few days' been filled with lots of laughter! I like. :B

Kw! I think i finally get it today, how you can picture scenes in your mind and laugh like mad about it. Really, i know how already! Haha. :D
e.g. "Smack you upside down"
...
Shit, i feel like laughing now hahahahah.

Everyone's voices're like changing cos of sore throat/flu, what nots. My voice is halfway to becoming that of a man's. Sexy hor, zhen na!
Andand, after subway with the usual bunch, went to catch Mama Mia with the brother. Thanks ah, for falling asleep. And i kinda feel like puking from excess intake of popcorn. I guess it was alright, many many songs throughout. I shall start finding all the energy i can ever find after this post to start studying my ass off. Since the movie was like some sort of motivation to let me indulge in some last entertainment before i start mugging Seriously.

So little days left in school, i dread/not so dread graduation. :/
: I Love 4P alot alot. :D

A rly random issue, i dont think i'll ever look grown-up. I think i might still look like a kid when i'm 20 plus? My sister said she could just throw me in a primary school and i would definitely blend in very well. Then people like hannah and the rest have said that i look like a primary 2/3/4/5 student before. THEN, the office clerk gasped once when i wrote my class cos she thought i was a sec 1. Yay. -.- Plus my astounding height doesnt help to serve any justification.

And sometimes, keeping things to yourself is a horrible thing to do. But if you happen to speak of such unmentionables to any other individual, it does not actually do yourself any good.

Or does it?

,merilyn

2008-09-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

It's been agessss since i've been here.

Feeling so lazy and sluggish now, partly cos of flu and cough. Zzz. :/

Superficiality's been occupying the bulk of the day's thoughts.

Hmmm.

,merilyn the pig

(note to self: get your energy back!)

2008-09-21T18:15:00.005+08:00

Hello I haven't been posting for the longest time. But it's not like I have alot of things to post about, my life is very boring. Look up the words 'mundane', 'boring', or 'uninteresting' and I bet the example they put would be poor old Jeanette's life.

HAHAHAHA okay I think I am wallowing in my own self-pity.

Melissa that song is so nice! Omg you made me fall in love with it I think I've listened to it like more than 10 times alr. And that's in like 2 hours. :D Love the lyrics they rock.

Ah tong! Cheer up, don't angry anymore. (: After you burst a blood vessel, HAHAHA. Say with me: AOIHGEWGBSLJKPFFFFFT. hahaha! Stay happy ahhh tongg, love you!
I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me tooooooo :D
(This is the chorus of the theme song of Friends it rocks you should go listen to it.)

Okay bye, I think Stand Up To Cancer was a very good show. And I wanna watch Mamma Mia!

Jea.

btw, I know this sounds very stupid but I don't like smiley faces in this font because the eyes are abnormally large and it makes the entire smiley face lose its effect. (: look at that, it looks retarded.

2008-09-10T18:01:00.008+08:00

I'm taking a break now and my sis just told me bout this interesting site and i cant help but to share it lol.

From this,

(this pic's so long ago!)

i got

Aiyah i didnt fit the face properly :(

HAHA i think the last one rocks.
Go www.yearbookyourself.com and try!
Caroline i kinda wna see how your's will turn out like. :B

2008-09-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

I've no idea what to say, maybe cos i dont know how to put them in words.
Maybe i just wna say sorry for the times when i think back and find myself doing sth awful.
I'll try very hard to be the best person i can be. Not rly for others, but mainly to meet the basic expectations i have for myself, as a person i would be able to respect.

Nothing happened btw, i just want to remind myself to not do things that i might regret.
Rather, nobody should know what i'm referring to. Unless you're living inside me. :O
I dont like to deal with guilt. It pricks.

That aside, i'm glad i've people around whom i can confide in. Sth worth being happier about, is that you are able to be someone else's confidant.

Study study now.
,merilyn

2008-09-06T21:59:00.003+08:00

2008-09-06T19:57:00.007+08:00

I presently am sunken in cogitation, regarding anything but studies. I've a horrifyingly short attention span it kills when i try to focus while studying. Once i decide to give in to the fluttering thought of some other issue, my mind just switches off and my imagination brings me to all sorts of places, situations and people - past, present, future.

Pardon me if i sound weird today, cos i feel weird. But this blog is so dead i doubt i should need to bother about ppl reading. And i'm feeling very absolutely random.

I think Bishan's a great place to live in haha. I kinda miss the times when there was Seoul Garden around j8 and when i didnt even know how to enjoy food from there. The area around it where it's always fumy and leads to dont know where and when i felt so small, i keep picturing in my mind. But i can remember nothing else further, other than that lane. :(

I wna catch a movie alone some day. Cos it's so different, sth i prolly wont do normally. I kinda rly wna experience it. Preferably not horror pls, not when i'm alone, lol. Maybe a sappy love story?

Two days ago i picked up this book and started browsing at home. I realised that all the while that i've been rejecting books, reading's exactly sth which i actually miss. Sth i havent done properly in a long while, cos i'm too lazy and unwilling to spend the effort and time on. And largely cos i dislike missing out any single detail, once i come across sth that slightly bewilders me, i can even spend up to half an hour figuring out the intended meaning. And i can flip back over a hundred pages just to look for and refresh my memory about an insignificant incident that took place in the novel, just so that i'll feel, complete and settled? Like did the guy eat a hot dog or a sandwich at the cafeteria. Dont take me seriously. But still, I like to feel confirmed.

I think i wna study psychology in future.

I read this article with research/claims that humans choose their partners through close association with physical attributes of their parents. Women are more likely to be attracted to men who look like their fathers, while men are more likely to be drawn towards women who look like their mothers. Interesting, to believe or not? Haha, my dad looks like a potato, and that means...

I've always wanted to note this down but it's so senseless. I'll just say it anyway, i think smileys facing the left are unnatural haha, like the original smiley should face the right. Like :)
Haha i dont hate them or anyth but it feels correct to be using the latter. Lol okay this sounds very stupid. I think i havent used a left smiley in my life cos i refuse to haha,

I am weird.
,merilyn

2008-09-02T10:48:00.006+08:00

Okay hello guys I am so sorry I'm not at Sentosa with y'll now, I hope it's not raining there too. ): But aiyah, we can always go again after o's right? (: And now I have to make myself study today because that's the whole reason I'm staying at home. But it's so boring at home, omg. The parents say that the first day would be boring, and the second day would be too, but then after that I'd be so used to the boredom that I can really start mugging. It makes a weird kind of sense, I suppose.

And I've been bloghopping around and everybody's like omg I need to sudy blah blah. I mean, what else is there to talk about, even for the other levels, but it's still quite sad. Why do we subject ourselves to this, I wonder.

Okay I am trying without any reasonable amount of success to make myself turn away from the computer and maybe start on some Chem. I am having cramps, life sucks. (:

Dental appointments are the hardest things to keep, I think these metal things are never gonna come off. ): And! Their service sucks, like seriously. Their English sucks, their attitude sucks, aiyah I just hate calling them.

Why is it that I am actually feeling perfectly okay now but when I read back on my post I sound like an angsty angry bitch. I've forgotten how to write about the good stuff. ):

My leg's feeling kind of weak, but I like. It's the after some shit training kind of feeling, maybe I should go play badminton somemore. Or go shake shake.

OKAY JEANETTE GET YOUR ASS TO THE DESK AND MUG. OKAY BYE.

This post is like the epitome of rambling.

2008-09-02T01:16:00.003+08:00

2008-09-01T21:42:00.002+08:00

i lovebig bang.

3 big bang V.i.ps came over to bang em today.

we evn drew g dragon eyes.

come on come on!!!

2008-08-31T13:24:00.006+08:00

I wish you would stop being so nice to me, because if you get too close eventually i'll just push you away. Not worth it, really. Let's not jeopardize what we have now...

And not let our close to 8 years of friendship go down the drain

Mel

2008-08-30T00:25:00.002+08:00

:) Yess finally got my hands on the computer hehe

Brother was using it for awhile just now. It's about 12 20 am now and i'm feeling really bored so i decided to blog. Quite sad, our blog's a bit dead now :( How?

Life has been beyond slack now. It's so slack that i'm getting a bit bored. I swear i haven't touched my books since Monday and i really don't know when i intend to. but currently feeling a teeeeensy bit guilty. Ah well it's okay, i'm just hoping and deluding myself that i'm not the only slacker around hehe. Anyway prelim period has made my room damn messy, it is still in a mess. And i've yet to pack it :( Sigh okay. Tomorrow will be productive because.....I finally have tuition after like 5 weeks, i think. At least i know i won't be wasting my day away, like today.

Okay so today's Teacher's Day, haha i didn't go to school because i overslept and only woke up at 1pm :) I feel a bit sad because it's my last year in cedar already and stuff but anyway... I hope the performance was okay though. Met Merilyn, Nette, Zhen na & Hsinyi at j8 for lunch and it was greaaaaaaaat. Left with me and Mer after that so we spent our time talking about all sorts of random things....(feeling sorry for ourselves!) Basically it was kinda fun spending the whole time simply people-watching/talking/being stupid >:D Merilyn told me something that made me ponder......and i don't know whether it was fated but Ng teng sent me a message of revelation whereby i kind if got the shock of my life. Ok, the news kinda bursted my perfect little bubble up there. But that's life, just let it go right? Anyway, to think of it now, i'm really glad that Ng teng told me this and found it out. If not things are probably gonna suck big time. A littttttttle bit sad though, but Merilyn says it's ok. I'll be okay, really. :) I am very strong.

On a side note, I think i'm behaving very much like a pig now. Like waking up at 12-1pm everyday, eating McSpicy++++ :'( Plus it doesn't help that my grandma thinks that i'm like friggin obese, really. I love Mcspicy, luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv. To other McSpicy fans out there, do you remember the first version?? There used to be 2 chicken thigh patties, tender, juicy, meaty and succulent. Plus they kind of stick out from the bread because it's so thick! Now only got 1 :'(

And i caught 4bia yesterday with my neighbour! Haha it's quite good! Very very special as well. Though my birthday passed monthsss ago, it was my FIRST nc16 movie. Plus it was the FIRST horror movie i've caught in a cinema (Ok Lady in the water doesn't count. Bloody hell, waste of time) Anyway! To those who didn't know, 4bia comprises of four different stories of four different lives, directed by four directors. It's kind of scary, in my opinion, but like there are parts that are funny too so it's horror+comedy i think. Ha ha (especially the 2nd story omg damn gory plxxx!) Some parts it's abit blurry like you dont really get what's going on because everything's like very shaky and all. But anyways, highly encouraged to watch! Verdict? Pretty good Thai horror flick, you'll like it i'm sure :)

Okay i gotta go! Today's seriously very eventful, but i hope everyone cheers up ok? We will tide through the hard times together. Everything is gonna be fine!

-

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

For now, no more e. No more. Over. Forever.
Cheer up, darlings :) Have faith.

Love,
Mel

2008-08-29T23:28:00.010+08:00

Today's such a happening day, in a rather bad way. :/
One event after another, whywhywhy!
Sigh, friends, pls cheer up! :B

Let yall look at some stupid photos k. Look at how everyone has changed. :O

See before right? Got more surprises below.
Hahaha.
Lol.

Not too shocked?

Haha eh though i've the photos, i will post my own ugly faces also k!

Bierrrrrrry, ex head-prefect? :) Heeeeee.

HAHA.

Childish kiddos.

Bracessss!!! &Soemone tell me why i had such fringe.

ROFL.

Please.... Tell me why we can be so lame. Look on.

OMG. Kns. Haha what th hell are we doingggggg?! Haha i still rmb thinking this photo was rly nice. :B Mygoodness.

I didnt know how to smile. :(

-.-

Cute? Adorable? Childish? Lame? Ugly?
All us. :)

Please dont kill me, i beg you all.
,merilyn

2008-08-29T21:22:00.003+08:00

you left me in the crowd today, crying.

2008-08-29T17:20:00.012+08:00

I never thought I'd have such a strong reaction to something I've tried so hard to belittle. I feel very stupid now actually. That was totally unnecessary and it just showed how unstable I really am towards the whole issue. I think I scared alot of people with my sudden outburst, everybody who saw me went wth! I am so sorry hahaha I don't know what happened either. I didn't think a few words could get me so hysterical. I didn't think that I meant it when I said I'd just burst out crying if. I can't really describe what was going through my mind, except that there was this overwhelming sense of dread. Like, I've thought alot about what would happen if, what would my reaction be. Well I guess I got the answer today, but I don't particularly like it. Maybe this really shows what's inside, maybe I haven't really recovered, or forgotten. ): Damn, and I thought I was strong.

And I was thinking: why is it that the people I want to see are nowhere to be found, and the people I totally don't want to see keep on appearing in front of my face. In any other scenario it would've just gotten me whiney, but today it made my mood go in two extremes: splat or hysterical.

But it all turned out fine in the end. (: If you were planning anything, I'm glad it didn't succeed. I don't care how cowardly it sounds, from now on I'm running away whenever. I've concluded that avoidance is key to my sanity.

Met jh at the bus stop, omg she was going back to her primary school! Lame nooooooooooooooob :D teeheeee. And the bag looked well-worn, yah lah very happy you still wear it lah. But if you wear to uni, I'll laugh. :D But aiyah, I'm just glad you came back, because my mood was really bad before I saw you at the bus stop. Okay I know if you're reading this your head would be swelling now I shall stop.

Went to tpy for lunch, I know I'm very boring I eat the same thing everyday. Nice what! And I really need to get a new ezlink card, I hate counting out my coins before I go anyplace. Why do ezlink cards disappear? ): Or get stolen, okay I know you people don't believe me. ): hhahaha.

Okay I have tuition, bye bye.

J.

2008-08-28T23:06:00.004+08:00

Take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are,

Teacher's day celebrations tomorrow, mixed feelings. Like super don't feel like waking up early again, but tomorrow should be quite fun. I don't know.

Wah lau you sound like an auntie at CNY.

I actually had, have, alot of things on my mind but now it's totally blank so never mind.

I promise I'll do work tomorrow.

Bye.

-Jeanette.

2008-08-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

my favourite gay guys.

tonaeegaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~

2008-08-27T01:24:00.002+08:00

Omg Caroline and Merilyn the Maiden can seriously make roflmao. I've been listening to Lies by Big bang for 16times straight since i'm home. I think i really like Big bang. Ok which is quite weird because i don't really understand Korean but. I like :)

Life's a bit screwed up but i'll make do with it and try my best to take everything positively. I'm gonna convince myself that everything's gonna be okay, it really sux facing it every day i hope people would act their age and just stop harping on such a trivial thing especially when it's been already 2 weeks, give it up already yeah.

I'm damn tireddddddddd. Like what Caroline said, so tired till like "the soul is out of the body", i need to sleep. A break from all things hectic.

Tomorrow, will be the start of something new. Freedom. Get used to it.

Bye, feeling realllllllllllly exhausted. I'm glad i've plans to go out tomorrow if not i'll be so bored rotting at home facing the comp screen for hours. I wonder how long this period of slacking is gonna last.

Mel

2008-08-26T00:21:00.006+08:00

Prelims over, I heave a sigh of relief. Not that I was already slacking during the weekend lah, but it's finally over. Even though at the back of my head there's a voice saying, celebrate what still got the big O. I wonder what I'll feel like at 9am on 13Nov.

Running tomorrow at the crazy hour of 8am I think I'll have to drag myself out of bed because I don't think I'm gonna sleep anytime soon, my hair is still wet.

How do people recount their days and post about it huh, I can't seem to do it leh. Like, write out step by step what they did and what who said and what happened. I write until go out for lunch then cannot take it alr.

I like Marie Digby, I think her voice is very pleasant. Second Chance by Faber Drive is my current favourite song I can't stop listening to it.

Study/running dates next week! :D love love love, super looking forward. Still got other locations to think of but nvm, later sure can come up with a few. If cannot then nvm, we just run all over Singapore lah hor. (:

Char's bday today! Hahaha sexy balloon, happy birthday Neh :D FINALLY, my birthday like damn long ago compared to yours.

HEEHEE TOMORROW NO SCHOOL. Actually the whole of this week no school, but gotta go back for Physics lesson on Wed you have no idea how much I wanted to punch someone when I heard the news like wth. Grrrrr.

And btw, I think you, you and you are damn ridiculous. Like, can I roll my eyes any further back into my head. No, apparently not, because they're rolling out of my head and onto the floor already.

Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again,

Netteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2008-08-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

Merilyn's thinking:

-Say Hi to Baby Woo. :)
-I think i manage stress well to a certain extent, well for certain cases. I dont get how people can cry so often in everyday life due to overload of stress. (Not you, mel.) Esp studies, like stress or not, it'll still pass us by. Got study then it'll be fine, dont study die. It's just complain, part and parcel of everyth. I dk.
-I tend to think abt the most unexpected/ridiculous things. Like when queuing for roller coaster rides, i'd wonder how the tracks, carts and safety bars stuffs remain secured. I'd wonder what if it derails when i'm on it. Like, will the safety thing release and fly me off, what would i do.
Then at certain eateries, before i pop food into my mouth, i think about who was the person who previously used the spoon(esp if it still feels oily). And then i get myself grossed out hahaha.
-Solitary sounds like a lot of fun once in a while.
-I dont understand why topics always revolve around shortness/height. I'm just thinking, and i dont understand. Hahah i know i'm short i'm not pissed when i'm being brought into th topic. Just, what's wrong with being short actually? What defines being short as sth inferior to tallies. I'm quite fine with how i am now, and i cant rly like grow height like how you can lose weight, like you're just what you are. So like what's the point of all th talk abt shortness? Why does it invite ridicule? Dont tall people ever picture them like sores among the crowds when their heights stand out. Haha i hope by now you're not thinking like 'crap she's angry that i say her short before'. I'm perfectly perfectly fine and no harm intended towards tall people lol. You can tease me the next time you see me, i'm okay! :) I just think, and i cant comprehend, so yah.

&Sth weird just happened hahaha.
Lost my train of thoughts, shant blog anymore.